What is real life like ?

always mistreated, always misjudged always sad the cause of her pain was not us or others but someone whom she accepted to live her entire life with, whom promised to cherish and share the good as well as the bad times, a happy ever ending full of love and prosperity , now take off the happy , love and prosperity and replace it with sadness, hate and misery
Not very encouraging isnt it , when you are meant to live your entire life with that person , a life that was supposed to be defined As comfort and love, but instead you live it with those 3 words  How do u think it will be? Oh u hve no idea because if you  havent been thru it or seen it by ur eyes u will never believe it or feel it , u will be smartly convinced that it is not true but just some arrogant young lady who's complaining about her life, a life that must be a dream for many others ... When you live in a world where bribing is the basic method for bringing silence and what i mean by silence is the unfairness and prejudice,  
bribing is not always by money as many others believe , it's more of brainwash. Now let me continue the sad ever ending story
For this life every new day becomes worse than the past ones, more terrific, horrific and catastrophic, when you are young  ,you are more pain tolerant and patient ,you may be kind and forgiving but as u start growing older all of those qualities start minimizing  creating the whole problem because you become unable to control your feelings, fears and nerves , but it's also when everyone starts blaming you for mistakes you have done in the past while forgetting that they were the reason to all of that, being forced to accept this pain and asked  to be courageous and strong for those kids but what really counts for them is not the wellbeing of the kids as much as their own wellbeing, consequently creating  a silent volcano that was waiting for nothing but a little move to explode .
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Neeza.❤️