I've been lost
bad for the company
wendy glasses slipped down her beak, and frowns
henries gets up and goes home
lucy pulls her left knee up
reaches for her clutch
then drinks water down
like she had been in the sun all day
burt spurts his words out
in front of thingy the new chap
you know his name
that chap
came up from the post room
those for
and against
is that all
layed on some sandwiches
few drinks and home to her in doors.

Small Sam I am
had a job at land rover
could not hack it
got sacked in two months
poor Sam the man I am
has to prove
that he is the man I am
poor Sam the man I am
Small Sam I am
Learns about life
of many good friends
sees himself
as the man I am
in life
makes his ***** fall off
the girl he marries cut them off
mentally off she's called Mary
crap ****, but nice legs
and she is good
Makes Sam feel small
but Sam goes on
I spy in the night sky
vegan, and capillary star


Like more?
So TELL Me

P@ul.

pages of numbers
I find
also reading me
as I read them
seeing what I find
within them, as it will so be me
as I see in them
when the bus comes
it's hard being a surrealist
five pasts three
the page said back to me
the bus arrived at
twenty past three
this timetable
is ******

Sign of the   *t  i  m  es.

What is real in any heart?
what has changed
how does that make you feel?
jars full-on vision, on a shelf
smoke of a cigar but nothing burns
into the meaning of you,
not an answer
to a question, never soon to be, asked
so no questions
your honor asked
!

Reaching out on all sides
trying to move my world one step on
from where I have come
on the inside
where I began
my unconscious mind
nourishing sleep
pictures flow
mind grows
surrealism
tries to wake my soul
and pow I am awake again.

like glass
I had to look
caught my face
now mirrors and I are not friends
saw myself looking back at myself
I do not know myself
had a loop on it saw what I saw
and don't I know it
what has happened to me
I have got so old
nothing of what I was before
**** I have lost my hair
first clue
I miss my mother
from where I was born
she gave me all I know
giving truth and love to all you know
you will thank yourself for it
be what you are
no more and no less
as she pressed me against her breast.

Love P@ul.

I sometimes upset myself
with the way I am
but does anybody no their self really
maybe I should take myself to task
but would that not be me
ipso facto
It's me P@ul.

Pomegranate is fruit
sweet and a taste
I can't describe it
Surreal but reminds of things I once had
as the juices dribble down my jaw
but have memories of it
do we grow it
at home
?

No not hot here enough

People take selfies
and pictures of one another
just in case they missed it the first time they saw it
all stored in their phones
which hardly ever leaves their handi's
only to see the image they saw
is not right
that is not how I remember it
you had to be there
you would have seen it
the joke is on you
now the world is not the same
nor are you
Think I have a filter for that.


I love people, do you do?

I see clouds of   words
I see clouds of   l♥ve
I see clouds of   pain
I see clouds   that hurt
I see clouds of  shame
I see clouds of   time
I see clouds of   the past
I see clouds of  rain
I see clouds of  thunder
I see clouds   that teach us all
I see clouds of   things to give
I see clouds of  things to take
I see clouds in   my mind
I see clouds of   given time
I see clouds of   hell
I see clouds of   hate
I see clouds of   to celebrate
I see clouds of   lost in space

I see clouds of*   ME.

What did I say about the box,  Jack
that's not any surprise at all
so stop clowning about
and you wonder why you cry
no more just popping down the shops
or anywhere.

P@ul.

Tomorrow I have to see the doctor
he gave me the time to be there
and that was 10 past 10 am
I don't know why he asked me there
I remember what he said the last time
dragging his eye's of the computer screen
that reminded him to look concerned
told me another gland has broken down
then wrote down the pills he gave me that day
that in some way replace it
ten past ten
is my number in the doctor's hands
my father used to tell me
and he was very wise
remember son that living
is dying in disguise.

not worried at all.

Who do you love?
Why do you love?
How do you love?
Where do you love?
When do you love?

So why Love?
Do you not love me?

Love P@ul.

As I am laying here in bed
with things going on in my head
is my nose bleeding?
what the hell
give me a tissue to wipe it with
that girl called me the doctor.
who?
is my time passing?
thought you said
there's  life in this old dog yet
give me a guitar
and a tissue to plug my nose with
and I'll play some notes
and get the blues moving
for there ant nothing
like rockin'
the blues when you feel down
and Sally can come round
to see me laying here
bleeding out  my truths

Just don't call the doctor as play my guitar.

Blue walked into a bar
Remind me not to do that again
As he slipped down the wall
Orange sniggered
Almost fell off the chair
Slapped her drink down
Cut her finger
****** orange
Aqua's paranoia
Made her nightfall in
Blue murdered
As ordered a drink at the bar
Holding his head
Jack and Jill went on stage
Did their thing
Violet thew up into a what she though a bin
But was somebody's handbag
Yellow also thew up at that
Blushed and ran off
Purple her date
Was ******* at that
Wantted to fight all around.

and people worry!

About Black and White.

Not sure if
Well old enough yet
To get me a pipe
So let's look at its pros
You can point at things with it
And hold your head up
As it placed
Back in your mouth
Fog up the living room at night
Cool.

But not for me.

How much for that phone?

Apples fall
Gravity around
Lands on the Earth
Bacteria get in
Rotten Apple
Just saying.

You know the dance beat
Even though I am now old
Still, have the beat
Although like lifting my feet from mud
On the dance floor,
I can be found
That's right, that's right
Might be old but still got to trip around
But for now out of breath.

Woke up today
left half my head at home
or lost it on the bus
that was when my whole day fell apart
spent all my time at work
and nothing went right
all I tried fell to ****
supervisors gave me them looks
wish my head on my pillow' still, lay
me looking like an angel
there with my eyes closed
dreaming surreal dreams
but no your ******* body
had to say
**** not my fault
you are not here today
where are my brains
at home in a jar full of alcohol
"O"
I remember N O W.

Steam boats on the sea
Just a Role on the drum
dip into this
dip into that
hold on that fact
mother
I found a soldier
in the cupboard
I did I spoke to him
tried to hold his hand
he turned into dust
does my PC work?

Walking down the road
enter the local woods
it was there
I met a female
whom eyes deep as pools
pulling me in
into the dark waters
she let her dreams go
and her body like snow
against her dark hair
my hand softly stroked
it was there
the spear
peace
darken my heart
level 1.2.

Girl, you get me to fall down at your knees
and you taste like battery acid to me
really not nice
but still love you so
as my tough sticks to the roof of my mouth
feels next day like *****
peels off making me gag
and your feet stink
fills up a room
and you wonder why
I am not really here at all
I dream of Pink lemons.

How can you
**** up my dreams
buzz my words
make that sound
put it in my ears
how do you feel the passion
the air I smell is clean
sounds and dreams are not
Bullets are real
people drop
fall against a wall
flesh spills out
splatters
so ****** up.

Lick my ankles
my feet smell like animals
Cosmogification of the universe
deep down I am the same old P@ul
the animal of life
Sent me
I am right
feel me as I fall from this universe
slip into actual time
Breath in my nose deeply
and move on
Nobody died here
My bodies here
my mind is not
my mind is in rhymes
lick my ankles again
things pop out

Just ******* lick my ankles.

As we live in this nest
the time I invest
and spend a life learning new words
on words up words
forging them
listening to them
trying to make them rhyme
moving on out of we find
the rocks and boulders of mankined
drugs hate and passions of greed
the money, the better life
the softness and love
brings us down
into the arm of young ones
the  P O W ER  of  W O R D's


P@ul. ***.

He was just in time
WHY?
just was
there at that very second
just because he was
in seconds
he held it
not to fall
time was
time zones
just because



LoVE.  P@ul.

I was born Human
never addicted
but this old house falling down
around my ears
I can hear it fall down
creaks and wood beads
but gives me nothing

no smells
no youth
what was me
not you
for I am the only one
being and the end of truth thick about it
Hold on to
WHAT I   S    YOU

Lay down beside me
Next morning sweep me up
or **** me you up your vacuum pipe
Woman
Hold me
Give  me
LIght
For once listen to a man
By the way love you.

The shape of this
cord
hanging between me and death
just that
hold your nose
for baybe I never will do
****'s in public
trying not to embarrass
the people that do
or smell of poo.

**** I do not know that was a full stop there
sneaked upon me
so there it is
just a dot
a stop
ink
stain
not a little stop
maybe
a gain




.

Slip into this bed beside me
K  I  S   S
make me make me feel good

Taxi!
My dad says
shake your leg
get up
get on with it
free fall
Taxi grab
are you, man
why now this world
free fall
not getting
you have your phone
you are getting old missing this
the taxi arrives
hold her head in your hand's

Tell her
you miss her
call her princess
but warn her
tomorrow
tell
her
none of these
delete
as appropriate.

The big one
what makes you who you what is you?

what is you?

What makes what you are
yes you
talking about you
just answer the ******* question?

What's you?
Lucy does not tell lies
she is female's
they have no shame
she claims
all the whole revolves around her
princess, why is that?

And why do you need this Hand bag
You woman, do you Feel me?

Woman never get into my head
leave that to my brains

So I ask
what is you
or me
where do I start
was that you or me
how the **** will I ever know
Just answer the question?

Nothing's free
my time as told me so
and what will be, will be
for free
even though
nothing is free
is free of itself
even sold as such
try freedom
go for a green card
get a pink slip
think your free
each year tell me
I'm in love
do you love me
till the end of my time
only if you are good
and look after me
as expect
look after me as a princess
why my princess dear
will you no longer hold hands
love is never free
of words.

Momma
I saw you in the room
**** like mushrooms
you did it my way
legs right all the way up
to a lady garden I've never been
girl my mushroom
responded
rubbing against my leg.

But
it's  me
I just
responded
I kiss you all night
we dance
had fun
I took you home
you asked to have ***.

In passion, you told me
your **** are not real
then I found I could not lean on you
just in case you **** bust
do not want that down to me
so women think first
before you plant it
in each breast.

Your brain
cannot dream me
it's dreams   on its own
not even I can control it
it happens

I

F
A
L
L

from the sky
never hit the floor
just wake up
mostly on my own
sit on the bed
place my hand on my head
think of what means nothing at all
get up shower, shave
and my day goes on

All the things of the day a cure.

SUrrEALology.  ***.

Purple haze
Purple heart
Purple in my blood
Purple in my family ways
Purple crown
Purple gown
Purple in old blood
Purple in hue
Purple is the light
Purple deep got it right
Purple bounce light itself
Purple veins
Purple what is all about?

Laying beside the road
petrol under my nails
lead in my lungs
the sunshine over the hill
blue sky demands
eyes open
the sun keeps them closed
dream on.

Air pressures push me down
try to get me to lay down
gravity hands are around my ankles
pulling me to the core
Not having age on my side
gives me week knees
and the breeze and winds
try to knock me down
not easy to dream these days.

I can't
Help getting old
or if I stumble even mumble
my mind sometimes play's tricks on me
and that name I forgets
you know the one
it's on the tip of my tongue
which the wind just whipped away from me
I can't
Help getting old
the wind makes lips chap
and it's hard to climb stairs
or sometimes to get my legs out of the bed
my mind might wake up
but the rest of me does not
maybe if I just roll off the bed
what was I thinking of
I can't
Help getting old
hearing the bone in my ankle snap
or was my hip
do not remember this pain last night
now can't get back on the bed
and somebody do tell me
where do I get that odd musty aftershave from
not seen advertised in my local shops.

Some day's
I feel like a human staple
only me and the paper
fixing it to the pinboard
on the words
I sometimes write down
lawyers become bespoke
reading my papers
and then **** with me
dead cell in the ring
never dances
even if the man in top hat say's
it does
life is a circus
where the elephant in the room dances
how the ****
is the circus for you?

But a hue of blue
maybe it is when alight.

Leaning on a pillow of flowers
watching slugs rolling joints of rose petals
getting up and trying to walk
right leg walks just fine
left, drags behind
move you ******* old *******
was that a demand
or a command
to a man, there is a difference
cent clears
right there, my right legs stands left to come and joins it
now so not feeling the same now
counting to ten
woke up this morning
with all this in my head
think somehow
my brain rolled out my ear
thinking about the night before
and wished I was dead
it was at that point
my own brain slapped me between the eyes

And that is these day's life.

LoVe you all P@ul. ***.

I know
you do not have to tell me so
I am getting older
lazy in my dreams
have not felt from in the sky from them from all them years
that UFO did not drop me
more like slapped me
from where it was
but all the nanus
make my nose bleed
over and over again
making dreams so absurd
but all I feel is love

L


O

V


E
and to tell you to
love each other
for when they come
we have no other.

If you.
Lick your lip
I let you lick mine
but girl don't go breaking mine
you can run in this pack
but girl stay with me
run like you never have
if you feel like your dying then you will
you can not hold me down
as I am a man
keep your lips wet
robots need oil
souls need love
steam trains need coal
the time it takes
for love to grow cold
is a wonder to me
all I know that it will
feckless child
so cross your legs
and lick them lips again.

Blind words
playing on colors
jacking me off
bringing on migraines
flashing up words
confusing

I was not there
in the seventeen is
smoked no dope
just heard it
saw it on the news
all the trump cards.

The dealer awoke
out of his drug infested comer
play the next card, Donald
I think I can beat ya
plays the ace
S  N  A  P.

Keep off the grass, please
meant get on the Bus.

Next stop is mine
change your mind.

follow the yellow road
three doors down.

not on this road
left holding your arm out.

two doors down
press with fingers or thumb.

this is what humans have fingers for
to operate doors or bells.

to see who is indoors
we all meet them.

That's in your mind itself
think whatever you wish to believe
be yourself
be one with yourself
as well with others
love all mankind
was that sexist
then all kind
love yourself
for nobody else will
you have so many
pustule sores
and you're ****
looks big in this
but legs
high O Silver
reach the ground
if you cross them
I have to cross my leg to
You give me a ******* all the time.

Now I getting old
climbing mountains without looking
if I can say
if I can be so bold
told you so!
the air up here is so clear
almost burns my nostrils
lightens my brain
tripping as old as I am
if you squint your eyes
you can see my house from here.


BOO!
Wake up sort yourself out
for one day you get here yourself
so love the old people
for they help you here
it's not their fault
Now I said
I getting old
but not too old to love
or even have ***
on top of this mountain
and ******* yes
that was not a sew ea dim
I am not not a wizard can not spell.

Standing right here in front
Head
torso
two arms
two hands and them elbows
fingers on my hands
two legs
that go from my hips
to the ground
under them two feet
see me float around
if I move them
they walk around
as I bend knees
if I lift them they climb stairs
If shave them
they do not have hairs
if I put on nylons
that does not make me girl
Not even if I paint my lips cherry red
or if my own mind thinksTell me about you.

Not the words
that I think
but closer
than I.

You are coming into my room
has no door handles
but has a word
the password
and you are welcome
to all my mind
there within to see
which is not always me
but makes me think about myself
making me a better person
than I was before
well I am always hopeful
mind the step
do not walk through the paint
that pops from the blisters of my brain
colouring the flowers
the pinks and hues
and bright yellows snow
that when a burst
drips into my mind
giving me all sorts of surrealist dreams
painting all my words
and yours
well you did not have to come in
take the lift
no farting
for that is wrong on all levels
and we are going to 98.6
please no smells
squeeze your buttocks in
hold the gasses in
they are for you
and not others
if you explode
then thank you for coming in.

Have a Fab day.

Well I can tell you what it's not
Not a man and Woman
see how hard this get's
all the gay guys are ******* with my mind now
all that is love
you know it
then there are all the races
all the good looking faces
skins and tone's
Jesus must have been so ****** up
see all those faces looking up
from me to you
LoVe
is loving something nobody else will
and making the most of it


SssssssH   JUst  between you and me.

Might just be you LoVe  P@ul.