BUT YOU HAVE TO STOP TELLING PEOPLE,
THAT NO ONE WILL LOVE THEM UNTIL THEY START LOVING THEMSELVES.
YOU HAVE TO STOP PLANTING THIS IDEA IN PEOPLES BRAINS THAT THEY ARE UNWORTHY OF LOVE,
JUST BECAUSE OF THEIR OWN STRUGGLE.

We stopped checking for monsters under the bed
when we realized they were inside of our head.

people only love me for moments
for misses
touches
abd kises
the first couple seconds
before im old to them
first couple seconds
before they're over it
im not sure ill ever be over it
not sure ill ever get over this
I'll never get over
how people never stay
how i can feel the loss
of somone i never had
how i can feel heart break
when i never really had a heart
because these people never loved me
and im not enough
to know how to love
so why
does hurt me so much
when they leave
people only love me
when they need me
otherwise im just an empty vessel
trying to fill your needs
and nobody
loves a nobody

Im Depressed
smiles are fading
the memories are blurring
r.i.p to my feelings
and r.i.p to whoever wants to know me

I'm Empty
i lost the best part of me
i lost my personality

I'm Angry
this fire is inside me
wanting to snap at everyone i see
not wanting to think
only wanting to scream

I'm Dangerous
don't try and get closer to me
i will **** you with my hate speak
my evil mind
abd my demented lies

Im D.E.A.D

and I'm nothing more

The hospitals monitor keeps beating
reminding me of how I'm alive,
Oh how unfortunate it was that I
forgot to lock the bathroom door.

It slowly beeps amplifying my heartbeat,
piercing the eerie silence with an insanity
inducing melody, singing slowly
with incoherent words.
To be heard only by the one to commit.

Beeping over and over with one
purpose to torture me with the fact
*I failed and am still alive.

Stop thinking of him.