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chris Jan 2016
"just tired"
she muttered

but you could tell
it was not just a lack
of sleep

but a lack of hope
and happiness

that made her
act the way she did
chris Jan 2017
i just wanted to tell you i love you
chris Feb 2020
it's all because of me
                                                                                                 it's all my fault

nothing will happen                                                                                        
but even if                                                                                                       °
something happens,                                                                                      °
it's not your fault.                                                                                          °
                            °
/ i have no regrets.                                                                                    °
you came into my life like a gift.                                                          
i'm just grateful for that.                                                                    
                                                                                                              me too.
chris Feb 2017
“please don’t leave me”
the boy’s voice shook as
he gripped his mother’s
frail hand.  

“i’ll always be with you”
whispered the woman,
who lay on top of the
white sheets, covered
with a thick, blue blanket.

she smiled for the last time
to the boy sitting down next
to the bed, before whispering
the words, “i love you.”
chris Oct 2015
"you're a little late

im already torn."
chris Apr 2017
when someone says, “let’s break up,”
he probably has thought it through.
whether it’s one reason or
one hundred reasons, you
can’t hold on to someone
who wants to leave.”
chris Jan 2017
its still a song that's running away in the
middle of the night to god knows where.

it's a song that's leaving to outerspace without a goodbye.

it's a song of a person walking slowly
into a lake to drown.
chris Sep 2015
he left me stranded there,
      with no help, no one to help me
he left me stranded there,
      alone, with nothing, to die
chris Nov 2015
she writes
"i still love you"
on each cigarettes
and hopes
with each one she burns
she would mean it a little



less
chris Jun 2017
"take your time but please tell me the secret on how to be better. I am the night sky and a dimly lit room all in the same sentence and I don’t really know where to put the period. some days I am better and I’m here with this abundance of love in my heart and the other days I am all alone and no way to cope with the sadness. give me the grass stained jeans and give me the love I used to feel but not while in the arms of others. I’m not alone but sometimes I am. let me learn how to cope with the bad days and let me learn how to find comfort in my own arms and my own bed and then I swear I can give them the best parts of me after that. let me learn how to feel innocent and lovely again. let me learn how to heal again. let me learn."
chris May 2017
and what happens will happen
chris Jan 2018
i can feel that everything is real again
chris Nov 2015
she finished off the last letter

and folded it into four before

tearing it to pieces and throwing

it to the floor, with the other

pieces of her heart.
chris Sep 2015
you said,

"ill never let you go"

what happened?
l&f
chris Feb 2016
l&f
i was lost
and you
found me

but you
weren't
careful,

and i
slipped
through
your grasp
and i was lost again
chris Mar 2016
selling out
is the new
keeping it
real.
lie
chris Sep 2015
lie
she runs
       runs fast
                fast fall
                       fall down
                              down deep
                                          deep in love
                                                         love..?
love is a lie
chris Oct 2017
caught in a lie
take me out of the hell
chris Jan 2016
"I'm sorry"
                                                          ­                                                   "i love you"
                                                            ­                                      "i won't hurt you"
"I'm fine"                                                               
"im not mad at you"                                                                                           
"i don't love you"
chris Feb 2016
i hate the lies everyone says to
me, i tear myself down enough,
can’t you see, ill lay in bed
tell myself it’ll be alright
chris Sep 2015
"Tell me a lie," she whispered.




"I love you" he said.
chris Jun 2017
lies

lies

lies

I should've known

that it was all a lie
not the truth
chris May 2017
you may not notice,

       but I’m totally in love with you.
chris Jun 2017
"you may not notice, but I’m totally in love with you."
chris Feb 2016
this isn't how i imagined my life would turn out
chris Mar 2016
love made me do it
chris Jun 2016

my mind is like a
hurricane of letters,
words, phrases.

words tumble
together and
make thoughts,
continuous thoughts
and mixed feelings.

mixed feelings about
myself, life, and death.
chris Oct 2015
her life is a book
with not enough pages for
her happy ending
chris Apr 2020
the bird I saw at the water park
that bird flew so freely
it seemed so happy to me
because it has wings that I don't have

it is able to go anywhere it wants to go
but that bird is very lonely,  
because it's flying after departing its mother

the bird I saw at the water park
the bird I saw at the playground
the bird I saw on the plane

the bird that was always alone, will fly
freely to find friends
it's not lonely anymore as it flies together

hey, bird bird bird bird

the bird that was always alone, will fly
freely to find friends
it's not lonely anymore as it flies together

hey, bird bird bird bird
chris Mar 2018
looking back, i had known all along



that underneath, the glittering world

    before my eyes



lay my   D E C E P T I O N



that everything

was to collapse

with a breath of wind



i turned away.  sidestepped, simply closed

       my eyes.



afraid i was, afraid to be loved for

              WHO I AM
chris Nov 2015
remember when we
were little kids?

we used to say that
we would never do
drugs and do bad
things, like break
other people, or hurt
them.

all those little lies and
promises fill up the jar
of lies i keep hidden
underneath my bed.

"i'll protect you"

"i won't hurt you"

"i love you"

all those small, little lies
actually hurt and they
leave a mark on my skin

marking me as the one
who was stupid and
foolish enough to fall for
such a simple lie.
chris Mar 2016
live and live
die and live
eat and live
sleep and live
love and live
hate and live
speak and live
lie and live
hear and live
cry and live
kiss and live
rage and live
laugh and live
touch and live
feel and live
chris Jul 2018
lately feels like

a choice
ll
chris Dec 2016
ll
No one cares unless you're rich or dying
ll
chris Jan 2017
ll
YOU’RE THE ONLY THING
THAT’S GOING ON
IN MY MIND
chris Jan 2017
t h e  
   monsters    are    marching
chris Jan 2017
this could be us
chris Mar 2016

because you’re mine
i walk the line
chris Mar 2018
men would appear religious but the faculties of such men were materialised and they lost the spiritual view of existence the impiety and gold deportment were chilling
chris Jan 2016
love me right


i just want you to love me right
lms
chris Jan 2017
lms
turn darkness into evil
turn evil into good
chris Jan 2017
look what you just started
l o
chris Oct 2017
l o
your soul is made of lies and half eaten lollipops
chris Mar 2020
when we met,
i wasn’t me
i was so numb
i was so lonely
chris Nov 2015
the air is cool
the moon casts a soft light
on your face.
you smile.
my heart quickens.
we whisper.
my fingers reach for yours.
oh night, won't you just
last a little longer?
chris Dec 2015
i remember when
you cried at the top of your lungs
saying if you lose me
you'd lose yourself

today i saw you lose yourself
in her eyes
chris Oct 2015
you're losing interest in me

and I'm losing everything
chris Oct 2015
I think the hardest part
of losing someone, isn't having
to say goodbye, but rather
learning to live without them.
Always trying to fill the void,
the emptiness that's left inside
your heart when they go.
chris Jun 2016
i think i lost my mind awhile ago
chris Oct 2017
I can lose *******
           everything

but

not you,
                    oh god,
not you.
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