I have to
leave you
to wallow in your house
and fast fancy cars
your upper class misery
your self-inflicted loneliness
you are too damaged
to Love Me
and the Me of 42   is not
the her of 22
I can't settle
I won't settle for the
flighty and angry-
you
Blessed beyond measure -
you
hateful and hurting-
you
done dealing with that-
Me
Goodbye.
(c) N LaTrice

kiss My slowly there
this love I don't want to end
Our Love is special

(c) N LaTrice 2014

I enjoy his touch
His kisses still feel the same
This time, will You stay?
(c) N LaTrice

All I have is U
U are not conditional
U are eternal
Faith
I would be fronting to say that
My Faith had never wavered
now I hold on as tight
as I can
to U
My Faith
no giving up
no excuses
drying My tears
rebuking My fears
holding on
to U
My Faith
-N LaTrice, Copyright 12/27/2013

the words I could use
to retaliate
but there is no need
(c) N LaTrice

Hello?  
I hear your voice
saying absolutely nothing
you seem to live in your
in your mind
and there are only few that are
invited
I didn't ask for the invitation
Truth be told, in My mind,
you didn't meet My criteria
I choose to loose Myself
of your torture
your wicked definition of Love
I choose to Love them better than You
chose to Love Me
Hello?
Why are you calling again?
I'm sideways in a ditch of Life's
obstacles
I am fortunate that others
see that I need
a little push
a little prayer
Are you of some relation to Me?
papers say that you are
Yet something in your concrete heart
tells you that you are not
Hello?
(c) N. LaTrice

In My mind, he is all Mines
I am in Love with everything about him
This is not some new young puppy love
type of infatuation
Here We are this time older
some gray hairs
this time aches and pains
the *** and the laughter
are still the same
but better
I want all of him
all of the time
one day
maybe more
than this
part-time thing
the flutter in My heart is still there
the Love
still there
his **** voice
still makes Me lie still beside him
and just listen to him speak...
I enjoy this
but now need more than
this
But, until or if the time
ever comes that he realizes that he
is the only one for Me
I will
Live in and Love him in
the moments that I have
him in My presence
and when he is not
physically
here
My Love for him will be.
(c) N LaTrice  2014 31May

Kissy Lips
Kissing lips
Kissing My lips
Tea Lights
Merlot last night
Moscato 2night
Kissing Lips
again
and again
and...
then...
5am
Kissing lips
breathlessly
coming up for air...
Your presence
Our moments...
so very
necessary...
(You know who U are...)

(c) N LaTrice

It's a New Year with a new list
No wine and  wasn't kissed
Same person?
time's passing
fighting fears
Can I do it
Do I have time?
The only thing to do is
to do it
No excuses
make a list
launch!!
Go!!
Grow!
365 days
365 nights
Fit it in
Run
Study
Live and Laugh
and Love others
and Love Yourself
New Year with a new list
What You do with this Year
is up to You
(c) 2014  N. LaTrice

This is She
the One you shun
the weird and artistic one
now embracing My worth
My beauty
this is She
writer and maker of things
Lover of Peace
Mother
that's She
Good heart
full of gifts
blonde via bottle
bronzed
sun-kissed
by God'
still learning
student of Life and university
no refunds
no cheat sheets
Me
dig Me or don't
I am Her
This is She
the One
called
to speak and do and share
your loss
I am cool being Me
(c) N LaTrice

Insecure u are
this Me is by far
NOT THE ONE
that I started out as
finally
I accept Me
veggie-eater
no meat for Me
Blond curly fro
I Love Me
just as I am
I am unscathed
now
by the whispers
My weird is cool with Me
Come and join Me
I feel sooooo
FREE
42years old.
(c) N LaTrice, 2014