God is afoot
God never gives
lay down
his magic is alive
god is yourself
yes we are different not to blame
you are left I am right
make a space in the life you plan
be what you are
then you have won
old lefty was right
as he died
giving God his soul.

Will they ever stop driving me
have they ever taken time to see
when I'm doing my best?

There was the was
passing behind the trees
drifting off
where is now
must be all around
just because
now is this time
bringing your mind online
to stop the feel of you
or making you feel
what you would rather not feel
questions asked

But where is the now?

When I learned to march
they said by the left leg
I did the right
and they all accused me
seems I have always been on my own
so when putting your best leg forward
do you do the left or the right
seems none to me
whatever I do
I never get it right
or is that left
here I go again
so someone, explain to me
which to lift first!

Have you
had one of those
you think it's you
but it's not
you fall on your knees
tripped over something
stand right up

You think I am insane
but I am not
I am just like you
if I think you knew
you are just like this
quite mad
Kim John
Donald Trump
find the other examples of your own
we are here
to try
to
make
the world
you know
disappear



P  O  W   !


and there it did
No more than 4 minutes.

It's me
you know
me Mr thingymabob
**** my left knee hurts
as I get old my shirts
don't fit
only me.

Hi my name is P@ul
63 years old
currently working as a security guard
at a very high priced venue
nothing here is in pence
halls fall
into more than you hold in one hand
but I would like to thank you
you the people
for you are like gold to me
and I  all hope
is
you enjoy
this stay in my company
there are no strangers
at the NEC
just friends
you have not met yet.

Depression
from me to you
with all my heart
what's up
when your down
let's talk
and see what comes through
these dark clouds
that you're going through
just not you
feels like life is not on my side
as the mood comes in
slips and slides
am I going to get
my mind on my side
back to the one
that you know is you
kind regards
P@ul.

In the April sun
looked liked clones
White shirts
same ties, backpacks
bought at the same store by there mothers
in stride with each other past up the road
as the sunlight burns,
there shadows into the pavement
see what happens when I look out my window
makes my mind turn what is not a dreams
but just my front window

Which is, mostly is
not reality
not the whole truth
once in a lifetime
is it my
but can I ask
What have you done?
to change that
To make me feel a wind in my heart

But don't cry for me
I want you to know
I will still be just me
it,s in my make-up
Just be ing me.

P@ul.

My way is
this is the way I feel
why do I feel like this
why do I feel like this

Only feel like this with you
tell me do
why do I feel like this with you
do tell me this

Why do I feel like this?

With that great big stick
off we are
and who are you
glad you ask
imagination

love

blue

all
those things and more
I sing songs about me
write poems
love and hate
have no god
but things I love
is myself
music
art

I
Will someday
sit down and pray
hold my heart in my hands.

A
Tear
Our father
that will be done
tempt us not
peace



A
DAY
IN
THE
Sun

A day inside out
fell there
lay on the flour
love K
K




M
IS
L
E




Drope
hit the flour
just 3 minutes now
run    the    fruck  like   hell   this   ****** is going off
POW now mean NOW
tuck in
******* face
you hope
this missile
dose does not have anything to say
and in it,s blast nor do you.






THANKS   K  I  M.

Will you look my way
touch me
be by me
don't just be a friend.

That's what it takes
from your heart
shoot me in my leg
its the only in my body that works

tap it four times
look for'for blue

skys inside out
pink is blue
lemon head
you listen to blood in my vein
that woman tell her
it is better by you than me
better by you than it is better by me
better to find
than today.

You can't shake me
and I don't see me laughing
you know I'm so tired
we come back to where we started
from the point where from I fell to just now
well, babe, I ain't got time to chase you around any more somehow
licking my lips leads me back to now
you stand there hands on hips
giving me a frown
and your know look so wareing
lift my body up and carry me home.

IF?

If had been
then it was it might have been
just was not what it was
but all it could have been
somtimes think it was all that it was
but just have might have been all it was not
that brings me a smile
o those golden days
of old
no !
wait might have thought of someting
no sorry just teasing.

I've seen the world
But nothing has changed
picture book
I loved once
slipped off
sliding down the
dribbles down my arm
hard to explain
dribbles down the pain
along my arm
the one
that was different see me fall
maybe the one.

Twisted
stands on two legs
sometimes gifted
gives more than he
thinks he takes
and that's hard to do
now you lick your lips
form a queue
stand up straight
look me up in your phone book
under
twisted melon man
makeup things in your ******* head
juicy fruits
lick your lips again
and how about you
what do you
think he thinks
about you?

Twisted Melon Man.


LoVe

P@ul.

There is a not a lot to say
when I feel this way
she said
to find some way
outside of your head
but within you
there is John
just fell off his girlfriend
she broke him off
and his made as hell
for men just the pain of things
of language, he can't read
nor can I.

Let it snow
snow day
school is out
all white and so bright
even when the lights are out
you can almost hear it
as it falls to the ground
snow makes sounds
as falls on the next door up lawn
she has more than me
what have I ever done to get less
let it snow
where are the winds
when you want them to blow
to pile up the snow
give me more
than her
she gets
everything.

How much you learn
not to hate the others
for their misgivings
for we all have our own list
a moment is crossed
that made you grow to hate me
and after that
there is no coming back
after that we on a pathway
of our own
and you call this LOve?

Going down the tube
you do it for it's fast
I'd like to be the last
it is not because I am old
is just me I'm fast
and my surrealistic mind
clean and real
and Solihull Rock
through and through
Birmingham in my heart
and all of my kind
we speak like we do, OK!

Does not mean that we are slow
for we make cars
as fast as you wish to go
motorsports
our cars just don't do ovals
over and over again
with banked corners
we can do on the street
mostly flat
and by the way, tunnels take you to the dark side.

Love P@ul.

From time to time
I turn out my mind
about every 7 years
or so my skins tells me so
my mine
put them in a jar
put it on the shelf somewhere
sometimes dip a wet finger in
no not after ***
and I find things
that maybe meant something at the time
touch them
feel them
and remember why they are in the jar.

Ask me how if ya like?
The entrance is how wide?
I feel like I asking myself
how many times do I have to tell you
let's make some new friends
make this line eight people across
come on people fall in
swap phone numbers your here to enjoy yourselves
close up or this line going to the moon
But sir I am here on my own
Listen you won't be here alone
woman, you become part of the family
for at the NEC we do not do lines
But Q's.

Noddy just
justs ******* noddy'ing off
2 or 3 times a day

bell three rings
the locals call him
sleeps in the corner

after two or three beers
no chips please
Noddy's fat enough

Good old fat Noddy's just off
needs to go upstairs
volunteer to carry him up

**** no love him
needs to loose weight for me
he needs to dream

**** me Noddy has no friends
they all hate him
Just because no one
can carry him up the ******* stairs
Poor old nod
and the ******* stairs.

Highlights on BBC 2
Men nibble on cheese
Woman take their iron gloves off delicately
then slap you in the face
looking so cute
and try to **** your mind up
ankles flash
smooth legs go on
almost to their underarms
there **** dance
on the back garden bird fence
the bird feeders are men
placed there by other men.

people say I am heavy
but really I am light
And a man of mice.

Stand on one foot
for one minute
tilt your head to the left
things that you notice
now try it
with your eyes closed
are you confused
well that's like being me
are you tipping
to the right
is it day or night
and what is that taste
@t my age.



P@ul. ***.

I have eight fingers
and two thumbs
all in all
ten digits
ten in
to ten
I
am
the
ONE.

Dear honorable members
I remember it well
even if most honorable members don't
nor do most member do
however
I can say holding my hand on my chest
I do
should I have pain
this is new
never felt anything like this
are my hands turning blue
and that's all I like to say
on the subject
now I need a rest
all those in favor say I.

My pills on Tuesday make walk to left
by Thursday the right
so many spilt ends


BOO
now in the middle
offer me your hand
or kiss me on lips
and love me for whom I am

snow will fall this fall
I snow it all
Never talk to about what shampoo
not Friday
at all.


the lemon talks.

Going down the gym
got me on the lift
got stuck
with the keep fit girl
she started to sweat
I told her she was ok
she was panicking
two hours I spent
trying to calm her down
sweat on her t-shirt and mine
that was wrong
on all levels
not going again
got me a home gym
going to have it upstairs
now can anybody help me carry up the box?

let me put the cards on the table
is that your card
NO!

not so good!
what time will be home for tea?

just got me membership of the square table.

You so want to help well don't
my bag
Don't
this girl
on the dance floor
I am high
Skin of sugar
she ****** the brains of me
and now I old
you wonder why
I am like am.

Come home
to the free world
Never be told
lick my left legs
if you have the passion for
in love and fear and hate
Q
here

Do you have friends like mine?

Love them and hate them
both at the same time
why do I ask?

passing on dreams
I do not really need in my mind's eye
keeping both eyes on myself
so ******* heavy
do not hate them sometimes
ask myself
do they all have tattoos
up and down both arms
death head on the chest
O
I remember now
working the bike show
at the NEC.

At my age, you fall asleep
and you never know when
but I have worked it out
by the dribble left on my t-shirt
on Wednesdays
on the left
and the rest of the week right
breakfast the middle
I
do write
some
Dribble.

Sleep or awake
this ******* thing works
filling spaces with words
bouncing along
in a world of its own
MyMind knows things
reaching out on all sides
I move my world one step on
to new things
emotional
sad withdrawn
thinking all things out
a picture is drawn
and only MyMind
knows what comes next
and MyMind has not invented vet
so it does not yet exist

and that was a party political broadcast
on behalf of
MyMind

P@ul.

Sam the one
can you not see
is this it?

tuck your shirt in
buy new boots
goods ones
polish them take pride
love yourself

You are the product one and all
you are just making it hard for yourself
you must be more verbal
more visible

be as yourself

Sam Sam
let go
grow up


Regards P@ul.

Fell off
right under a Christmas tree
just came right off
spending life balancing on the right one
to many eggs
or is that easter
I forget
Left leg fell off
now have just the right one.

My love stopped years ago
not easy balancing here
on my ******* right one
under the misotoe
Please kiss me
I am one on my back
and my knee
as the ******* other one fall off
you and me?


Can it be?

God love our troops.
as they help all others all one, as in the free world
under the Christmas misotoe.

My left leg
does not do what my right leg thinks
So keep them at the bottom of my hips
and just hang them around
swing my hips all things seem to work
and walk around
all be it slowly
I cross them sometimes
and tell them
your not doing
what I what you to
so get on it
and I walk around.

Mirricle yes
but seems to work.

I snore like
a saw cutting down trees
in the woods
you so don't want me now
girl I should not do this
on a swing in the park
I look what you need
my blue eyeshine
like diamonds
we watch people walk up the hill
laugh at them as they walk
breathing heavy
you let your dress slip


Kids stay safe.
Job Done

Count to three
that's what my manager told me
hold your breath
Count twice before one
but then what else
do I exploded
or count again
to
Twice before the once
goes off
hold's the rager muffin up by the neck
I hate kids shows
gives him back his breath
seems to be crying now
much more Hubble
feel sorry now
kids are a security nightmare
they cry when hurt
but up to then
they create **** all around them
in my, youth you paid for it

Health and Shafty went mad
Nuclear explosion
All quiet now.

Like NO!

All in all
all went my way
things went well for me today

God rain to give me blues
but the son shine
on me today

All in all
all went my way
things went well for me today

My feet never got damp
felt nothing to lose
my under paints stayed warm

All in all
all went my way
things went well for me today
All in all.

Passing through
thinking of a time
being myself
why do I do this or, That
I do not know
please do not ask my self
he will not give the answer you want him to
for I am not the person
you might think of
the twenty century is ******
I see with my own eyes
what is true
Kids Stop Drugs

Not just
Black and White
written on the page
Brown sugar sweetness of life
Sun and the Moon
Snow White reveals
All that's wrong in the world
So listen
Mirror on the wall.

Just when
J U s T  When
is it right
to send men
enlarge your ***** emails
girlfriends get a life
but it is
the two
from my mom
that really hurt.

Born without them
came in a box
into the 50's
parents scared to death
reading the box lid
this is parcel two of three
batteries not included
so remember that
when poping under the Christmas tree
triple AAA's
needed to work
we hope you enjoy your product
register it today
post the card provided
but warning
batteries not included
P.S. you make yourself
then pop the batteries in
what will you call it
make that up on your own
pop the batteries in and turn it on
into the 60's
then I had become
all thinking as one


Love your Son P@ul.

Seldom Sam
dribbling out words
of the man can
can, can man
seldom Sam can
see seldom can can
of the words
of seldom seen man
can
spurt out words
of can can's words.

now just dribble down your chin.

natural
thickly
one two three
step behind
four inches above
six inches of common man
balancing on two legs
eight fingers, two opposing thumbs
on two hands
one head
two halves of one's brain
always counting on himself
looking for a mate?

Woman you know who
your all looking so good
wiggly that again
trying to **** up my brains
Woman this must stop
and I'll be no use
walking two steps behind myself at times
four stops behind you

Woman the colors
imagine that

Arnold Everyman
was as high, as high can be
but had no brains
knew no names of things
all he knows is the beauty
that there unfolds
in front of himself
no brainer
all unfolds.


Maybe next week P@ul.

In one's mouth
as said before
I had this dream about myself
shades of blue turning purple
on the suns of nirvana
in the right light
looking
maroon
clouds
as if breathed out of a human
coughing to soon
burning the lungs
on its way
out
by the way, smoking kills one and all.


Love P@ul.