A cold December passed on by,
Now a chilling summer is nearby,
A deathly cold wave down my spine,
A sign of your love that will never be mine.

Why do i like you?
Why is it so much?
Why everytime your hurt I'm angry?
Why is it I feel disappointed?
I won't give you up,
Until you become we,
Until You become happy,
Until then I won't rest my case.

Under a tall old tree,
Lights with shades of three,
Can do wonders as far I could see,
Cause there is a man sleeping for eternity.

Under the moonlight,
My light dances and flickers,
To keep the solitary soul bound,
Deep into confinement it dove,
Deeper and deeper until there is no more,
Just an endless cold sand on it's feet,
And endless thoughts of giving up,
This is the end of the journey,
This is the end of the road,
Cursed to live a life so lonely,
Cursed to die all alone,
Now I'll watch this last phase of the moon,
While waiting for the dance to be over soon.

Everything about her is a song,
              Her breathe, my music,
              Her laugh, my melody,
              Her heart, I missed.
She is a symphony, a beautiful one,
             But not without the beat,
             Not without her heartbeat,
             This song will never be complete.
Love shook her hard to ground,
             Broke her heart to pieces,
             Tried to pick it up,
             She shove me away.
It seems to her that everything was wrong,
             Shut herself from the world,
             Feared to love,
             Afraid to get hurt.
So she remains an unfinished symphony,
             With her breathe as music,
             Laughters as melody,
             Heart beat, forgotten.

Time pass
Feelings change
I didn't want to speak her name.
Move on
Heart drawn
Want to see her no more.
Lose faith
Won't take
Any chance anymore.
Saw her
Too late
Love her more each day.

I am but a flickering light,
A reflection of abandoned dreams and broken heart.
Will I cease to exist tonight?
A lost cause that will never be saved?
Showing a facade of the brave but all torn up and weary,
A husk of the former glory,
A dreary scene till the end,
In my dying embers I dream,
A dream full of love and happiness,
A contrast to my loneliness,
Abandoned till the end.

A deep slumber,
For another brother,
Done by a bomber,
From another mother,
Left a spot of umber,
Also a pain like any other.

You are the moon
the precious moon
fleeting above the clouds;
out of my reach.

For me the earth
the lonely earth
basking in your radiance;
in a daze.

I gaze at you
the brilliant moon
even if you wax or wane;
until I am no more.

You are one with the heavens
I a speck of dust in the earth
Meeting you in this desolate lands
Must be fate or a curse.

The unimaginable heights you reached
And my continuous struggle for existence
Acts that never fit together
Lives that won't intertwine.

My selfish wish of love
Your selfless works for life
Will our never ending horizons meet
Or will this vigorous heart burn out.

Crowded streets,
Marching bands playing beats,
Marching with matching *****,
Is a memory I would never lose.
Viva!

Lost without the stars,
Defeated in all the wars,
Stored pieces of my broken heart in jars,
Cause love was not true but only a farce.

But I don't want to hate,
Maybe all of this is fate,
So I'll stay clear here in my room and wait,
For someone to take those pieces and fix it straight.

I just woke from a deep slumber
in a room quite a mess,
Thinking where could be that lover
whom gave me a fine sweet kiss,
Did she climb the highest tower
so she can finally confesss?
Or am I just a lonely dreamer
whom life is amiss?

Who gave up on their first love?
The first love they waited,
The first love they cherished,
The first love who vanished.  

Without a doubt I was at fault,
The guy who put everything to a halt,
But just let it pass like a thunder bolt,
Who gave up on their first love?

Will you hear me out?

Sometimes I have a doubt
That my time is running out
Wishing that I could shout
This feelings.

I want you to know
That my love will forever grow
I just don't know how to show
This affection.

Now I 'm asking for a chance
Even just join you in a dance
In a whirlpool of love and romace
Just to hold your hands.

So will you hear me out?
Or just stay their and pout?
I want to hear it from your mouth
The answer.

I'm as dope as two rappers,
Your just someone popping bubble wrappers,
Even your girl wants me to ****** her,
Coz you're living like a petty snatcher,
Rhyming fast like I'm on a chill pill,
I'm whopping your *** so you should chill, Phil,
What I'm trying to do is to demonstrate,
How would you feel aftet taking a demon's straight,
It's useless to compare a top brandy,
To the likes of you who is only brand D,
Now I'm ending you with a shampoo,
Coz you really smell shame, poo.

She doesn't sound the same,
You could only just remember her name,
With all the called for shame,
A person who remembers her name.

I really want to confess,
So I could let my heart out of this mess,
Which have been in a total distress,
Since I met you.

But myself can't handle,
Like burning myself with a candle,
Turning myself to ash in a bundle,
When I see you.

But if I do succeed,
I really want you to heed,
That everything I need,
Is you.

Young love so true,
Young love turned blue,
Young love felt hate,
Young love dissipates,
Young love gone lost,
Young love exhaust,
Young love slowly dies,
Young love a reason of this lies.