my legs are so weak but they are still stronger than my mind

this illness I fear is making me blind

I do not understand this, everyone is always so kind

but that does not matter, or so I find

because even though a light inside me once shined

there is a happiness that will always have to be pined

all your false promises sounded so pretty
little did I know you'd leave me feeling so ******

I knew I was not your only one
but even that did not force me to run

seeing your face once brought me peace
I did not know it would soon cease

for I did not think you could hurt me this way
I thought you were serious when you said you would stay

so ******* for doing this to me
and ******* for thinking so selfishly