Hard-hitting;
Slowly it courses through me,
Burning, bit by bit;
Heightening feelings, numbing inhibitions.
Light headed, heavy hearted, I sway;
Every step unsure.
Blurred thoughts, tunneled vision.
It helps, escaping.
For just a few hours maybe.
Escaping,
The neverending chaos that life presents,
My current reality.
Helps forgetting,
Emotions I cannot comprehend,
A world so baffling.
A few (many) shots of neat green apple *****.