that caring look that pierced my soul
made me recall everything you’ve told me
promises
compliments
secrets
but all are lies
you never cared
you never meant it
and you never told me truth
but what made me believe you?
your eyes
your eyes captured my attention immediately
making me a prisoner to your gaze
being caged behind the lashes
and i sunk into that black pit
a ring of blue that besieged it
Oh, how bright they were
shining with the tears that had yet to fall
yet you never showed how you truly felt
i believed the words
that flowed from your mouth
like sweet honey
you convinced me yet confused me
i was an unfortunate player in your game
on a quest to seek the answer that can never be found
oh, how i trusted you
how i let you in with open arms
i thought you were my safety
a home where i’d keep my heart
but now, you no longer keep me imprisoned
i am no longer a player
you are no longer my safety
and i now see past your eyes
i was inspired to write this when my best friend/crush just stopped talking to me and i was told by someone else that they hated me. i've known my best friend since 7th grade and now i'm a junior in high school and we no longer speak...