he looked at me
when he said goodbye
with no regrets
in his words and eyes
all i could do was stare
at the man to whom I was bare
to please stay
even for a day
and take me in his arms
enveloping my palms
and embrace me fully
like some pretty poetry
for i don't wish for these stars or this sky
all i want is his shoulder to cry
all i need is his shoulder to cry

we are a bunch of broken souls

that cry for their unfulfilled goals

struggling and suffering

burning and buffering

from birth to death

a complete circle of breath

we live only to die tomorrow

we're happy only to feel sorrow

so why come into this world

when there's nothing we can do

to make it a better place for me and you

and waste a chaste life in haste

for our species will end

and come Darwin's fitter

till then we'll blend

in this world of gold and glitter

trippin' in tipsy seas
smile i at the sky
being me, being free
my wings spread to fly
taking off away from home
i go where my heart roams
not buzzed because of *****
i'm just letting a little loose

l o v e

i s

a

l i e

&

l i e s

a r e

l o v e l y

i wonder how long it'll take
for me to make
something pretty on the eyes
about the sun and skies
or it could be about
rocks and rain
but something to come out
from my pen again
that i've refilled to the brim
yet chances of writing are slim
and here i write this
thinking about that promised kiss
which shall never be
now not even in my poetry

i miss the sun

i miss the heat

i miss the pounding of

my own ******' heartbeat

i miss your hands

i miss them on me

i miss the way

we both used to be

i miss your eyes

i miss their intensity

i  miss their fire

that burnt me for eternity

i miss your lips

i miss how they parted

i miss the ending

and how it all started

i miss you

i miss me

i miss us

and everything we could be