Love isn't about deserving each other.

It's about loving each other despite our faults and flaws.

You obviously didn't get that when you left with the stupidest reason.

"You deserve someone better."

I deserve to be loved by someone who is human. Someone who makes mistakes and learns from them. I deserve someone who doesn't walk out just because things aren't going our way.

No, I deserve love.

When everything falls apart and the world doesn't feel right; will you still stay by my side?

Or will you leave even when you hear my heart shatter like the most fragile of glasses.

Are you finally done
Tearing me apart?
                –
Do you finally see,
That you keep saying I'm hurting you,
But always–always; you're the one
Breaking my heart.

Of course I will hurt you,
Of course you will hurt me,
Of course we will both be hurt.

But why did you have to leave for good,
To pack your bags and off you go shoo.

You told me you needed space and time,
I gave you all you needed and it was fine.

Then one day you say,
"It's done. It can't be fix and neither of us should drum."

I begged and plead while you walk away.
Into the heavy rain as a car came by our lane.

You looked back and I get it now.
You were leaving not because of us.
Because of someone who could do much more better than me.

Then a year had pass and I'm still in pain.
Honey, why did you leave me to stay?

She hurt me and then apologised.
He hit me and then fled to the other side.
They flirted with me and the said they wished I died.

She loved me and said it was all just a lie.
They said the same thing all over again,
The same tune,
The same phrase,
They're all the same.

I hope and wished that one day it will all be true; the words they spoke of will finally come through.

Then this girl came into my life, like a taboo.
She appeared out of nowhere, yes, that was true.

She taught me how to love, to care and to spare.
To not be afraid of love and let it roam around.
Freely and Fleeting everywhere.

Then one day she left without a goodbye.
The words that lingered my head was,
"Oh my darling, do not be afraid. You do not need me, as do I not need you. You'll move on as one and one you will be. One day you will find another that will make you complete."

But what she had not realise, was she was the one.
The one that could break me in two and afterall.

For all that it's worth,
I loved her much so.
Without her right now,
I may as well be done.

So goodbye my love,
You left me undone.
That's alright, I'll end undone as well.

This was it.
This feeling of relief,
But an empty space
Still wide open.

An ocean washing away all the hurt,  
But the cold breeze reminding me of my loneliness.

Raindrops hydrating me,
But the sun burning me afterwards.  

The relief of getting out from your poisonous love.

But the sadness washes over to remind me that we hadn't work out.

Bright as she was,
Loving as she came,
Graceful as she strolled,
She pained me to stay.

Eyes bright and beautiful,
A heart full of gold.
Promises that were made,
She broke them all.

But love had its plans, I was grounded to stay.

I was held, captured, stuck, absolutely paralysed.

Soon after time,
I woke up from her spell,
I realised I was none other than merely a human who fell in love with the angel of darkness.