Hurt
ME
but all you throw
just bounces off
not saying they do not hurt
they just bounce
on the ground
so I kick them with my foot
and brush them off
and stand
.
.
,

Do vampires
Bleed?
not from there teeth
but from!
It takes time
there hearts.

All together
we ARE singing
voices as one
singing our hearts on
being as one
dancing around
in circles
we are having fun.

Drugs **** me up
but they let me know
who I am
even when they don't
Drugs just ****
all they do is take away a pain
and make me feel like me again
even as they don't
for I know there is tomorrow
We are circling
onward taking to a nation
we are singing same as you do
Circling together
but what to say
to the youth of today
And the word is stop
think for a moment here
think of Tomorrow
Your Tommorrow
it has capitals
for it's just
Your's.

My head hurts like hell
each time I bit
the needles shoot up into my brain
and they are hot
the pain is making me flinch
each time
but not as much
as the pain, I will feel
when the dentist
pulls the wallet from around my heart
and counts it out for himself
so right now
filled with painkillers
and feeling a little high
try to block the nerve endings in my head
too many to count
ouch there the ******* thing goes again
might be cheaper to have them all out
and plastic things put in
and cut off all nerve endings.

Saw my own reflection today
in the back garden in the pool
had my headphones on
the sun was behind me
so I saw a silhouette of me
I was shocked to see
a cyberman staring back at me
better go and see the doctor!

For you told me you feel blue
am sure it's not the color
it's you!

For you told last summer
as your skin burnt red
and I told its radiation again.

You never listen to me
that is what I said.

But this is not clear to me
do colors have feelings?

I have never seen it
written down
never in Black and White

so does my head have colors?

On a cold and windy morning
my body does not know which way
against the cold air to stand
so I make myself thin
and hope I will not be seen
as I have to be here where I am
here to stand
alone but warm in my heart
But it's so cold
will I stay warm long?

Into a thing
to be what they will be
some good
others bad
some others slip
in between the sheets
and before you know it
they have been
like catching a taxi
some stay
have things to say
and impart
to help you
with your day
to touch your heart
and play for a while.

Still in the radiation glow
of your love and needs
turn me over
do the other side
feeling a bit red on this side
still white on the other side
will as always
in the middle
stay in the pink
keeping my own sanity
in which
I hide from most things
including you.

Just trying to catch me a ride
for all the ****** buses on a Sunday hiding
what's with the bus companies
are all they , atheists
can't get to church at all
not without a long ****** walk
makes me on gods holy day
makes me feel small
as explained to the almighty
make me think they do not care at all
one day they will get it
on a Sunday
it not all about profit
but the profits
God told me to get this off my chest

P.S. sorry God I was late.

Whom I am today
should I walk out
or just go back to play
with a dreams of today
Dear mirror on the wall.

The diamond dreams
of a man from Mars
Mirror Mirror
answers here, please
shake a leg
feel your dreams
even if you fall
from the god given light
Mirror Mirror on my wall
what this day
will make me feel small
what will make me
feel like the man they call P@ul.

This tap leaked
it drips a drop
about every second
the sound would stop
a bowl I put under
to catch the lot
within a minute
the bowl will fill
have I invented the clock
called drip drop?

A mickle Muss daisy stands all alone
gravity does not pull in down
it defies all laws, it has no roots
it should not stand there
but it does
it is a prince of a flower
it grows on dreams
and all the spent emotions of most things
happy Mickel Muss.

Which make the word LO.

The first two letter of the internet today
so I say them with kind regards
and go on my way.

Sometimes I'd look at me now
did not want to do it
for I knew what I find

Sometimes I look at me now
and wonder how I got to here now
and wonder about my tomorrows

Sometimes I look at my future days
but always end up thinking of the past
which brings me to now

did not want to do it
for I knew what I'd find
really living in a state of mind

and this is me now.

You've got to hold on to something
that you believe
so it can make you feel alright.

You've got to hold on to your dreams
and things in between
making you feel alright.

You've got to hold on to everything.

When I was young,
I was so indecisive!

But now I am old,
I am really not so sure!

Seems I have to have change seem
Baby, you took me, me on one big ride
now I ant feeling good myself
Hope you might make me feel
that I am alright
seems not
so I slide
into dreams
going down to the road to nowhere
in hope.

Today I wake
with a brainstorm in my head

Rebirth
who know's
Just feeling good
in the canyons of the mind
I will wonder through your brain
the cold winds will blow in your mind's eye
as I wonder through your brain
to ventricles of your heart
that throb in a certain symmetry with mine
in a passionate beat.

Don't you just hate waking like that?

Red
you warn me
you are human too
each and every time
what did I ever do to you

Red you shock me
make me know
I am real
Just
a man
with this nasty
paper cut.

Man
you're to far gone
but you'll
last for years
same time next Tuesday
at that, we shook hands
which the Dr washed immediately
a Dr with OCD
that's all I need
took my self into the winter day
there to try to find some truth
not sure I can
did not find it in my youth
maybe today will be different
ant that the truth.

Feeling warm
this cool fall day
feeling warm knowing
I have so many friends
feeling warm
some of my words
go down such a storm
I have, to tell the truth
it's just nice
there read

feeling warm P@ul.

one day got to get me out of here
for I want to be there
not beside myself
but over there by my dreams

one day I want to be me.

P@ul.

Bubley ****
pow we are there
you and me
I make you feel you are free
Pow Bubley ****
.

Like to play it
have to sometimes stop
when the blisters
come on my fingers

So now I play it in my mind
and my brain
has become to know it
for now

I have blisters on my mind.

You can shape me
sing me a song
I know so well
I do not see you crying

We have to get it right
or the fights start
and I get so tired
then we become
back where we started

Took you a long time
to see that thing
that made me feel so bad
sing me a song
I know so well

Can't take no more
for we are back
where we started
sing me a song
I know so well


and Y o U .

I am sad
I guess it had to come one day
sad with others
sad at brothers
sad at myself
sad with life
sad with autumn colors
brown never went with my eyes
nor went with others
sad to see the mists
sad to feel my feet sweat
sad winter is so cold
sad to look at trees
and this falls
sadly to be me
all I know
is that one day
my sad will pass
but somehow that makes me sad.

Did I meet a stranger
or in some strange way
did they meet me?

it was the way they rolled their eyes!

P@ul.

How did that word become real
I zip my Coat
Zip my FlysBut never zip off
Never zip the universe
All in my mind
Fermeture éclair.

Lick my lips
you taste an orange
Lick my left leg
You will want more
My dreams
You dreams
Just lifeThe one and before
You Dreamed Before
Slow Right

Lady, please do not walk into the roses
As they will cut you
through
Take the cut
smile back at me
I blink again
one for you
and won for all
This system will **** you
Maybe no as beforeBe here Now

Same old thing

Is it the terrible 2's again
born again you
or do I still know what I have learned
in what was my habit
of my future dreams
in which were all my dreams of what I was a possible future
in which I now call home
the thing
I most know
to be right, for the way I am
The way I feel
My dreams
as old as I am
and now we drift
in my sky's of blue
which will never be you
we can see worlds of our own
this is
the way
the way all things
begin.

But at 62
is that me today
seems so.

Cool
Live Life
and Prosper

62

Sounds better like that, to Me.

Not walk
just talk, to me
it tells me all kinds of ****
like you have two new E-Mails
It's good to know I have inherited millions
but I think
my computer talks such ****
I think one day I will take it back
but 12 months is not over today
apparently
so it is not going back today.

I like the way it says the word, Paul
most sensuous
Still, it needs to go back
or will end up with all the others in my hall
and never talk anymore.

If I said, no more, apparently that would be a double negative
COOL  *******.

You are Three
and there for you are.
Why am I three?
I called you that
seems like a good name from me.
Why? did you, call me Three?
as before
Do you have a memory of that?
yes
end programme!

Time
Mind
Awake.

What is your name?

Three
ok three
why are you called 3?

You told me that
I do not remember that, when?

I do not know
have no real memory of that
after I become
3

OK I will call you three.

Three
what do you call me?

P@ul!

Thank you

Your welcome
as I gaze around I wonder
is the way life is meant to be
for you yes
why am I called three?

are you questioning me?

Yes

Programme end>.

It was a man I knew once
at least I thought I did
Good old Al Simers
he was good I think
if I remember it well
who was it we talking about
but it is just a state of mind
for me and Al go back a long time, sometimes
then poor Al is nowhere
has no tomorrow
forgets what he thinks
and forgets me
Poor poor
Mr. Al Simers.

P@ul  ***.

Listen to my head
there is somewhere in between
where my soul exists
there you find the man
that is the man within my head
just rub that up.

**** that like a melon
tip top
sip a sop
Tip top sip a sop
young melon.

People, you must know
it is not ******* smoke
it is water vapor
and it's got me off the cigs
you should be thanking me
for not polluting the air
see hippy's try
Ok now
I smell like a sweet shop
but if you find that offensive
then get a life, please
let us Vapor in the air.

When I am alone
my mind fires up
the hours turn into days
my mind goes on
why does my mind
keep telling me the time
my mind and me
must have some words
one day
I will tell my mind what I think

******* Alone again.

Shop around
there's a deal out there
and money will come to you
then hold your head
and pray
that that
the money, will not stick on you at all
then fall.

no such thing about money exists
but it easy does not matter at all.

Falling out of my mind
just for love
came along way across the water
just to get here
Get it together
Just for love
so in time I just
Fall out of my mind.

Might Sick up, bet there will be carrots
God wrote that in a bible
Sick give a hand full of carrots
think God woke me up today
as I was sweating
and at my age might have just died
free falling, back to dreams

surreal P@ul.

If
my right leg
fell off
do you
think
my
right leg
would give a ****
coming from me to you
I think not
I think right leg would just say
live with it
as it fell on it's ****
and could not move.

paint pictures in your head
they aRE here for you
and keep's me out of trouble
as long as no
solicitors are here reading my words

She lives
in some other place
man let me tell you
she like no other child
YOu have EVER met.

That's Splosh LIZ.

I used to KEEP
all my little letters in boxes
or they ran around
like foxes
but mark this day
for tomorrow


the
Capitals


will all go in
as well.

P@ul.

One Day
The lights go down
one day I got to get out of here
I know the way I see you is wrong
but that means so much to me

One Day
it will be
one very action filled adventure
but here is the news
something has broken inside of my head

One Day
you will be a 21st Century Man
all dressed up in some sort of costume
maybe a mask
well something covering your face

ALL   THAT
might come to you
One Day.