Slowly swerving up like mist rising off the ground. You climb towards me clouding my mind. Eating me up inside. How can I describe what this feels like this time. Words buzzing at the corner of my head. Pounding my skull trying to gain access. Stairways begin to unravel and slowly stretch forth. Pathways begin to grow and form. Which one will echo with your steps.

I suddenly realise I have been here before. This dark corner you have secluded me to seems all too familiar. Your crooning is far too similar. Your words are just so singular. They continuously course through my membrane. This mantra of lost words always sounding the same. Until their empty shells join the others with no meaning.

I can picture you from another time. Walking towards me cloaking yourself in a disguise. I could never really tell what was lurking behind it. You hid behind the depth of your shining eyes. Thoughts would never rally within your mind. Wake you up from your slumber and tell you to arise. Yet I always shuffled along with a painted on smile. Confusion reigned but refused to rise. You knew me but nothing was ever realized.

You did not notice a crack began to form at the side. Slowly splitting at the seams of my insides. Bubbling up until my brain was fried. My needs were simply cast aside. Not strong enough to battle you pride. Forgotten memories. Dwindling downwards in a breeze of ease. Such difficulty. For you to discover me. Love is simply. Not enough for thee.

You soul stares me down.
Your lips are sewn.
Yet I can hear you croon.
Inside my mind.
Whispering sweetly.
Mumbling deeply.
You envelop me.
Your cloying scent.
Reaches its hand.
Seducing me slowly
Heavy presence clouds me
Shaded eyes stare through me.
The mist will not clear.
Mesmerising my soul.
Until everything is unknown.
The fog will not wash away.
Until clarity calls.
And I refuse to listen at all
In this moment.
Hopelessly I dwell.
Whilst my heart still swells
Until its filled with tears.
And your words burst.
That which is immersed.
In the waters of lost hopes
I drowned so sweetly.
But now I am set free.

Goodbye, its easy to say.
Leaving, its easy to walk away.
Yet you return.
Too late and the same.
Unbend-able and unchanged.
With the same phrase.
Approach that does not vary.
Makes me grow so wary.
Our love will never carry.
Forward into a future.
With a foundation full of fissures.
And too many problems to consider.
When you should not be.
They way you are.
Letting me be the one to carve.
Your love into the walls.
That surround my heart.