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Nemo W Dec 2016
Sometimes
I wonder if life is worth living
I hurt myself to see how much i can take
I stop breathing
I cry until i can't anymore
I attempt suicide
Nemo W Dec 2016
A candle burnt to wick
seeing makes me sick
the clock goes tick tick
a cut,scrape or nick
and i'm back to square one.

i try, try again
but darkness is my friend
the time i had to lend
but i'm nearing to the end
and i'm back to square one.
Nemo W Dec 2016
On a scale of one to ten?
homicidal/suicidal?
hearing things/seeing things?
name three emotions.
how does that make you feel?
increase or decrease?
purge/restrictions?
Nemo W Dec 2016
You be the holder
i'll be the candle to light your way
but don't be shocked when my light leads you to ruin
don't be surprised when i flicker
don't cry when i die down and can't shine anymore
you picked a candle not a flashlight
Nemo W Dec 2016
Surrounded by the white noise of others
but how lonely do i feel.
All around are the smiles of peers
yet I have no one.
Portrayed as the light in the dark
I rise higher
so not to despise my friend.
Nemo W Dec 2016
I need to give in
just sometimes
I've been told I hide things
but even now I can't let go.

I will disappoint you
so don't hold your hopes up high
I ignore what's real
just to cower.

I would let you in
If I trusted myself
but I don't
so think I'm unkind.

It's better that way
Nemo W Dec 2016
Return to me  my love
I know I've done you wrong
but is there still a chance
to be with me at last
I wish you well if not
but return to me my love
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