Sweet was that nudge of the exterior heavens
Rays of sun, typical yet perceived so illicit
“You can’t go out” says a lady from porch
“For everything you see guides to demise”

Smartest animal yet so frail we stay at our abode
Wind blowing from pane evokes a dream within
Scowled at the year but our nemesis was to blame
For once the earth kicks off we won’t fail it again

Amidst this emanating light from our star
She tried to look away in the sky
Kept talking about him as “a friend of mine..”
All locked in a room she was, with love in her lied

He however sat on his couch with console in hand
Ignorant of the wrath she was facing alone
Dumb like a stone he was when she cried so loud
Distance made her weak and him just bored

Never felt so lonely not ever felt so dead,
Happiness doesn't seem to be real and it's not what I heard.
Life is a treat said my soul once,
Now I don't feel intuitions maybe it also got fed.
Your smile leads the way your soul heals me up,
I want to see us loving but we keep fighting instead.
You don't how much I care you never did,
How pathetic I feel with each tear you shed

Thoughts

Many things I want to happen in my life,
Lost confidence somewhere which I cannot gain.
Lack of sleep and happiness deprived,
I make myself a palace of dirt and treasure of pain.
Friends are a myth and now I feel so naive,
Feel so lonely and world is so insane.
They will tear you apart if you let them survive,
Throw them away and tie your feelings with chain.

Not everything is good actually none is,
Happy is the person who can’t see.
Try to find happiness in small hugs and kiss,
And let your soul be pain free.
World is a demon and they are the minions,
People be sweet to their only kind.
Go change yourself instead of the millions,
You’ll feel blue when meaning of life you find.