when you care about someone
you care about how they make you feel
the person you love
you care about
that is why you cry when they do something horrible to you
so simply don't care
stop caring
not completely
but enough to be happy

Imagine how quiet the world would be
if we only had a certain amount of breaths in a life time
Imagine how quiet the world would be

heartbreak is not real
when someone breaks your heart it still goes on beating
it does not feel pain, it does not hurt
what hurts is your thoughts and memories
how they are shattered and tainted with bitter words saying
"I don't love you anymore"
heartbreak is not real
when someone breaks your heart it still goes on beating
so go on like your heart does

do you ever look at a waterfall and wonder
how many times the same water molecule has fallen down it
do you ever look at a massive field and wonder
how many blades of grass are in it
do you ever look at a mountain and wonder
how long it would take for you to climb it
do you ever look at a flower and wonder
how many butterflies have landed on it
do you ever look at yourself and wonder
how it is you got so beautiful
because you are

he loves radiohead
he loves to think about life
he loves to ask deep questions hoping for a deep answer
he loves reciting song lyrics in stupid silly voices
he loves dogs and thinking about the day he can finally get one
he loves teasing me about how bad my jokes are
even though he always laughs at them
but my favorite thing he loves
is me

His mind is so lovely like a field full of flowers
all blooming in their own time all his thoughts coming out on their own
no prying
no encouraging
just opening up on their own
his mind makes me want to be a better person
all his thoughts on what life is and how we're supposed to get through it
they make me feel like i need to be more
need to be better
get better
for him

If you told me to hold my breath
I'd hold it till you said to stop
even if that meant till my face was blue and death was near