Flowers slowly grow up my throat,
  as blood dribbles down my chin,
      and thorns squeeze my aching heart.
          But it's alright, because it's for him.
          And as I lie in the dirt, crying,
      I reminisce about everything
  for I know that I will die
In this garden of unsaid things
I actually wrote a fic on ao3 abt this. If anyone is interested it's called "Garden of Unsaid Things"