I have a new mobile phone
talks to me in a female voice
never at me
is always very polite
sounds kind of ****
I think
I am able to programme it
never asks me why I am so late
and only goes in my pocket
never through them
and I wonder
is this how life is meant to be
I love my new mobile Phone.

P@ul.***.

Passing the time of day
thinking of a way to spend my time
here online this day
thinking of some other day
in past time
in my own way
passing the time of day.

My left leg hates my right
my right leg leads the left
walking is never easy
my brain
tell's them both
they are the same
they both tell my brain
to *******
then do what they feel they must do
making life hard
my brain will tut, tut tut
and we do it all again.

MAD people do not stand on their heads in the garden
so I am told
nor talk to caterpillars
But I do all that
I am so mad
have you seen these shoes!
only got them last Saturday
and already the soul has fallen off
people do not make things like
like they used to
that makes me mad
even as it should not
Alice
though
had no fear
of the MAD
as she took out a subscription
and read it weekly
she read it for years
but never got into lizards
you would think
she would
living in SPAIN
living in the hills
and when young
played with the wolves
but even with the wolves still licking her feet
just happened to lean back just a few degrees
it was just at that very moment
that worm pulled her into the hole
she fell nor up or down but in between.

Starlight do you think it hurts
I know you can not lick it
in the words of Jesus
Good God
do we have to do all this bending
it hurts my knees
none of us get any younger.

As before me
just there was my mind
just sitting there
as if, it knew, my thoughts
had just arrived there
the very thoughts
that you do, and I do
know
will this day,
of my mind,
leave me far behind
even though
the very thought
I thought
have left me far behind.

Little loving
goes a long way
still to this day
I do not know what passion is for
For you said to me to
I love you
and you did not
******* of with the guy
I got in to fix the car
makes me feel small
but at least
I do not
have to lick your anckles any more

I would like said when I am gone
I moved the world one step on
But I think that will never be
so I walk between grey walls
which is that of my mind
and describe the scenery
in with there I find myself
that is me.

This not so much a poem
but a statement of me
how odd that is
for in my words I express surrealism
but when I paint
I paint pop art
if I play my guitar
it has to be hard rock
you can ask my ears
but shout
for sure they will ignore you
do you also find life a *****?
that 50% of the planet already hating me
sorry girls not expressing my self right
and no your *** dose not look big in that
just go along with me
and your *** is what I like about you
gosh now you hate me more
just black listed this man
but girls
I do it like no other man can do
and I think you will like that.

Looking for a ride
never coming back
got to get me this place
right out of my face
looking for some living to do
and burning me up some chords
hearing the drums within my head
taping my feet
will wake up alone
on the next day
must get me a woman in my bed
must leave my best friend alone
getting blisters on my palms.

Mother today
my brains got sun burnt
spent to long outside
humming on my own
and now my brains are burnt
not sure my mind is functioning right
and trying to scratch them
is making my fingers bleed
thank god I bit my nails
or what a mess that would be
thinking is not hard
just skips farts and starts
and to seams to make some sense
mother should I put some calamine on
do you think that will help
might just cool it down
think I will try it.

Ouch that burns!

Feel it become part of you
that good old fashioned goo
let it in your head
mother nature knew
that good old fashioned goo
tomorrow i will back at the factory
doing nothing
much at all
with goo in my head
words for my bed
and a mind so fantastic
if i lay
it dribbles from my brains.

You have to
get it out it's box
pop the lead on
and imagine
what it would do
lay some words up the first tree
maybe some crap
but you have to walk your brain out
or however would you sleep.

So hard to paint
on a canvas that is already white
mixed with love and tears
mixed in with mixed up words
must be the fumes
when I feel like this
I shut down my senses
and my nose bleeds
white powder paint


L        O         V        E

P@ul.

Or you to
But I feel like
I just written the blues
I feel my pain
Allmost like kissing a tree
And all I feel is the bark in my face
Kind of ruff
Not going to tell what I feel within.

All the pain is all in my mind
My body just twitches
Fingers sort of flick in the air
I swear
and the pain starts again
Falling in love again.

Please HELP ME!

But me being me
Just to have to
Dis o bay the rules
Now I have the pain in my mind.

Come on lets look in the hills
well everybody is searching
For something to find
Not sure yet what is mine
Or what is yours
But there is  G O L D
In them there hills.
Up or down
I do not give a ****
Both ways it makes me cry
I do not know why
Nor should I care so
And look at me just out for a walk
But I see gold in them hills.

Just sittin' trying to find my rift
how many more times are you going to mess my life
spend all my money
******* with my mind
playing with my head
turning down my bed
some day's my pen
I hate you
and yet I pen on
see how the ink bleeds
and I feel lonesome
see how my heart bleeds
yet you will not write that down

What the F**k
what the ******* bad luck

looking for some rhyme or reason

WHY this should be.

Yes the end is near
I can feel it pull me in
to where nobody here knows
nor can explain if it exists
can feel it stretch me
till bits drop off

******
up
my own ****

down down
deeper and down


P@ul.

Must stop visiting my doctor
seems to me ever time
I visit there
yet another part of me has stopped
or just rusted or something
well just broke
or fallen off
the waiting area there
scares me
I look around me there
and think
what bugs are here?

what has she got?

and then a kid coughs right in my face
I feel the fleam hit me on lip
well if I did not have before I came in
I have it now
now my skin begins to itch.

Dear Doctor why me?

It's a long way
from here to where I can find
sunshines
my drugs make me so cold all the time
and top of it today the rain falls
it's my summer
not looking forward to winter at all
walking around in foggy mist
wipe it all from my eyes
make me happy make me feel my own warmth

make me feel again
what I am
what I was
make me feel tomorrow.

Boldly gone,
where none have been
shattering 49.1%
of peoples dreams
now see how they run
look at them good
as they can not hide now
see them try to feather their nest
it has happened
politions get the gist
for now you have to work like ****.

From the moment in life
me as a man exist
I did not understand
what that meant
to whom I met
with sue at the sweet shop down the road
licking cherry lips
rubbing on my lips
making them cherry red
as a man doing what i am told to
in relationships
ask questions like
are going to wear that shirt?
well I thought so
but seams not
what the ****
I blame that jelly bean
I am, what the ****
Put the purple one on
say what the ****
I like this space
it feels good in my mind
if it does not, in yours *******
This is my shirt
not yours
So woman
get your own life
stop licking the edge of mine
and get a jelly bean of your own.

I am ****** yes
we was
the sun shines
I looked at her
just had to kiss her
then
she kissed me back
lips as one
I could taste her feelings
right there on my lips
sweet but with a burn
like acid in my mouth.

Forty days
Fortynights
like a ship on a stormy sea
juseue you gave that to me
but what did it do to my mind
polly polle
diamond wish
but what did that do for me
my birth place will be hard to find
keep your head down
if they find you now
the man will shoot you down
go to mars.

Well I am in two minds
if I do
Or I don't
seams like to me
they are both the same
for I have lived them both
and done nothing for me
so I surgest lick your thumb
feel the breeze
Then Vote.

You know this by what you do
look up ****
your **** is up for it
but what about your hand
I will try
I know I will get cramp
on the other hand
nope same
getting cramp again
you young people
do not now how hard it is to get old
so ******* enjoy yourself


T  O  D  A   Y>

and help me out here!

ops.

Why did I get up today
seams like parts of me fell off again
**** me I was only sleeping
how bad can that be
seams fatal
in life
what the **** was my brain thinking of
and in my mind not there
it was just like a dream
just a dream
not real
but why
do I
now feel so ****.

The first time we met
I knew your the one for me
my mind was all over the place
then I heard my lips talk
your lips smiled back at me
so I switched off my brain
and let my lips do it again
you blushed
my body walk you home
not sure what happen next
but woke this morning
with your number written up my arm
I called it
you said yes
to what it was
my lips asked next
that night our lips kiss
so I'am letting my lips do all the work
because my lips are or some
not sure what happen next
by now you call me honey
and I am out all the time earning money
for you and all our kids.

hi my name is paul
male yes
she looked at me
as I just walked in from work
and said why are looking at me like that
only a female can make you feel like that
or even ask a question like that
and what the fcuck dose that mean?

Let me split the words down for your mind

Space is room
Space is the distance from there to here
Space is your room, your head
Space is what you conceive for you
Space is all you think to be true
Space is distance
Space is small
Space is no Space at all
Time is Man Given
just to explain space
and the time we spend there
who we meet
those we love
those we don't
is no time at all.

If he been
my other hand
not sure why we call him
lefty anyway?
but I sure he was not right
he was the fingers
any safe break
well any note at all
he could make.

A poem
is sent by God Himself

But you would be wrong
for the thing
would n't start
o lord
which women
as men we do not shout
you o god, o god.
we are more likely
to say thank you
for you are the ******* gods on earth girl
playing the creese in the fabric of life
gives you at wrong moment in time.

Sit around with a crowed around
I,m not lonely
but people talk around me
now I feel lonely
for I feel them shut me out
if I say to them something controversal
they cut me out
if I say something knowing
they block me out
So now
I will play
my
trump card!

i will always remember
that time by the river
after the battle was
seeing them come back
the poet and the painter
reflecting like shadows
in the river that ripples the truth
muddles it with medals
that tells of
he who dares wins
but it not like that
see your mate
lose a leg, fingers gone
life always reminding
as you drop that wine.

You so ******* look at me
right now
I hate white paper
my pen is primed
but my mind is not
and you white page just sit there
glowing back at me
I so want to black on you
but black what
make a mark
all things in my head
are so clear
but looking at you
seams to give me nothing
I hate you now white page
do not mock me
I saw that
write that here
no I will not.

Images of upside down frogs
reminds me of you
where did I find it
in the bathroom window while taking a ****
image in the art novo glass
reminds me of that time
on Alfa Centure
where that giant mould hung down
looking like upside down frogs
and you said
stop right there
this is perfect moment in time
at that I fell down this black hole
and landed here on earth
I still miss you dear.

Let's not talk of time
as I sit here
it's hard to know where I am
seem's I have dribbled on my chin
think what it was you was doing
find that all that was lost
in your mind
not the marbles from my youth
ow think alan came round
yes it was
good old al not seen him in years
good old al smyers
great mate.
now what it was.

Have you had
one of them mornings
when you slept
as if you are dead
remember nothing?

Andy's cambells can
his coke
bottles
artists
give you
dreams
there emotions
paint there for you to see
colouring your boring world
making you in moment
understand
there emotions
O
and yes a free converse.

Do brains nest in trees
along with Dali melting watches
looking out over the sands of time
that may have been
or are to come
in some future event.

Repeat after me
Left, Right by Left ...... repeat.

After my stroke
this is how
I began to walk again
and that now that I can
as long as tell my self
Left, Right by Left
warning
do not try to add skip
you will end up
flat on your face
do not forget to repeat
as for my left hand
well now has it's own mind
and where that's going is hard to see
so tonight I am going down the corner
where the music loud
and let my left hand steel your love.

Even though
it has not happened yet
I missed your kisses in my dream
I missed your lips
their taste
your long legs
picturing this
tells me all.

New day, thank God
I did not sleep so well
but I am here again
and my body seams all well
but for all it's ache and pains
but that's normal at my age
Jump out of bed
do twenty sit ups
jog to the bathroom wash myself
comb my hair
while looking in the mirror
wonder which woman
will today look upon my beauty
I really do not want want to hurt them
but I can not stop them falling in love with me
so I take them to a restaurant
pay all the bill
and take them home that night
need I say more
So I eventually get up
after paying the bill
from my Restaurant of my mind.

Waking up
in a strange house
with a ******* strange kitchen

At this time in the morning
the last thing I need is this
playing hide and seek with the fridge

All I want is milk for my tea bag
I did not want to play
lets open all the doors in the place

Am I here
or maybe there
you just had to look
and I was not there

and thats why
now I drink tea
with out milk.

and your back in the room
your feelings calm
for now you are you real
and all your problems are now yours
mar he's try to mess with my head
must buy me, new shoes
and this is to tight.

Spring has now Sprung
there's no going back
cannot be repacked back in the box
forward and onwards
summer will come
as I drift into old age
my mind blinks
I forget what day it is
rely on my smart phone to tell me things
and now the ******* thing speaks
it's on days like this
I ask myself things
and hope my phone will reply.

You know
I walk all over you
for the woman has gone
I have been all up and down since I trunered 17
and up right now
so you know I can turn you down
Lick my left ankle
I will tell you more.

So lets soft heavy metal
Dreams the dreams of you are
Life your right leg
place that down
stand *****
if your look just be yourself
in the mirror
Stand still and *******
being your is more than that
dreams
That's the point.

What street do you live in
not even a toe
and that's why women do play harmonica
not found one yet.