C ut  an    H  O  l  e    in the head
Docter do you see the problem
yes easily fixed
just do a bit of this and that
**** it!
anybody see where I put the lid
just not me at all
vascular you might think
no good plumbing things
just ask my ex-wife.

Head came right off
only had 8 cans of beer
body melts
memories sink into my shoes
**** it let's go on to spirits
all the ghosts and goals
anybody got a screwdriver?

We have to get it right
won't take you home again
can't take it anymore
get up in the morning
don't see you laugh
sing me a song this morning
feel like I banging my head on you flesh wall
only life itself
shapes me
sing me that song again
baby, you can't shape me
love and all that but I have to go.

Best regards P@ul.

Today's Monday
washing day
eat the ******* soap
I want to wash your brains
never gone there before
that was not me
never seen them before
one thing I can tell you
I was not there
never seen P@ul before
in my life.

Is this what Bees look for
and stick it hexagonal pots
alway's thought
those bees were example's
told by blushing parents
and all pregnant girls
for it takes two
the flower and you
is this why women cross their leg's
and by the way that does not help
especially in stocking leg's
makes it almost alway's.

I am told
no pain
the big C
just down there
in theater four
they will **** her brains
how the ****
will she know?

I am thinking of her the first time we met
it was like sonic
I fell I love with her there
she never fell in love with me
I knew that
when I went down on one knee
in the favourite restaurant
I could see it in her eyes
like a blinding light.

But you know us males
still, keep trying
maybe one day
brains out and everything
who knows!

I like to say
I love her most
fingers cross.

Reality get up my nose
and makes me ******* sneeze.

Makes me be like this
I am Feel.

I think you forget
what time is?

And what we were
young love.

But I am not young
and most have died on my own.

you are welcome!

I blink in life
it is not that I do not see
it is though I do
more like an under life
one that is just not right
so
I blink in life
to see the under life
that's         M    E.

Rhythm of life
steady drip drip
reaching out on all sides
the rhythm of life
feel me in my dreams fall
never to hit the ground
life goes on
the shocking start of life
P@ul pick yourself up off the flour
Tip tap
went the life
tip this way and that
from side to side
drop
went down
tap rises up.

Hold me
as I fall from earth
hold my hand
talk to me tell me what you understand
be my earth
hold me up
from time to time kiss my hand
hold me close
tell me all my dreams are false
and tell me dreams of yours.

Hold the line

ok pressed the space key

now out of my mind with worry
did I do that right

now press the escape

*******
O
a box just came up
told  me I am a
*****

that work for me
how about you?

thank you
thank you so much
glad you showed
me that.

You Handshaking me
your computer talking to me
your so out there man
just the way I roll
I like pizza with mushroom and cheese
don't precut it
your just **** it up
your order is on its way
Harley Davison
comes knocking on my door
I pay him
open the box
the ******* cut it up.

*******
THEM  *******
******* my Pizza UP.

Brain downtime
a glass of wine
what at 8 am!
hey this time is for me
nothing to do
don't even have to go out
let,s get my mind ****** up
maybe cook just for me
open a book
watch **** TV
down t i m e
r  e  s  t
for you have blisters on your mind
let's pop them
see the bright light of brain cells
drying in the dark
so nice to be home
looking at my Polock
still wondering
is that upside down
looks so much better
this way up
P@ul
put your feet back on the flour
all that blood is given you a headache
hey
this is my day ofF.

Brain downtime
a glass of wine
what at 8 am!
hey this time is for me
nothing to do
don't even have to go out
let,s get my mind ****** up
maybe cook just for me
open a book
watch **** TV
down t i m e
r  e  s  t
for you have blisters on your mind
let's pop them
see the bright light of brain cells
drying in the dark
so nice to be home
looking at my Polock
still wondering
is that upside down
looks so much better
this way up
P@ul
put your feet back on the flour
all that blood is given you a headache
hey
this is my day ofF.

Brain downtime
a glass of wine
what at 8 am!
hey this time is for me
nothing to do
don't even have to go out
let,s get my mind ****** up
maybe cook just for me
open a book
watch **** TV
down t i m e
r  e  s  t
for you have blisters on your mind
let's pop them
see the bright light of brain cells
drying in the dark
so nice to be home
looking at my Polock
still wondering
is that upside down
looks so much better
this way up
P@ul
put your feet back on the flour
all that blood is given you a headache
hey
this is my day ofF.

aWoke
as my face hit the floor
with somewhat of a start
must remember never to drink alone at night
kind of over did it
what day is it?

Popped the TV on
to try to confirm it
Saturday
and another day older
lifted myself off the floor
dizzy dusty brain
comes back to life
you have work
rushed to the bathroom
slapped water on my face
then remember the clock thing
went back to the bedroom
to take a look
to confirm
2 am
slipped back into bed
closed my eyes
to try again to dream
nothing happing at all
watch TV TILL DAWN PAST
alarm hit with that
Earschplittenloudenboomer
right between the eyes
got up to go to work
that's life just have to face it.

As the morning forms
I tend to wake right up
Just Me I guess.
Open my eyes
feel all my things
nothing died overnight.
So
my day starts
scratching my **** walk to the loo
peeing in spurts
why do men wake with a hardon
still no control
**** just finish
into my bathroom
splashing cold water on my face
a bit of *** trickles down my leg
M O R N I N G.

Look my self in the eyes
more *** trickles down my leg
turn on the shower
today I must glow
or today will mean
nothing at all
and have to do the shops
there's no way I will smell
of nasty things
but just all things nice
put on my best smile face
and just **** out to the shops
saying things
good morning
lovely day
H A V E    A    N I C E     D A Y    Y O U R S E L F

Me, the Person
Smiling
pretending
all is well with me
how can I be well with me
if not well with yourself
I see things in your eyes
as I do mine
sometimes I know
all is not well at all
even thought
you are looking so sharp
*** trickles down my leg
that was just me not you
look the sun is out
feel for yourselves
H A V E    A    N I C E     D A Y.

Spent the day cutting grass
digging out the green weeds
trimming up the edges
green grass on my hands
don't step on my grass man
the day is done
time to relax man
and yet still tending the grass
now green knees
eyeballs roll back
pupils have gone
keep off the grass man
on your way out.

Oh look
big chair
CEO walks in
followed by peasants
bowing and scraping
licking his ***
bet you
He will sit in the big chair
20 mins already
I am board
He saYs
he sorry
maybe
open ears
and ****** sat in that there chair
he asks how are we today?

I cracked
more of a wipe lash
Now just ******* out

Big bump
Little bump
a city that's falling
if the CEO
up the top
is not falling to
try do try
to hold his hand
stop him hitting the ground
hold him
and blow his mind
for down here
we are what you are a man
waiting
for whats is me normal
that's not normal
normal service will be resumed
the light
was here
then was not
Water Fall.

I am
then gone
I move the world
one step on
I move the world one step on
be still
ask the question
still not hear me?

Humpty Trump
built himself a wall
which he could sit on
pressing a button
Humpty did fall
none of all the king's horses
or men
ever found him again.

Trying
needinghelp
no grip
on this tense
or that
sliding
down
into the bowls of good mother earth not thinking twice
of you, or you,
Shut the F**k up.

Some day's life *****
sold my vacuum just collecting dust
I know takes your ******* breath away
don't laugh ****'s up bugs
would **** out my hair if I was not bald
this ******* vacuum
cleaner than most seen
no other commercial like this
this vacuum
is better
bit like god
and has 64-bit processing
tells the internet
about all the bits it ***** up
labels them places them where you don't want them
then breath OUT!

Have you ever woken up?
all seem right
but you know it's not
something has change
there's something not in the right place
maybe something in the air
feeling not right
a spell a time
bad wine
the scent in the nose
some sort of burning
woman's slip
great hip's
then the bullet hit's
you are just being you.

Some days
I feel like lost my way
just how I feel when I'm down
park your feet here
get you some athletes foot
for why should it always be me
that has to
catch or experience this
irene verruca sat in the wings a very nice girl
but her face
how do I describe
like soggy wet tissue down the loo
that somebody has urinated on
oow
I digress
told you so
maybe today
I should not have got out my bed
not in pain
just out my mind
insanity the only other place to go
yet insanity seems good
and lay down
in a bathroom
turn all the taps on and float
away to the universe of impossibilities.

No, as I fall
from this to that
Standing up
laying flat
looking like
a ****
laying flat
lip bleeding
come back around
stand up quick
just to be my self
better than I EVER WAS
so my body
my car would not start
stalled at the lights of day
making me look like a pratt
and no ice
must just be me then

the ******* pratt.

let me dip my toe in
gives me experience's
cold yet warm
it's all the other particles
that I feel
some I like others I don't
those just feel wet
like a soggy flannel over face
  Bath time was never the same after that
Thank me I did not *** in it.

Slip on dog ****
Slip slide on ice
Slip just along
Slip into dreams

Dreams of
what my feet
slip into this week
sleep sleep
skid makes in my dreams.

Wings like petals
so gentle as you feel them
never try to hold them
or you'll pull off the scales
that form the wings
so small you never know
you felt them at all

Butterfly's kiss you on the eyes
all they want is water
and maybe to make your dreams work
or try even to talk
in morse code
who knows
please do not try to hit them

Butterflies are fragile
as am i
do not bring us down
it;s all to with scales
balancing trick
do not hurt
are ancestors.

Dribble down the chin
I do all those
leaks out into
my birth
and what I am I
for I think
I am here before, there for I am
trying to to be more than I was before
I am maybe not!
did win a B.A. Hons Degree
but tried hard
Run for the hills
hold the the children
for the first time
for they are the next you
wish that is true
but it not
but they do smell nice
Mostly hate you
they are like
the good bad
you never know what you get

to be more than you

more than you

ok that is good

but you thought

the birth hard

this is the question?

Lips dry out
how sore is that
no grease
stick forever
sealed sore
Have I a question?
Girl's is that how all your lips get
or is more I can't
be bothered
Just asking P@ul.

Lips dry out
how sore is that
no grease
stick forever
sealed sore
Have I a question?
Girl's is that how all your lips get
or is more I can't
be bothered
Just asking P@ul.

Getting old is not good
just look at me
I have got a limp
and I found out what it means.

Means people don't see me as before
try to help me out
give me a seat on a bus
grab my arm without being asked.

Flinch when I scoff
or ask me not to share
all the words they'ed not like to hear
all the words I use.

All the words
that make me the boy
I am
So ******* Limp.

Move my words on
not much of a page
as it stays blank
at times of fall
nothing grows here
no, wait!
Yes it does
did not see that there
for a second
like I have been transported
to a new place
out of this world
and there's me
think the only change was puberty
no, it not
for my new change is life itself
thank god it not a mirror
reflect on that
and support
hellopoetry.

On your toes
nose bleed
comfort feed
tishyou in the bin
balance again
on my toes
**** that ******* hurts
just whipe my feet
less pain no gain
try again
hard skin
dipped in morphine
**** no more balance
wear are my toes
dose alice know
Balance
is not a thing to talk about
for balance just is.

Yes thats my type
could be this way or that
third layer of type
dreams are there inbitween
the inside of head
bouncing off the skull
almost stereo
left nore right
they are the thoughts
me myself
just ******* me
look at my eyes
back in the room
yes my eyes are blue
my knees hurt
standing to long
my left hand
and the right did nothing
nothing at all
not even a ****.

These words do dance
one time this
one that
a sound
a feeling
taking away breath
holding my nose
purple cloths
dance that what was not me
never was not before
I was what I am now
In the beginning Light
dribbling down my shirt
confused by myself
this my moment in time
what time is this
the united states did what
will I have two hands
tomorrow?

Got the mower out
the grass now look fine
pruned a few things
pushed the waste in the green bin
tending to what is my own
mineding my own
garden looks fine
then came along kids
I asked them so
please keep of the grass
all of them got arrested.

Dizzyness
week legs
sounds so intense
music notes
in the air
passion desires
body warm
body dies
mental storm
children do not do drugs!

Each day
loose Two for One
no need to ask about the blues
but I can hum it.

But each day
two more gone
dribble only a little bit
best jumper on.

Soaked into my t-shirt
thank god I went dark
still got red lips
from gumming beat root.

Not nice being as old as this
nurse has fab ****
thats a plus
and legs all girls might dream of.

This girl is a Princess
washed my *****
lifted my **** out the way
made me smell nice.

Not once looking
at her phone
she spooned her love
and gave me pills.

Into the mouth of mine
with my full trust
then the devail
grabbed my mind.

Give me a ***
for something just droped
out my ear
plant it in soil
water it
might take months
and let's see what will grow
might be an idear
or just a thought
maybe the answer to life
or God himself
oops
sorry just wax.

Hit me in the face
who supposed
we are to vote
just to shut the ******* up
lab lib dem those
makes you think
there is more to this
should have kiss her feat
but Maggies did not taste nice
so not going there
MaY
MayBe
MORE.

Kim Jun wigly ****
getting the bomb
by the way bad hair cut
and the of cut of your trowsers
Things Like this
you can not have
The BomB.

Please be careful
for America is stessTed
do not less them press the button
sorry my PC world
tells me me
Not supposed to say
nothing all good hear
Kim come on
get a grip
the word is never
for this will end all.

I will be never there
and never before be for.

Thought
what if!

I was not me but you
discribe how would I feel

loose two ***** over night

How the **** was that my fault
Look me in the eyes
and tell me so
bain loss
you are old
and who cares anyway

Do you like lemons?
what
litmus test
Pink Or Blue
This is me being me.

Lemon sent
happy holiday
Just
P@ul's
surreal dreams.

Back in the Room.

You might ask
Who the **** are you?
No comment
but who are you
have you ever thought
did I try to take your soul
No No No
so thats makes me closer to god
who ever God is.

Dreams your dreams
as Alice falls
into other world
And did what she did
melting souls of others
Finding rabbets
hold none of these
for they get into your soul
Lick my lips again.

I know you will ask?
me
Who the hell is this?
Carn't tell you
but I will tell you this
to be judged by the cover
of his book's
anyway Herbert awoke oneday
sniffed a line
got up
only to find
Assadday was on it's way
chemicals had been used
they did another line
press a few buttons
and the missiles
went there way
The base of this
poem
explodes into view

Now I am not saying
Herbert was bad
he did as other people thought
maybe the right way
or wrong
but that was done this day

Mr Herbert Dump
slepted well that night.

Love. ***.
P@ul.