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nathan Mar 2023
every moment with you
is the greatest moment of my life
as they're made
rays of light and joy
shine on my face
out of all the periods
to exist in the history of
time and space
i existed in the period
with you
for that, i treat
this thing of ours
with gratefulness and grace

i existed in a lifetime
where you chose me
what more could i ask for
with you
i feel safe
vulnerability was once
a dream to me
a dream that could only be
pondered
a dream i never thought
could be a reality

i wanna swim in the
pool of your divinity
forever
a truest love
with passion and patience
cannot be severed
durable beyond belief
unbreakable to say the least
a love fulfilled by
deep understanding
as well as
the simplest things

the simplest things
include the fleeting moments
that we share together
but "fleeting"
speaks to the scale
of our universe's sense of time
moments hung,
suspended in the air
of the space it roams in
every moment with you
feels this way
i'm honored,
i embrace it with a grin

- negassie
i wanna create these moments with you, forever
nathan Mar 2023
every day
i introduce my very best self
to the day,
to give my world the very best that
she deserves.


it's a natural introduction,
something that i've never
necessarily struggled with.
however, my world has
bolstered my purpose,
my confidence in our universe,
my confidence in its
everlasting beauty.


her eyes captivate me.
i see the stars,
i see Mother Nature's divine handiwork
in her deep brown pupils,
the whites of her eyes
wrapping the world
like the atmosphere
surrounding the earth.


her world is mine,
and my world is hers.
it's such a beautiful thing,
sharing a life and the experience
that comes with it,
carrying the burden
of our journeys together,
easing the load,
inspiring,
smiling through it all.
she is a part of my world,
but she is my world
all the same.


the introduction of
my very best self,
every single day,
it was never an issue, sure.
my motivation to
turn from away from the world,
turn cold,
let that strong feeling of dejection
consume me for good,
that was the issue.


now, so much of
my love and light,
my rich spirit,
it is freely expressed and
adamantly protected
in the name of my world.
the love and care
mutually provided,
the sincerity,
the purity,
it's seeped through the
cracks of a broken heart,
feeding the hunger of a lover,
still a little lost,
still perusing this experience.


my world and i,
hand-in-hand,
perusing this experience
together...
what more could a young man
ask for?


my best self,
my love and light,
bound to the mission of
nurturing my world,
easing the load,
making her smile,
for life.
oh, my world,
i hope you know
what you do for me,
constantly.

thank you, i eternally devote myself
as your soldier,
physically,
spiritually,
and in every capacity necessary
to see you grow and thrive.
thank you

~ negassie
i love you
nathan Jan 2021
the cliff is steep
my legs are getting heavy
feeling weak
weekly tribulation
seething through my teeth
as i fight to the peak

the fall is long
my body’s numbing
though i’m very strong
abyss has been prolonged
i’m fighting daily
giving up is wrong
even if i can’t go anymore
the fall won’t last
for long

- negassie
instagram.com/sutured.soul
nathan Nov 2020
raise my hands and
i look up to the sky
sometimes i'm blind
but in due time
i reveal to myself
that the world is mine
black man
just trying not to
squander my time
i'm feeling fine
in this somber state of mind
gotta shake it before
the strife eats me alive

"the world doesn't dictate you"
i speak that truth to myself
it's a virtue
affirmations, reassurance leading
to my revelation
before i fall into the abyss again
those days when
those words i wrote
felt like my only friend
fending off the world's woes
until the very end
until my God sends me Home
i'll always be in defense
of my mind & spirit
bless

- negassie
instagram.com/sutured.soul
nathan Oct 2020
sit and lament in the dark
heart to heart with myself
without a need for some help
put that up on the shelf
save it for a rainy day
when i know that i
won't have the strength
regardless of that,
regardless of the
length of the abyss
i just take a deep breath
and pray i reach my precipice

aligning with the thought that
i shouldn't always
search for the bliss
pain is a learning opportunity
i'd be ****** if i missed
though i'd rather feel something
relative to the opposite
my fate is written
all i have is the cards given

self-actualization
never turning away from the frays
of my nights and days
instead i organize it
pray over it
and create a space,
a safe haven for it
leading a life of reassurance
even at my lowest
perseverance in the restitution
of my joy
always searching for the young boy
in me
this life costs a lot
in different ways
but that inner youth is
always free

grateful to say i'm
learning every day
moving forward to better places
fear of the darkness
is a hindrance to my lamentations
honing the approach of my journey
as evolution and preservation
now excuse me while i get back
to my meditations

- negassie
instagram.com/sutured.soul
nathan Oct 2020
thankful for my Savior
for implementing greatness in me
it's safe to say that
this life ain't easy
constant negativity
through introspection
saying that i loathe me
daily

evenings reeling on my meaning
liberating myself through this writing
perfect timing when
i see the light again
revitalizing an empty life
i'll come back again tomorrow

scythe to the neck of my oppressors
and my sorrow
healing through my mental processes
so i see the light of day
keep my faith in God
so i know that there's a way
destined for my refusal
that the evil strike me where i lay

imma never stop running
until i can do so safely
striving for the
continuance of self-expression
i never ain't me
demons tryna come for my mental
in spontaneity
running away from Satan
and chasing God simultaneously

- negassie
instagram.com/sutured.soul
nathan Oct 2020
i’m so tired of forevers and goodbyes
miming lies deep into my eyes
that’s why i feel like the truth
is hard to find
the wanders of my tired mind
control my severed tongue

severed by the thought that
my thoughts aren’t wanted
by anyone
and i’m tired of it
i feel the floating away feeling
or my desire for it
torn spirit
had some cries because of it
wish i wasn’t lying about my goodbyes
every time because i’m
scared of it

- negassie
instagram.com/sutured.soul
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