I've lost the sanity in me.,

I've fallen,

but no one has given me their hand.







I've chosen to suffer.

I deleted all my poems. So if you're wondering where they went, you know now. I deleted them. Wanted a fresh start.

A support group,

one of accepting people.

Where those different,

can finally feel like they belong somewhere.

I wanna do that.

To accept people,

and have a support group.

Y'know?

mom cant visit cause of coronavirus


i miss her :/

i wanna give up

i wanna stay asleep

i never wanna wake up again

someone just

**** me already

being catcalled by some kid you don’t even know and he’s younger than you ******* *****


especially when he does it in public and yells “i like your ****”



especially when you’re finally feeling okay with your body


YOU ****** ME UP AGAIN NOW I DONT FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH WEARING THIS SHIRT I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE I DONT WANT TO BE IN THIS BODY I WISH I COULD JUST-


disappear.

i hope you’re okay

am i being replaced with a girl you met 2 years ago?

are we even friends anymore?


you push me away

you choose them over me

my mood right now?

suicidal

i held a cockroach the other day for a zoo activity.



we vibed

stop texting me


stop acting like we’re friends

schools been cancelled

i don’t know what to do anymore.


i miss my friend

i wanna get a tattoo

i swear she’s ruining our friendship.


why can’t i have you for a day

no, i don’t like her.

no, im not okay

its my boyfriends birthday

its pi day

my boyfriends aunt passed


i hate her

shes replacing me



you never loved me


maybe we should break up



you dont love me anyway



maybe i should **** myself


i dont love me anyway

**** this


**** everything


those lines on my wrist?


are doubling.

no ones stopping me anyway *******.

should i let you go?

******* hate how shes taking everything away from me

are we still friends?

what happened to us?

i guess it was easy to replace me with a girl you met last year.


*******

I deny your help because it doesn't help.

you  give  me  a  headache

funny how a dumb thing you did ruined our friendship with one confrontation.

stop making excuses just tell me that you dont want to be friends anymore

we broke up. i-

i miss going to school.

now i have nothing to do, no one to hang out with.

there are only 24 hours in a day

only 7 days a week

i only have so much time,

before i can’t anymore

setting u up with a friend of mine

only makes me realise how lonely i am.


i hope you and fifi are chill dude

*******

YOU MAKE ME FEEL ABSOLUTELY WORTHLESS

LIKE IW ASNT THERE

TELL ME I WASNT TEHRE


I DARE YOU

I ******* DAREOU

*******

FYCJY OU

I HATE YOU SO MUCH


IM NOTHING

YOURE ERPLACING ME

WITH EEVERYONT YOUKNWO

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**** YOUFUCK YOU

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**** YOUV


I CANT DO



i cant do this naymor

i met this girl

and i felt like my whole world light up again


is she the one?

i dont trust that she's the one.


i told her that i feel some sort of way

just to get that out of the way.


no worries

maybe she'll **** me up like she did

maybe she'll break my heart like she did


i dont know

something is ******* with my mind i cant control what I'm doing to him and I don't know what to do I cant breathe.

he triggered my ptsd.

my snapchat bud

you’re the only reason why i’m online all day

i wait for your every message

i love you man

so **** it

will u go out with me?

LeA H HHSH DHASJDH

i love her sm it s not even funny anymore

we’ve been dating for what, 3, 4 days now?

yet i feel like you’re pushing me away and now i don’t know if you’re the one anymore

the only healthy coping mechanism i have doesn’t even work because it honestly makes **** worse and i- hate it

are you cheating on me?

i love you so much
whenever i see your face i smile like a big idiot

you’re so pretty

i hope life gets better for you baby

why do you hate me so much?

i just wish i had a loving family

you said you’re sorry to everyone, what about me?

you ****** what’s wrong with me?

why is it always me

*******

i’m gonna-

**** myself.

i’m gonna **** myself ******* i don’t wanna live anymore there’s no reason to live if i’m just gonna be mocked and provoked for my whole life good ******* bye

im gonna ******* **** myself


if she doesnt reply in a few days we;re over and im gone *****

tessa violet just followed me on twitter

wholeass simpin' for this girl

i can hear you...

i can hear you complaining about me to your coworkers

i can hear you talking **** about me

see, i never ask you anything because of this

because you don't have time for me.

so-

i'll just cry myself to sleep.

it's too late to eat now.