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My thoughts run wild on you
They can't be stopped or tamed
I feel their numbers growing
The more I grow in my pain

My mind needs to be free of you
Somehow I will make it so
It will be hard and tough for me
So we will separate for good when i go

Distance and time hasn't changed you  
I assure you that is no lie
Perfection that blooms within your soul
Is the the best thing I will see before I die
 Mar 2014 Paridhi Sharma
tranquil
citrus skin of dewy embraces
slither upon the lofty flowerbeds of spinning dreams




stay alive for tomorrow
 Mar 2014 Paridhi Sharma
Naty A
Her
 Mar 2014 Paridhi Sharma
Naty A
Her
The following is drug induced poetry.
But I wouldn’t consider this a relapse,
Just a collection of words I should’ve used to fight back.

I can’t blame you for being the way you are.
You surrounded yourself with Pride & Arrogance…they’re the two at fault for this.

Unfortunately love, you’re a product of your environment.
Didn’t your mother ever tell you?
You are who you hang out with…

Arrogance & Pride are a lethal mix, and I think your ego may have overpassed the limit. How are you comfortable with feeding your ego all these drugs, that shelter your heart from the concept of love?
Or did your ego overdose because your love went away?
To be fair, you knew she couldn’t stay.

From what I heard she went back home to build a future for you two, but the thing is, she thought you were doing that for her too.

Instead you turned to pride and arrogance and learned to dance like them, then before you knew it, you leaped and took a chance with them.
A chance that ruined what you had with her, and you pushed her away before you could sit and really have a talk with her.

By the way you handle your situations,
I can tell you’ve had one too many doors shut in your face, so you find that climbing through windows is the easy way in.
But haven’t you heard that what comes easy leaves just as quick?

You should’ve just taken a risk and waited for her at the door, open wide with the chains undone
But it’s too late, she’s no longer yours to play with.
Your habits rubbed off on her & she chose to run…
Come inside,
Undo your tie,
Take off your shoes.
Because it may take me until the sun rises, to explain to why I’m no longer yours,
Though the timing will never feel right.

It was easier to kiss goodnight, nod and smile,
than to shatter your small world.
I’m willing to pack all my bags,
If your willing to forgive,
I’ll leave the keys—
Take care,
I hope we can still be friends.
All lovely things will have an ending,
All lovely things will fade and die,
And youth, that's now so bravely spending,
Will beg a penny by and by.

Fine ladies soon are all forgotten,
And goldenrod is dust when dead,
The sweetest flesh and flowers are rotten
And cobwebs tent the brightest head.

Come back, true love! Sweet youth, return!-
But time goes on, and will, unheeding,
Though hands will reach, and eyes will yearn,
And the wild days set true hearts bleeding.

Come back, true love! Sweet youth, remain!-
But goldenrod and daisies wither,
And over them blows autumn rain,
They pass, they pass, and know not whither.
 Mar 2014 Paridhi Sharma
Alice
Have you ever stood on the edge of a cliff
And considered jumping?

Not because you are suicidal, but simply because you wonder
If
Maybe humans really can fly, but the ones who jumped and found out

Flew away because they realized how much better it was to live flying than to live dying
It pushes down on your chest line a thousand pound weight,
unable to get out from under it.
Tears form in your eyes and your heart pounds in your
chest and you can’t breathe and you feel
trapped in your own mind
desperate for an escape
clawing your way to the surface without prevail.
Stuck within the labyrinth,
every turn you take thrusting you deeper into a puzzle that you cannot solve.
Your worst fears come out to attack you at your weakest,
When you can’t defend yourself against their evil.
There’s no help for you.
All you can do is tread water and hope not to drown.
Written during an anxiety attack.
 Mar 2014 Paridhi Sharma
Dev A
Continuation of Life is just a Metaphor*

The wolves sing
Such a lovely song;
Howling, howling,
Calling the pack home.

The lone wolf
Hears the angelic sound,
Despairing, for he is all alone.
He follows the sound,
Remembering his own pack;
So similar, yet so different.
The sounds of playful competition,
The smell of his own kind.

Right in front of him,
Yet so distant,
The pack sees, smells, hears him.
He knows he’s unwelcome;
He feels it.
But the lone wolf
Has been alone for too long.

The wolf pushes forward,
Daring another to challenge him.
The pack doesn’t attack
But the lone wolf’s presence
-Startling and sudden-
Is not acknowledged,
Making it known
The lone wolf is just that;
A solitary, deranged, unwanted wolf.

He stays.
The lone wolf joins the pack,
Unwelcome as he is.
He’s not permitted to join
The hunt, the feast, the camaraderie.
But he knows how to survive on his own.

His lone howl
Calls to the moon,
Calls to his lost family,
Calls to those he’ll never see again.
He’s joined a new pack
But they don’t see him as a pack mate;
“Not yet” he thinks,
“Not yet, but they will.”

The lone wolf goes to sleep
Each and every night,
Waiting, just waiting
For the next day
When the pack will accept him,
Count him as one of their own.
Four thousand six hundred fifty two miles away
from my small town front door to the bed where you lay.
One thousand one hundred fifty minutes from you,
a long time to travel but I'd do it for you.
Two hundred thirty two days  since you left,
two hundred thirty one nights without rest.
A million statistics but none that I see
that will ever be enough to keep you from me.
missing snugs
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