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Happiness fades to sadness,
Just as the sun fades to dark.
Alone and cold
I feel agony, hopelessness, despair.
My world that was once filled with sunshine
Is now pitch black.
The peace and serenity
Is now anger and frustration.
The love and caring
Is now hatred and bitterness.
But just as the sun fades to dark,
the dark fades to light,
And the cycle repeats itself
Yet again.

© 2013 Rebekah Fleck. Legally Copyrighted, all rights reserved. Registration #: JRXN-QUSU-PMVW-S3OW
Eyes fixed on the ceiling as the day passes by.
Foggy thoughts of nothing blot out the sunny sky.  
Sighs of exasperation escape my smothered soul.  
Where's the happy days that my depression stole?

I want more.
Rainbow skies
Flowered fields
Your head on my chest.

I want more.
Joyful cries
Kisses sealed
Your love would make me blessed.

Burning tears of misery stream down my face.
All alone in this world I feel so out of place.
The shadows surrojndjng me are my only friends.
Will I break these shackles or will my struggles never end?

I want more.
Rainbow skies
Flowered fields
Your head on my chest.

I want more.
Joyful cries
Kisses sealed
Your love would make me blessed.

Take me in your arms and hold me through the night.
Please whisper softly that it everything will be alright.
All I need is your love to escape from this self imposed cell.
One more day without you is like an eternity in hell.


I want more.
Rainbow skies
Flowered fields
Your head on my chest.

I want more.
Joyful cries
Kisses sealed
Your love would make me blessed.
I wish life was simple,
the way it used to be.
Back when I was younger.
2, maybe 3.
I would tie a towel around my neck and yell,
"Look Mommy! I can fly!"
Not knowing if I jumped off a building,
I would fall to my death and die.
When I was young,
everyone was nice,
you know, the way they should be,
but now it feels as if everyone is out to get me.
When I could be silly and dance,
and not get ashamed,
when I used to play Candy Land.
My, what a ridiculous game.
When Go Fish was my favorite thing to play,
I never became weary of it,
and could play it all day.
I would put on something,
no matter what it was,
even when it was worn and covered in fuzz.
My hair in a pony tail,
or in my face.
Heck I didn't care if it was all over the place.
Putting my arms in my shirt and saying
"Look! They're gone!!"
But if I were to do that now,
people would think it's wrong.
Growing up stinks,
that's all there is to it,
but whether we want to or not,
we all have to do it.
This poem is a reflection of my childhood. I miss it, and hope I can give the same, sweet, heart warming childhood to my kids in the future like my mom did for me.  I love you mom!
 Dec 2013 Nikki Whittaker
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I'm a joke, I'm a fraud. I pretend I can write. My mind's cloaked in darkness but you think I'm so bright.

I'm insane. I'm a fool. There's voices in my head. If I had any talent I'd turn these words into bread.

I'm depressed. I'm ecstatic. As you can see I'm confused. Like a caged up animal I belong in a zoo.

I'm a lover. I'm a father. I've tried to turn it around. Thank God my family or I'd be buried underground.
Dear desperation

I ask only that you do not grab me as readily as you do.  For whenever I desire something from gazing upon the ground to catching my true love you are there.  Now I do not say leave.  No.  For I desire you.  You can be useful.  But come at my will not yours.  

Not yours sincerely
Your master
TDA
Desperation is useful but dangerous
Eyes narrow
Mind rushes
Mouth spits hateful words

Head drops
Eyes waters
Feet quicken
Tears fly

Hand raise
Words whispered
Finger squeezes
Bullet flies
Blood splatters
Eyes darken
Body slouches and falls
Blood pools around head
Everything blackens
I'm not your ruler, nor your king
I'm not your friend, nor your kin
I'm not your enemy, nor your rival
less you speak to me of items, non-trivial
do not speak little to me
unless it come in a riddle from thee
the darkness that flow from my being
is pure wicked from the chaos that is fleeing
wicked princesses and deadly princes fall silent
they try to be violent
in front of me, they pleading to stay by my rule
they want to be my simple tool
but this is not a game of chess
for only my grim princess receives my blessing
for I've become the dark king
with my demonic wings
the king of silence
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