Yes, go for it, complain about her!

Complain about the person who took you away from me!

You care about her way more than me anyway.

She cares about you "way more" than I do!

It's not like I've known you for a while now!

We've been through everything together!

But-

Here we are.

no, im not okay

"Or am I just sick in the head?"

i’m just scared of falling for you again

even the name of this place makes me sick to my stomach

maybe that’s why

i don’t know what to do anymore.


i miss my friend

i wanna get a tattoo

i want to stab myself'

i love you so much
whenever i see your face i smile like a big idiot

you’re so pretty

i hope life gets better for you baby

i met this girl

and i felt like my whole world light up again


is she the one?

i dont trust that she's the one.


i told her that i feel some sort of way

just to get that out of the way.


no worries

maybe she'll **** me up like she did

maybe she'll break my heart like she did


i dont know

am i being replaced with a girl you met 2 years ago?

mom cant visit cause of coronavirus


i miss her :/

yknow what? i think i genuinely hate you. we don’t have anything anymore.

i've done what im most scared of.

kefir is disgusting

Who the hell let Olivia take over

the only healthy coping mechanism i have doesn’t even work because it honestly makes **** worse and i- hate it

NOTHING.

I'm nothing.

*******. Nothing.

Unfortunately, you, in fact, do not need to know everything about me.


Yes, I'm dating her.

Yes, I've kissed her.


Does it really make a difference?


You rejected me anyway.

You don't want me anyway.

You'd rather be with them anyway.

You'd rather ditch me to be with them anyway.


YOU'D RATHER LEAVE ME TO DIE THAN TO DATE ME YOU ******* ******* I LOVED YOU SO MUCH AND YOU PUSHED ME AWAY LIKE THAT. I LOVED YOU FOR 2 YEARS AND YOU JUST **** ON ME LIKE THAT. YOU LIKE ME TOO? YEAH, RIGHT ******* NO YOU DON'T YOU ******* LIAR YOU PLAYED WITH MY FEELINGS YOU HATE ME DON'T YOU?

DON'T YOU??

YOU ******* PLAYED WITH MY FEELINGS. I THOUGHT IT WAS OBVIOUS. I TOLD YOU. I ******* TOLD YOU AND YOU SAID "oh cool." WHAT NOW?! YOU'RE FAKING BEING MY FRIEND BECAUSE YOUR MOM SAYS I NEED YOUR ATTENTION?! I'LL ******* TELL YOU RIGHT NOW; MY THERAPIST THINKS SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH ME BECAUSE OF MY PARENTS' **** AND SHE THINKS I'VE BEEN LACKING ATTENTION FROM THEM AND I'VE ONLY GOTTEN THE NEGATIVE ****. AT LEAST YOUR MOM LOVES YOU. AT LEAST YOUR DAD LEFT SO HE WOULDN'T HURT YOU ANYMORE.

NO  NO NO NON ON ONO. MY PARENTS NEVER DID THAT ****. THEY JUST LOADED IT RIGHT ON TO ME. DO YOU KNOW HOW PAINFUL IT IS TO BE CALLED A ******* ***** WHEN YOU'RE 7?! WHEN YOU'RE STILL IN A ******* BABY SEAT IN THE CAR?! C A R . S E A T . I WAS SITTING IN THE ******* BACK SEAT WITH MY TEDDY BEAR. AND HE CALLED ME NASTY NAMES. AT LEAST YOUR PARENTS DON'T DO THAT. AT LEASE THEY ******* LOVE YOU. AT LEAST THEY TRY AND NOT HURT YOU. AT LEAST THEY CARE. they're there for you. unlike mine.


i ******* hate you on the outside but i still want to be your friend.

you're all i have left.


and you make me feel like ****.

he triggered my ptsd.

my snapchat bud

you’re the only reason why i’m online all day

i wait for your every message

i love you man

so **** it

will u go out with me?

i wanna kiss someone but i dont have anyone to kiss

When will I be able to see you again?

                                                                                                      Soon.

Oh okay!





                                                  And then she left.
                                                                            Forever.

something is ******* with my mind i cant control what I'm doing to him and I don't know what to do I cant breathe.

can i just disappear without coming back?

i wrote you a song.

your mom said she thinks i’m a good friend

i’m fine.

I love you too.

i got grounded for telling him how i felt.


about how it feels like he doesn’t care

about how he’s gone



i get yelled at constantly,


is this what love feels like?

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you’re not okay but it’s fine yknow it’s not like you accept my help anyway

i’m gonna cut myself if i can’t just *******-

do you love me?

i hate myself so much

i don’t ever wanna wake up

Sometimes I don't have control.

                                        And then he comes out.

                                    I know what he's doing.

                                I can see it.

                             Hear his thoughts.

                       Hear the clicking on the keyboard.

                  I know he shouldn't be doing that.

"Hey, that's mean."
                                                                               Pfft. So what?

                  And then I try.
                      To stop him
                            Before he hurts someone.
                                            
                                Sent.

                                      I'm too late.

"Hey! Why'd you send that.."
                                                                    Your friend, your problem.
"He's gonna hate me!"
                                                    Shut the **** up. You're so annoying.


                                          Blocked.

i wanna pin you up against the wall and see where that takes us

jenny this jenny that


when will you love me as much as you love her?

i really hope you’re doing okay and i wish i could hug you

your hoodie is warm and cozy

it reminds me of you



i love you

weekends are supposed to be fun


i’m breaking my back in tears over the weekend

oh. i’m sorry.

stop treating me like a child.

i can be sad if i want,

just because you said you don’t want me to be sad doesn’t mean it’ll be erased from my set of emotions

tbh all classes with treavor are hectic

you said life is like mountains and valleys,

ups and downs.


you said you want me to be on a mountain and not in the valleys.


“i’m like on the bottom, slowly getting up and falling every now and then.”


god i wish i had stayed in that spot.




it’s been one day.



i’ve fallen off the mountain and i don’t have the energy to get back up

let me pin you against the wall and see what happens