And it's not fair that everyone leaves me when I say I don't want to be alone
And it's not fair that I cry when I think about him when he's all alone
And it's not fair that no one has to care about you

why won't you love me how I want you too
why wont you tell me its okay
instead of telling me it might be
why wont you say i love you
instead of an inaudible love you
because
the i matters
just like you matter to me
and just like how I want to matter to you

And you got drunk every weekend
And smoked till you were dizzy
but never once did you call me
they say the people you drunk call are the people who matter
so maybe i was nothing to you
even though you were everything to me
sober or not

he loves me
he loves me not
he loves me
he loves me not
i love him
he loves me not

you always loved to tell jokes
but my favorite one was when you told me that you'd never stop loving me
and you did

i know you love reading,  so as you slept i whispered everything i ever wanted to tell you into your books hoping that the next time you open them, you will hear my voice from inside the pages