Shameful feelings
Open my hand
Oh it's time
Hour glass
Tipping sand
Can it be real
I'd think it true
False statements said
Of I not loving you
So we held conversation
Instead of palm to palm
Touched topics
Over dinner
Laughter kissed our tongues
Friends held together by bond
Circle of eternity
Second to last finger
Invisible yet showing strong
Oh it's time
You've worked my mind
Caressed my emotions
Nice and slow
I've been a sound friend
That we both know
Ohh we know it isn't lust
From time to time
I've been the one to trust
Test passion
Fuel fire
Become a satisfying being
Compliment desire
Yes it's time
Friendliness aside
Please commit the crime
Break a rule
Fighting with this love
Mind over heart
Who shall win the duel.?

I knew
I guess i knew from the start
That i could love you
With my whole heart
You gave no clue
You had a lover
And they looked just like you
I find it hard to believe
How you could be such a tease
Your so go
It's like you send me with ease
Please say it's not true
You couldn't have a lover
Who looks just like you
Mandi i want you to understand
Whatever you do
It's better with a man
Let me help you conceive
You wouldn't have to make believe
Mandi why can't you see
All that you need
You have with me
Girl i'm just a fool
You have what you want
And they look just like you
Mandi what else can i say
Your having fun
Going downtown your way

My Fathers Poem

He would walk into clubs
And watch
The under-aged girls chugging down
Adult shots
Waiting for men to fill them up
Clinking their glasses
And ***** filled cups
He would ****** them
They would misuse him
He'd pay for all the liquor
They required
After all their lush fits
They would taste the harm that he desired
Waiting for men to feel them up
He'd take them to a field
So he could play
Soon enough
Cold their bodies would lay
Waiting for him to pick them up
Chunks of hair
He would tuck
Into his pockets
No or stop they never yelled
To deep within his spell
Waiting for help
But had no luck
His body shook
As he'd erupt
Waiting for sirens to shut them up
Oh the voices in his head
He would walk into clubs
And leave out with girls he knew
Were sure to be dead

Oh and her compass
Seemed to lead me everywhere
As her body swam around the dance floor
Story of a hypnotic girl
Should i say more?

Oh the waves of the water rocked
Floating in the sea
I was drownin
Drownin
I was a fool
Clownin
Clownin
A painted face for thee

Oh north, south, east, west
Id follow a gypsies magic
If it lead me best
Her body dived into the mosh pit
Should I quit?

Oh the waves of the water rocked
Floating in the sea
I was drownin
Drownin
I was a fool
Clownin
Clownin
A painted face for thee

Oh and her compass
Never points north
Im going down
Down
Lavish laughs
Smiles all around

Oh the waves of the water rocked
Floating in the sea
I was drownin
Drownin
I was a fool
Clownin
Clownin
A painted face for thee

I would have taken Medusa
Held her in my palms
Freezing you from delicate feet
To high strung arms
I would have knelt to Athena
With a smirk
To deflower a goddess
But you were too wise for that
My flirts would be accompanied with a smack
I would have carried Zeus upon my back
Walking  88,729 miles from the sun
In a race
Where being fifth place
Lets me know I've won
Yes i would have been your reason
Your brown leaves bringing about a new season
I would have brought with me
A silver bow
And golden lyre
Bringing about songs of Apollo
As embers from the fire
Hollow trees
The holes in my heart
I have filled with wine
Dionysus in true of his time
I would have called you mine
I would have loved your beauty
Touched your desires
As i admired
Aphrodite in blue
The color i witnessed
As i kissed you
I would have been clever
As i pulled the levers to your mind
Quick as lightening
To put out the thunders of our fighting
Yes I'd be your Hermes
And I would have named you ****
When your lust for youth was taken
I would have awakened as Aries
Prepared for war
When you had battles within
I would have been a god
To slay your demons

What is love
Simple kiss
Funky souls
Enjoying laughs
Reminisce
Vibrant shades
**** black
Brown
What is love
Thoughtful words
Vivacious sounds
Beautiful amber
Remember
What is love
Apathetic tongue
Lackadaisical licks
Sensual moments
Bliss
Whats is love
Man without owner
Claimed my heart
Long road
Cruising start
What is love
Created
Made
Shipped
Sold
Came
Stayed
Yes alluring tints
Pigmented perfection
This is love
Questions to the all knowing
Praised night
Answers
left lips
Sacrificed your name
This is us
You and i
I and you
Sat by myself
Getting close to you
No screen play
Lines be rehearsed
This is love
Sailed on sea
Ship to ship
They auctioned me
I stand proud
Turned my back to you
Turned my life around
This is love
Sent a dove to the sky
Flew beside me when you weren't by
This is love
It dwells between heaven you and I

Murray

I love you
Though we've never met
You're the sun on which I've longed to set
Your eyes
Your skin
Your lips
I've longed to be within
The flesh of you
All that you are
Could be all that I ever knew
Your taste
Your touch
The very essence of you
I drink you like the moon
You are my taboo
Though you are far
I feel so close to you
Here I walk in freedom
There I'm restricted from you
I want to kiss you
In the light of the moon
I want to walk inside you
Half past noon
I want to feel your manhood
In my garden so sweet
My strawberries in nectar
They yield as you do eat
You're so far away my dream
My child
My today
My smile
I want to lose me inside of you
Release my nation
Find freedom in your taboo
The love
The kiss
Of a beloved
Who I never knew
The love
The kiss
Of my beloved
One I never knew

Nova St.Paul

I've been waiting 68 days
22 hours
13 minutes
and 51 seconds
To literally bump into you
I hear the things they say
But they couldn't be true
You my friend are not small and shallow
With a height of 5'9
You tower over me
And your boyfriend is unattractive
So you must look deeper than
What the eye can see
Yes i've been waiting 69 days
21 hours
14 minutes
and 52 seconds
For you to notice me
Is it really that difficult
I know I don't stand out in a crowd
But if anyone were to go against our love
Your hand I would hold proud
Proud to have you as mine
I've been waiting this long
So what's a little more time??
Day 70
Is only one more than 69
And I'd love to 69
Well only if you'd let me
I've heard of your history with Jeffrey
He was boy 71
You smiled and laughed with him
Was he that much fun?
I know about the others too
Like Hinson boy 42
Or John 38
Didn't he show up to your date late?
And Kahlil 37 supposedly got robbed at 7/11
I know that must of been hard for you
But I've waited 2 long
Yes I've been standing by this pole four 3 hours
Just waiting to catch a glimpse of blue
Your favorite color
It honestly has become mines too
I've been waiting 71 days
19 hours
16 minutes
And 54 seconds
For my 1 and only....
You

Its been awhile
Far to long
So we met
By a tree
(the one carved for you and me)
It was a promise
A pact of sorts
I was beautiful
Someone you'd court
(the date of eternity)
Yes it last forever
Yes it left to soon
Waters rushed
Monsoon
(You wept i cried)
Said you loved me
I lied
It's been awhile
Far far to long
Closed the door
On our love
Welcomed me home
In your arms i lay
Hurtful words i say
Tried to leave
(The night of eternity)
To the hall i went
You turned me
Bitten lips so
Pure
Infected with lust
You've been my cure
Yes it's been awhile
Since we've made love by the tree
(The one carved for you and me)

Murray

Over the rainbow
Under the sea
Out on a limb
How you left me
Wishing for heaven
Lost in hell
Wondering how
What is it
What it was
Fell
Evenings of joy
Nights of pain
Left in the sun
To be over shadowed by rain
Honey sweet kisses
Always with a slap
Please forgive me
Right before the mishap
***** looks
Nasty words
Was all said or heard
Lying *******
Stupid b!...
Doors left open
Teeth kicked in
Passionate love making
Mourning till then
Broken like glass
Shattered (my dreams)
My addiction came to free me
Over the rainbow
Under the sea
Im lost inside you
You're beaten out of me
Sun to moon
Moon to sun
Life to death
Both begun

Murray

Far from my reach
Listen to me
Paradise up yonder
Don;t have to ponder
Answers up high
Far from my grasp
Speechless gasp
Paradise from afar
Heavens know
Where i
Are
Lord oh Lord
You've blessed my soul
Sent a paradise
Only i know
Lighters ready
Ready
Set
Blow
Paradise
Paradise
Melted mixture
Needle
Spoon
Paradise
Im coming
Soon
Close to my hands
Running through my veins
Paradise
Sweet home of mine
Time flies
Laying on my spine
Gardens of lilies
Daffodils
Purple valleys
Yellow pills
Paradise
Sounding surrender
Lovely vice
Shooting stars
Paradise
Where
I
Becomes
Our
Glorious place
To meet again
Paradise
You are sin

Murray

We imagine one another in the ****
Naked as can be
Exploring each others mind
Without caressing the body
We comfort each others soul
Our destination neither of us know
Our hands tremble
Our hearts beat weak
I listen as you speak
Come to me you say
You stand as i sway
We listen as our lips connect
Your scared this is
Something i know
I detect
But I'm not running now
There's something in your eye
Approach me sweet divine
Don't be shy
Please dont fear
Tonight my  moans are the only thing
You'll hear
Your mind is clouded
Came
Made it clear
See my love
Start line Far away
Ohh ahh
All the way
Beg me
Plead to have it all
Gave you a portion
It's your call
Handle it
Let's go slow
*** on fire
Ohh i know
We imagine one another in the ****
Naked you and me
Can you handle it
Feel with your eyes
Can you see
All i have in store
For you and me

Pictures on the wall
You and I
Clock ticking
Time flies
Music playing
Candles lit
Pictures on the wall
Them and me
Visions of afterlife
Perfect eternity
Angels waiting
God upstairs
Pictures on the wall
Music blares
Beautiful crescendo
Lovely end
Time stops
Flames begin
Pictures on the wall
Candles by the door
Gasoline circle
Body lying on the floor

Murray

Hit at dusk
Awaiting dawn
New moon approaching
To you I'm drawn
Lit cigarettes
Smoke stained teeth
Remembering moments
When you remembered me
Goodmorning darling
Watched you sleeping
Laid across
Crest moon
Silently weeping
Crying about the light
Images from the night
We made love till afternoon
Afterwards got dressed
Left soon
Closed eyes
Facade of a peaceful rest
Outside your window
Throwing words like pebbles
Spewings spits
Of i knew you best
THen the sun rises
I hush the lies
Quiet my spirit
Free from the moon and stars
Apologize for a tortured soul
Because everyone realizes
You truly know
Your grass
Beneath my soles
The breeze
Drifting my love away
Tide to my sea
I'll love you everyday
Hit at dusk
Awaiting mid day
Full moon creeps upon us
Your mouth opens just to say
We made love till midnight
When everyone realized
You already knew
Treated my tortured soul
Laid across
Crest moon
Silently sleeping
Remembering moments
In dreams
Crazy feelings
To you in drawn
Sinking teeth in
Just first bite
Imagined it all
Happening
This twilight

Murray

Hit at dusk
Awaiting dawn
New moon approaching
To you I'm drawn
Lit cigarettes
Smoke stained teeth
Remembering moments
When you remembered me
Goodmorning darling
Watched you sleeping
Laid across
Crest moon
Silently weeping
Crying about the light
Images from the night
We made love till afternoon
Afterwards got dressed
Left soon
Closed eyes
Facade of a peaceful rest
Outside your window
Throwing words like pebbles
Spewings spits
Of i knew you best
THen the sun rises
I hush the lies
Quiet my spirit
Free from the moon and stars
Apologize for a tortured soul
Because everyone realizes
You truly know
Your grass
Beneath my soles
The breeze
Drifting my love away
Tide to my sea
I'll love you everyday
Hit at dusk
Awaiting mid day
Full moon creeps upon us
Your mouth opens just to say
We made love till midnight
When everyone realized
You already knew
Treated my tortured soul
Laid across
Crest moon
Silently sleeping
Remembering moments
In dreams
Crazy feelings
To you in drawn
Sinking teeth in
Just first bite
Imagined it all
Happening
This twilight

Murray

Its as if
A solemn oath
To reminiscence
Had memories
Had dreams
Are you tired of me yet?
It just seems
A luxury given
Fluffed pillows
Explaining the simplicity of slumber
Had a memory
Your a dream
Are you gone from me yet?
It was fact
Actuality
Nirvana upon purple hills
Had memories
Haunted dreams
Are you done with me yet?
It was peaceful
A gloomy rainy day
A solemn oath
A luxury given
Fluffed pillows
Nirvana upon purple hills
Delicious night
Filled by yellow pills
Are you high off me yet?
Its as if
You were a memory
Within a dream
A haunted nightmare
So it seemed
Stuck in limbo
Or purgatory
No longer deserving your glory
Naive
Gentle
Kisses
Sweet and simple
Sent me flying high
Are you tired of me yet?
Leave me to runaway
I'm Wilson
Castaway
I am gone from you yet..
Nirvana on purple hills
Fought the fray
Are you done with me yet?
Roaming
To home im phoning
Airplanes
Night walkers
Street and sweet talkers
Getting high off me yet?

Gallery of broken stars
Heaven starts today
Artist of moon songs
Breeze cooled from palms
Paint brushes
Filled lies
Water mixed
Making silence pour
Streams of harmless mess
Gallery of eighteen walls
Colliding in bloom
Canvas washed upon shores
Pictures without frames
Pointed fingers
Taken blame
Glorious purple gowns
Your blue meshed with my stained legs
Wobbling shaking
Hells opening
Skies breaking
Ohh a fallen star
Crawling to a gallery door
Every evening poured
To a cracked glass
Golden mixture
Stirred brush
Brought the screams
To hush
Back for another day
If i remember correct
Artist of moon and stars
Songs slow
Seductive
Meant to ******
Plans erupted
Canvas burned
Orange yellow
Harmful mixture
Running down legs
One missed equation
Me plus you
Drunken *******
Conversation forceful
He was too


Murray

Soft as cotton
Hard as rocks
Sweet  honey
Prowling fox
Tight  clothes
Messy  hair
A game played unfair
Biting like bats
Bruising like fights
Cold days for the warm nights
Cursing sailors
Your boat in my sea
Crazy things
Behind closed doors
Just you and me


Murray

I figure i liked you
The curves
Form the body
Sirens call
To the tree
They tied me
I guess they feared the same
The motions that came
Shaking, biting, snatching
Horrendous shame
Put up fight
Begged sacred witch
Take my life
I figure you liked me
Evil coven brew
Sipped upon
Feast
Animals
Slain and slaughtered
Grasped women that fought her
Took their embrace away
Clawed marks deep within my face
I figured i liked you...

Yes Sandi is my name
Im the player in her game
Chess is
Checkers times two
Had fun toying
With you
My friend
My friend
Mandi mentioned you
As I laid
Fingers splayed
Teasing her sin
Sandi
She moaned
Playful lusted tone
He's a great young man
Thoughts of you
Interrupted
She begged
Grabbing hands
Mandi
Mandi
What a woman you are
Kept a young man falling
Free like comets
From stars
Oh Mandi
You knew
That you had a lover
Who looked just like you
Mandi I assumed you didn't lie
Notice shock
Looking up
On you
Going down
On that guy
Sandi
Baby you called out
What the hell was that about
Mandi i thought you cared
Somehow the exhausting
******* we shared
Couldn't satisfy you
Mandi go to hell
Take your man
Downtown with you

My poem
Murray

I've chosen you
Step into my garden
Feel the leaves
Smell the flowers
So to speak
Whispered words
Night is young
This body
Grown old
I've chosen you
Let the branches unfold
Vines curling around
Tree strong and mighty
Revealing life
Lived long
Would it be wrong
Your fingers
Running through grass
Step into my garden
Roses buds falling
Telling stories
Lovers in bloom
Young man
Young woman
Thorns so wickedly divine
Chest strong
Legs kind
Ohh it isn't ******
As you may think
Touch the bushes
Smell the flowers
So to speak
I've told you all
The leaves shiver and die
Leaving you awaiting
Wanting
Craving
The spring
In the fall...

Seasons....

To convey
Words
Simple plain
Loved you once
Never again
Beauty gone
Shallow spawn
Thats all
Not attracted
Be gone....

Hello dear
Beautiful day
Feeling free
Let's get away
Take a trip
We'll go far
Have no clue
Where you are
May 30th
Days date
Found attraction
To you
Don't now your fate
Flying through skies
See me from above?
Casting out emotions
Lust
Never conquers love
Longing to draw you near
Not seeing your face
Brings me fear
Where are you now
New place
New town
Memories haunt my dreams
Emailing you
As unattached as it seems
I feel close
Not the greatest man
Still better than most
Goodmorning baby
Long day?
Write me a letter
All the things
You can't say
Wanted to let know
Wherever you are
Im willing to go
I've waited this long
Miles up ahead
Still be waiting
Till i feel your warmth
In my bed

Murray

My dear your clothes out grow you
Heavy they are upon your back
The life of you they lack
Colorless
Black and grey
My love your face betrays you
Your legs sway
Leading you down a helpless road
Gravel can't feel any rougher
Your ribs can't get any tougher
Yet they have concealed your backbone
My darling your lies
Reveal you
Your stares make me weak
We had lunch and tea
You spoke but never munched
Your words fed me the sweetest honey treats
My dear your clothes out grow you
Tell me may I walk in your shoes?
You step on my feet as we dance
You tip-toed around soft subjects
Rejecting me a chance
My pet your knee's bend away from me
They uphold the legs too petrified to walk away
You hold me close as we sway
With clothes to big for the body I feel so near
Oh my dear my dear
Eat a bit just to stay
A word mentioned
I'd never say
But I've noticed the things others may
Heavy they are upon your back
The life of you they lack
The soul our good God has taken back....

They said she was saved
Sanctified
Oh but she's a hell raiser
the pages in her Bible don't flip
but her hips shake
faster than a ***** turns tricks
they say she was baptized
by John the Baptist himself
but she came out to her mother
in a christian book store
her cheeks blushed
pink red
They say she flew with the angels
but seduces demons at night
Gods her captain
but she missed the flight
she didn't wanna fly to close to the heavens
But she kissed her rosary
as she clutched the book of Mormon
the star of David tatted across her shoulder
A hell raiser in the true
saved
Sanctified
But she seduces Satan himself
with the holy water sprinkled over her lip gloss
because her kisses are heavenly divine
The scriptures in her Bible
Have no name
unrecognizable from her pain
Shes just Rose Marie
the daunting seductress
dressed in nuns clothes
Flying in religion
to hide her shame

The answer to your question is yes...
I will love you.
Now until you’re grey as ash.
I will love you into the future and beyond your past.
Even when passion, pleasure, and pain do not last...our love will be everlasting as the sun and moon.
I'll rise to any occasion and spread warmth within your soul, whilst being dark as the nights sky.
I'll be the knight in your eye.
As the sun and moon...
I will love you as I have since I noticed it first bloom.
The feeling was unnatural to me...but hands against hands, hearts connected and tangled like vines quickly changed my mind in no time.
I will love you even if you aren't mine.
Yes if someone can love you better, they are welcome to try, but I have loved you without bounds or lies.
I will love you with happiness or tears within my eyes.
I will love you because loving you comes as easy as my breath...I do it and do not notice or wonder why.
I will love you now and forever...until the day i die.

Lets talk now
Hold my hand
I've only known one kind of touch
You sat down to listen...
In you I trust
Lets value each other
Look at my heart
I've never known my worth
You stood
Calming my nerves
I choked on *****
I hadn't realized was there
Lets flow together
Like the long locks
Of your curly hair
Grow with me
'Cause I'm bald to the roots
Metaphorically speaking
Lets talk now
You hold me like silk
I melt to you
I've only known one type of touch
You swiftly kiss my forehead
I never felt trapped laying in your bed
"Relax my love" is what you said
"Look at my heart...it knows your worth"
I heard the pounding of my heart
I hadn't realized was there
Lets flow together
Like a river to the stream
Being together and
Being one
Are two different things
Lets be one
Connect
Your veins will run through me
Hold my hand
In you I trust
I melt to you
You stood and said "I do"
And I knew
I would never love anyone
But you

If the moon
Was our son
Could the stars
Be our baby girl
If tonight
Was your last
Id pick up the Earth
To give you the world
Pray a prayer
Of innocence
That sin leaves us alone
Dropping seeds in my garden
To find a way back home
Mixing black
With white
Energizing spurts
Gray
Holding tight
Calming sea
Swayed
Please tell me
The moon is our son
As we consume our baby girl
Blood sweet to taste
Sticky as we touch
Sin is pleasure
In our world

Murray

If the moon
Was our son
Could the stars
Be our baby girl
If tonight
Was your last
Id pick up the Earth
To give you the world
Pray a prayer
Of innocence
That sin leaves us alone
Dropping seeds in my garden
To find a way back home
Mixing black
With white
Energizing spurts
Gray
Holding tight
Calming sea
Swayed
Please tell me
The moon is our son
As we consume our baby girl
Blood sweet to taste
Sticky as we touch
Sin is pleasure
In our world

The beginning part 1:

I can see your face
It's those hands I can't quite remember
I know the exact day we met
The 15 of 1946
I just can't put my finger on
If it were November or December
I can feel your veins
And I've wondered why our heart beats the same tune
I know where we had our first kiss
It was in June and the flowers bloomed
Whilst some wilted to die
I know your lips
But I've completely forgotten the twinkle in your eye
The soft honey brown
I had a dream
About a boy
The one with the eyes like you
I pressed him from my very womb
My vision faded by morning
I couldn't much arrange his birthday
Oh but I knew his birth place
Oklahoma Oklahoma
He gave me a memory
And I'd loan it out to you
I know he knows your eyes too
I can see your face
It's that touch I can't quite place
It's comforting
And uncomfortable
But it brings awkward joy to you
Honestly I feel it surge through me too
I know the exact day we met
I just can't put my finger on
If it were April or May
We would take our handsome son
Out to play
Oh he had a smile
sweet as honey dew
Oklahoma Oklahoma
He gave me a memory
A memory that fades...like you

The Boy Named Oklahoma

Always afraid to die
Today that seems as luxury
Flames surrounding us
Well on our way
Staring the devil
In the eyes
Surprised and speechless
Nothing to say
Never ran from God
SPrinted from my demons
Clutching the bible
Not many friends
In this world
A room full of rivals
Heard a blind man say
One day he'd see Jesus
Preaching to reach us
Quicker to turn away
Than listen and stay
The end is not near
Feel the fear in my heart
Heat on my face
Missing days of mercy,grace
The end is here

Murray

If it is true
You had loved me
As I love you
Your lips had touched skin
Flushed red
Shades of splattered pink shown within
Yes I know
The moon hugs the sun
Never let's go
As stars are children
They multiply in number
We've hidden for far to long
Under blankets of night
Loving the embrace
Grass to epidermis
Holding minds
Filled with fog
Confusion
Pacing
Let it be true
Tell me there's a me
That meets I
Standing next to you
If it be real
I shall reach
For a star
Loosing what hasn't been claimed
My Achilles heel
You had loved me
As I love you
Poseidon in an ocean
Sailing a sea of blue
Bring thoughts to mind
Adventurous endeavors of memories
Lips curved upward to smile
Loved you once I'd known
You loved me for awhile

The Knowing:

Darkness surrounds
Slowly creeping
Speaking radiant sounds
Hiding in tonight
Another sparkle
Gleaming
Beaming into blue
Who's the blanketed boy
Pretending to be
A man
Such as you
Speaking gibberish noise
Little women of poise
Beaming ***** whom posses hue
Splattered paint
Walls grey
Saddend cheeks stained red
Blanketed boy
Have you heard all i said
Promises to catch every tear i shed
Together we cry
Living life as if a lie
Blanketed boy
Who are you
What am i
Walls grey
Shivering hands stained red
Darkness surrounds
feet finally touch ground
I look just to say
Blanketed boy
Your the man that
Took my love away

Murray

I knew you
You sensed me
You'd laugh
Uncontrollably  
I knew that
You'd always come back
Chewed
Spat
Lips of an angel
WIngs pearly blue
Smelled your fragrance
Wind blew
Sun lights here
Melting sweetly
Your near
I knew you
Claimed my heart
You knew that
From the start
Please tell me why
Your eyes lie
Deceived with a kiss
Judas!! Judas
Turned me to sin
YOu knew that'd
Do me in
Chewed
Spat
Lips of an angel
Demon attacks
WIngs filthy black
I knew i'd come
Crawling back

Murray

Universal love
Corresponding hearts
Beating tandem
In tune
In tune
Ohh if I was sure
Id let it be known
Cause we've been here
Taken me there
High upon high
Laying beneath soil
Touching skies
Flowers
In bloom
In bloom
Tell me of something
Has poison ever ***'d lips
Making it unreasonable
To mistake this
Tune in bloom
Mary
Mary
Sweet David and Joseph
Blasted hits
Beyond stars
You've dragged me closer
Still so far
In tune
In bloom
Vile bitter taste
****** from a tip
Drank slowly
Drunken sips
I've dreamed
Excuse nightmares
Visions of you
Mary
Mary
Sweet you and I
Revelry
One hell of a guy
The face that kills
Murderer of the night
In tune
In bloom
Given up fight
Ohh Mary
Mary
Martha too
It wasn't I
But demons
That chased you
Sweet David
Dance your jig
With a fiddle mans tune
In bloom
In bloom
Only by the day
Has the end come clear
Mary
Holds Martha
Out of fear
David clutch his hand
Beg for mercy
On our behalf
Once again
Universal love
Corresponding hearts
Adam loved Eve
As the time starts
Ohh what a lovely garden
Hidden between thighs
Cause we've been there
High upon high
Laying beneath you
Scratching skies
Sweet David and Joseph
Has poison ever ***'d your lips
****** from a tip
Mary
Mary visions of you
Revelry
Murderer of the night
The face that kills
Mary
Mary
Martha too
Dance your jig
Forget the demons
That chase you

The runner

You are my friend
I reached out to you
I remember all the times
And the things we would do
You made me happy
My smile was with you
You were my friend
We were one never two

One instrument and of one sound
Always in harmony
Nothing taboo or out of bounds
You are my friend
And the truest love I've found
For you I'd give life
My joy of future I'd lay it down  
Just because we are one
Beyond all that can see
We are one
I love you
As I love myself
You love me as though there is no one else
you are my friend
I would die for you
I am your friend
Your life is my view into all that is and all there is to be
We are one
Flowing in harmony
Not many know of a friend
Like you and me
You are my friend
For now and throughout eternity
Blood, bone, flesh life
WE
Forever and eternity
You are my friend
You are me

Nova St. Paul & Naomi Sa'Rai

Sick *******
Full of grace
***** and beer
Big mistake
Hatred filled stares
Coming from the bar
Love looking at license plates
Creeping car
Sick *******
Slap my face
Bite my lip
Running in haste
Silly woman
Dumb *****
Keep your threats
I hear no more
You've won the fight
I'll even the score
Sick *******
Evil as can be
Satan can't hold me
Laughing screams
Silence of the lamb
Rip!!..Goes the seams
Got my gun
Got my knife
Love how she puts up a fight
Sick *******
What i call myself
Denial's not good for my health
Doctor by day
Death angel by night
Let you go
Impossible
Couldn't resist you
Even with all my might

Murray

How you held me
Kissed demanding
but gentle
(the days and weeks)
Yes you swooned me
Spooned me
as we splayed across
(the days and weeks)
Sure we liked
As if in love
Felt drip drops
Thought of rain
Blackened dove
(the days and weeks)
Thought of you
Your spirit rang true
Bells singing
Distance
(the days and weeks)
If your mind
Ever wanders
My heart will surely find it
Tell your feet to stay still
My body moves
Astounded
(the days and weeks)
Made me listen
As your hands speak
Forcing me to reality
(the days and weeks)
Spent in a room
Feeling of doom
Whenever your around
(the days and weeks)
Saddened
Blackened eyes
Maddened
How you held me
Kiss demanding
Taking all away
(the days and weeks)
Came
You never stayed


Murray

I live in the town
Where kids sip champagne
To forget pain
And chug hennessy
With their enemies
Simply licking down *****
And eating their frienemies
Life's a bottle of tanqueray
Have a seat, listen, stay
The worlds a shot of tequila rose
Complex as a stiffened pose
I live in a town
Where the kids
Lush
In a hush

First touch
Difficult glance
Romantic movement
Second chance
Yes night is young
Soft kiss
Sprinkled mist
Spread like butter
Yes perfect one
Forsaken once
Tried again
Adoring chuckle
Love within
Yes beyond skin
Deep ocean
Crashing waves
Broken calm
Sea sways
Yes moments here
Trembling thighs
Quivering lips
Buckling knees
Bucking hips
Yes night is young
Yes perfect one
Yes beyond our skin
Deep to souls within
Yes moments here
Palms clutching
Drawing near
Adoring chuckle
Love within
Drawn together
Sprinkled mist
Spread like butter
Sea swayed
As we kissed

Murray

Do you ever wonder
About the moon
The tide it brings
Do you ever
See in the darkness
Storm after hurricane
Battle before war
Do you ever wonder
About the stars
Shooting for the planets
Cutting through the galaxy
That armor
It held together
You and me
But the moon
Twas a friend
A being
Wrapped and warped
In femininity
She's a cold cruel spirit
With eyes that shimmer
And brighten the heavens
Do you ever wonder
About the sun
Her kind sister
Who entertains
The thought that the days begun
With her gentle soul
Arms stretching
About east and west
The moon knew the father
But the sun
He loved best
Do you ever wonder
About the wind
It's a touch
Kind lover
Bones taken from skin
That armor
Held together
Piece by piece
Do you ever wonder
About the moon
Sure the sun fades
Pain comes soon
When crops died
Because of a harvest
Not in bloom
But the wind
Knew the earth
He knew that the son of man
Gave water
As a gift
And a curse
Storm after hurricane
Ocean and tide
A tide the moon brought about
With much pride
Do you ever see
In darkness?
War and catastrophe
That armor
That gave out
On you and me
But the moon
'twas a friend
A lover like the wind
Who knew the earth
Whom heard of the waters
Of hate
You know
A gift and curse
The sun and her
Femininity
That hugged a father
From east to west
A father who knew the moon
But cherished the sun best
Do you ever wonder
About the moon??

The unspoken..

You are my love
There when no one is around
You're  always ready for me
Always come prepared
Silence the cries
Put fear in eyes
Thought that we'd go to far
You are my love
Under my bed
In my pillow
In my mattress
Anywhere you may hide
Bring peace to my  mind
On my body
I wear marks of pride
We have a date tonight
Destiny only we decide
Were on a mission
Love we make pure bliss
Cuts so deep
Only one thought i think
Suicide


Murray

You look like art
Male and female
Way beyond the veil
Hard yet soft
A drink and a cough
You're the up
When there is down
You're the sun
For ever moons around
Heat to the cold
Fire to ice
I'll  be your lover
Not once nor twice
You be my husband
I be your wife
We be together
No ***
No strife
Cause you are art
And I flow inside you
As life and all that is due
You be art
And I be you
We be one
Art is true
You be art

I'll be the art
You the muse
For me to bring to light
Only for me to use
I am the art
But you the inspiration
Taken to my blank canvas with much dedication
Delicate strokes
Paint a vivid picture of us from the mind
The art and inspiration
Two in a pair
One of a kind
I'll be the art
Neither feminine or masculine
You're the beauty I draw from deep within
You the muse
For me to bring to light
And only for me to use

A muse for you to use
A light
Beyond the shadows of night
You be art
I be light
We be one
In the moon
As her light
Im the secret
You long to keep
I'm the essence
That make you weak
You be art
I be muse
Your lust
Your passion
Your love
Never would I refuse
I be bright
You be brighter  
You be heavy
Making me lighter
Eclipse of the sun
Where you stay
I begun
You be fuse
I be muse
We be art

Nova St. Paul & Naomi Sa'Rai

Yes we held hands
Sure we kissed
{The weekend we were in love}
Simple gazes
Moment filled bliss
{The weekend we were in love}
Soft lips turned to smile
Strong arms held me for a while
{The weekend we were in love}
Weak laughs covered
Sensitive conversations of the night
{The weekend we were in love}
Playful feet comforted icy ones
{The weekend we were in love}
Discussed serious matters
Talked about everything and nothing
{The weekend we were in love}
Never said never
Thought we'd live forever
One another is also two people put together
{Whenever you fall in love}
Murray

If you want to be free just let me know
I love you enough to let you go
I just want to see you smile
In the moon
or in the sun
In the rain
Thats where we had our fun
I know that you care for me
And you know
That Im into you..but if you need to be free
Know that I love you enough to let you be

Written by Nova St. Paul

Icicle limbs
Frostbitten lips
Tell me if this darkness is as good as it gets?
No one said it would last a lifetime
I truly thought it would be hasty
Simply because this defeated broke down mind has been going crazy
Tell me if the abyss is any deeper than this?

I've searched through my vision and I thought my vision was a view
But i've come to realize that my vision was not in view
Icicle palaces
Rain and then there is sun
I've born my soul
Your flesh has won
You drink me like water
My tears are dew
But I'm so tired of yielding to you

Tell me if anything about us was true.
Antarctic shoulder that you gave
Put me in this despair I now name my grave
You chew me and spit me out
Bits and pieces of my heart on the floor
Glaciers become my feet.

Naomi Sa'Rai & Nova

Positively negative
Innocently devilish
Living on edge
Far away
Yet way to close
Dont approach
Fear for my walls shatter
Guard collapsed
Malignant thorns appear
Defense mechanism breached
Negatively positive
Innocence burned
Bridges turn to ash
To far to approach
Fear to be turned down
Falling first love
Standing strong man
Taking offense
MInd my manners
Rude gestures  awake inside
If i said id never fall in love
Then i surely must've lied
Lying down my pride
Gasping at nails in his side
My lord you've seen it all
Saw a good man rise
After the devil
Commanded him to fall
Cheeks pressed
Gainst erratic beating heart
Breath on *****
Love mother
Love child
Said you'd come back
You left awhile


Murray

True love was never meant to be easy
Like a late night drive
Down a straight road
Often times it winds and turns
Even stops at tolls
The day you gave me the green light
I held your heart in my hand
We took it slow
I smiled with yellow teeth
And yielded everything to you

And you ran with me
Wind with no wings
Sand to dust
Dust to sky
Sky to me
You ****** on my relevance
We related to my intelligence
As a rose in the middle of the sand
No thorns yielded to man
No I'm as one with you
Face to face naked and in view
You take me and i emerge myself in you
We are one
What do you view
I'm a rose and sharon
I'm a rose in sharon
My exodus was you

Naomi Sa'Rai & Nova St. Paul