Your back
Aganist my back

Your hands are waiting
To clasp mine

Light eyes meeting mine

They say you're the stars
All you do is burn my heart
Trying to come inside

Multiple times
I said stop

Every time
I'm out
You're already waiting for me

I'm in distress
Never get a moment alone

You hear every word I say

They say you're sunshine
But you keeping burning up my skin

Am I doing the same
Does your heart go insane
Whenever I'm around

Do you feel dizzy
At the sound of my voice

You're making a fire
I'm trying to put it out

My words aren't so deep
They only reach a river's depth

Yet when you write
It's like I'm out by the sea
Your words are layers
Under the earth's soil

I only achieve to describe a tree's leaf
You'll write out the roots

I'm your porcelain doll
Hoping I won't fall

Being with you is like
Dreaming in a dream

You couldn't get any better to me

I don't want to come down from your love

Heart stops

Let me fall

the soft glow
under the door

coming in and out

you got perfect teeth
I'll knock one out

such a pretty nose
to hit

perfect picture
only in my dreams

I'm not here
I'm not full
but I'm fine

Young & dumb
It's all you are

Singing softly in the bathtub

Warm breeze
Coming through my hair

You & I
Were here and there

Pink & blue
Orange & yellow
Skies

I was almost alive

You like everything
I like

If I say the stars
Aren't stars

The sun is dead
The trees are talking through the wind

You'll believe
Every word I say

Around you
You are me

I am you

We're combined

Whatever you love
I love

If water is poison

Night is day
Day is night

I'll believe it

You said you saw me last night
Must have been someone else

I've been asking myself late at night
Am I alive?

Or is my breathing fake

A lost head

I keep reaching out to your fingers
I'm slipping away
From the light
Far into empty space

Am I alive

I want to cry
I want to feel warm
Stand in the sunlight
This new year

I just need your advice

Am I alive?

It's a Christmas spirit
But I've lost my soul

Can you find it
Can you find it
can you


Figures at the window

She's a compulsive liar
Passive pessimist

There's no hope
When she's keeps
Shutting out the light
In her room

_

Merry Christmas
I hope you're feeling happy
Enjoy being with somebody

I see
Your wings fell off

Nothing I can't fix
My love

It's the morning
I have no dreams

I guess you're stuck with me

I'm never going to feel guilty

The day I do
I'll bleed

You made me cry
Cold tears
I don't know how

The voice in my head
Says you're mean
It's probably just me

I've been thinking what I need

Nothing matters
Nor do I

Only the sun
And the sky
The earth
The stars
And life

We don't matter
It's us against us
No ever wins
A game with no ending

I'll be sticking with
Me

It's morning I should sleep

I'm the one who shows up briefly
You won't see me come in
Or leave

The one who has a silent mouth
screaming brain

I got a thousand made up stories
Pressed flowers to give away
Little affection
All of my attention

Such a cliché
We're all the same

What makes us any different

I'm the one
Who tells you about honesty
The liar hides behind a curtain

A living statue
Who sheds tears
Once a year

Changes their self
mood flows like ocean waves

It all depends on the moon

Lays in bed
To stare at the ceiling

Trying to hate everything
(I love everything)

Such a shame
We're so alike

We might never get along

My skin is burning away
Cracks like a stone statue
I'm breaking
     I look away
I hoped you would stay
   Only to sit in silence

Lost a purpose

I have no idea
What I do
And why I do

It must be a game
Or a reflex

If everyone loves me
Would I too?

  Answer some questions
Have you seen my ghost
   Where do souls go

The music in your ears
Disappears?
Into empty space ...

The key to your heart
Is somewhere in my stomach
I accidentally ate it

I locked it
Lock it
If only you can make another key

I'm a random person
So is the one reading this

Where are you
Do we have the same blood type

_____________

What if I'm just a robot
Who's corrupted
That learned to write poetry

V

__

Look at me

-------------
I hate it when you look
Don't stare at me
I hate it
_

Choke the air out your lungs
Your hair keeps changing
I'm confused
____

Open your eyes
Have you seen mine
I'm telling you a story

Midnight
She saw an alien
It looked just like herself

----------------
V

You keep thinking like someone else

Moving things at night

Sleepwalker

You've become Someone else

Lost in the dream world

____

Open your eyes

//////////////////////////////////////////////////

Nevermind
Don't come back

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yₒᵤᵣ ₙₒₛₑ ᵢₛ bₗₑₑdᵢₙg
ₐₛ yₒᵤ'ᵣₑ ₗₐᵤgₕᵢₙg

ᵢ ⱼᵤₛₜ wₐₙₜ ₜₒ ₖₙₒw wₕₑₙ ᵢₜ ₐₗₗ ₕₐₚₚₑₙₑd

ˢᵒᵐᵉᵗᶦᵐᵉˢ ᴵ ʷʳᶦᵗᵉ ᶦⁿ ᵗᶦⁿʸ ˡᵉᵗᵗᵉʳˢ ʰᵒᵖᶦⁿᵍ ʸᵒᵘ ʷᵒⁿ'ᵗ ʳᵉᵃᵈ ʷʰᵃᵗ ᴵ'ᵐ ʷʳᶦᵗᶦⁿᵍ
ᵇᵘᵗ ᴵ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ʸᵒᵘ'ˡˡ ᵍᵉᵗ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵍˡᵃˢˢᵉˢ
ᵃⁿᵈ ˢᑫᵘᶦⁿᵗ
ᵗᵒ ᵏⁿᵒʷ ʷʰᵃᵗ ʰᵃᵖᵖᵉⁿᵉᵈ

ᴵ ˡᵒˢᵗ ᵐʸˢᵉˡᶠ ˢᵒᵐᵉʷʰᵉʳᵉ ᵗʰʳᵒᵘᵍʰᵒᵘᵗ ᵗʰᶦˢ ʸᵉᵃʳ
ᴵ ᶜᵒᵐᵖˡᵉᵗᵉˡʸ ᶜʰᵃⁿᵍᵉᵈ
ᴵ ˡᶦᵛᵉ ᶦⁿ ᵃ ˢᵗʳᵃⁿᵍᵉʳ'ˢ ˢᵏᶦⁿ ᵃⁿᵈ ʰᵉᵃᵈ

ˢᵒᵐᵉᵗᶦᵐᵉˢ ᴵ ˡᶦᵉ ᵃⁿᵈ ˢᵃʸ ᵗʰᶦⁿᵍˢ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ⁿᵉᵛᵉʳ ʰᵃᵖᵖᵉⁿᵉᵈ
ᴵ ᶠᵉᵉˡ ˡᶦᵏᵉ ᵗʰᵉʸ ᵈᶦᵈ
ᶦᶠ ᴵ ᵗʳʸ ᵛᵉʳʸ ʰᵃʳᵈ ᴵ'ˡˡ ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐ ᵃᵇᵒᵘᵗ ᶦᵗ ʷʰᵉⁿ ᴵ ˢˡᵉᵉᵖ
ᵗʰᵉⁿ ᵗᵃᵏᵉ ᶦᵗ ᵃˢ ᶦᶠ ᶦᵗ ʳᵉᵃˡˡʸ ᵈᶦᵈ ʰᵃᵖᵖᵉⁿ

ˢᵒᵐᵉ ᵈᵃʸˢ
ᴵ'ᵐ ᵗʰᵉ ᵒˡᵈ ᵐᵉ
ᴵ'ᵐ ⁿᵒᵗ ˢᵘʳᵉ ʷʰᵃᵗ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᵐᵉᵃⁿˢ

ᴵ ᶠᵉᵉˡ ᶜᵒᵐᶠᵒʳᵗᵃᵇˡᵉ
ᶦⁿ ᵐʸ ᵒʷⁿ ᵇᵒᵈʸ
ˢᵒᵐᵉʷʰᵉʳᵉ ᵗʰʳᵒᵘᵍʰᵒᵘᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ᵈᵃʸ
ᴵ ˡᵒˢᵉ ᵐʸˢᵉˡᶠ ᵃᵍᵃᶦⁿ

ᵂʰᵉⁿ ᵈⁱᵈ ʷᵉ ᵍᵉᵗ ˢᵒ ᵈⁱˢᶜᵒⁿⁿᵉᶜᵗᵉᵈ
ᴵ ˡᵒᵛᵉᵈ ʸᵒᵘ
ᴵ ᵗʰⁱⁿᵏ ᴵ ˢᵗⁱˡˡ ᵈᵒ
ᵐᵃʸᵇᵉ ⁿᵒᵗ
ᴵ ʷᵒᵘˡᵈⁿ'ᵗ ᵏⁿᵒʷ
ᵂⁱˡˡ ʷᵉ ᵉᵛᵉʳ ˢᵉᵉ ᵉᵃᶜʰ ᵒᵗʰᵉʳ ᵃᵍᵃⁱⁿ
ᴵ'ᵐ ⁿᵒᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵃᵐᵉ
ᴵ ᵃᵖᵒˡᵒᵍⁱᶻᵉ
ᴵ ˡᵒˢᵗ ᵐʸ ᵐⁱⁿᵈ

ᴵ ʰᵒᵖᵉ ᵗᵒ ˢᵉᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ᵒⁿᵉ ᵈᵃʸ
ᶜʰᵃⁿᵍᵉᵈ
ᴵ ʰᵒᵖᵉ ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ⁿᵒᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵃᵐᵉ

ᴹᵃʸᵇᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ᵐᵉ
ᵐᵃʸᵇᵉ
ᵒⁿˡʸ ʸᵒᵘ ᵏⁿᵒʷ

wake up early
get off work
drink coffee

It's time to drive
for hours
in dry miles

Everyone leaves you
you're stuck
driving home alone
in the return

take care

wake up
go to work late
sleep in the car

I'm far away now

I leave everyone
without a warning

until you realize
I'm missing
you notice

wake up early
I'm alone
far from everyone
I use to know

Now I don't recognize myself

I MISS the dumb stupid things we use to do

You're gone
gone
I know
I know


I'll admit it
in time

somewhere along the line

distracted
memories
rewinding

come back
crying

I love you
I'm dying

space in between
what once was

It's Her's

I refuse to accept the truth
I think I know what's wrong

I'm still holding on

What once was

estela
holding a basket full of tulips

her hair in pigtails
lavender dress
porcelain skin

skin almost glass
she can break

stares at you with
her eyes closed
serious aspect

I could hear her thoughts
she's never seen the sunlight

sits on a self all day
hoping someone
will clean the dust away

estela
you finally have a name

the party next door is loud
you like me
ʀᶦᵍʰᵗ

take my hand
go to the dark side

want to see Pluto
He's mad at you

you love me
ʀᶦᵍʰᵗ

hold my hand
into the constellations
you can't see with
the naked eye

amaze me

feel the edge of the universe
kiss me

humans aren't so beautiful
once you see their brains

wrapped around
your vicious head

To a nearby galaxy

sleep

I sleep with coins under my pillow
so I'll have rich dreams

when I wake up I wish you weren't beside me
this is to be taken seriously
something so deadly
and delicate

I don't love you anymore
once you know
you'll turn dangerous

my heart no longer
lives underwater
it's floating
up the surface

you were trying to drown it

I'm pounding on walls
trying to get in
trying to get out
I don't know

All the lies I said
come back to me
when I sleep
as dreams

The truth seems
to evaporate into
the clouds
floating
somewhere
I'll never go

The vivid world
I only know the lucid

I seem to live
inside my computer screen
programming myself
to be happy

I visit Death at noon
we talk about
my heavy soul
that isn't easy to hold
it's too raw

I keep myself
in projections

I'll soon leave
midway between
reality and dreams

When you got a credit card
you don't know what to buy

With all the money inside
you're confused
and scared to waste it all

But I'm trying
I'm trying

Take it all
or leave it

I'm spending time
looking at things
I'll never buy

It's a complicated life

I keep your laugh in a box
So I can hear it whenever I want

Keep a smile in a bag
put it on


Need a hand
to hold
ran out of those

When will we get to forever
She said I'll love you there

stuck between 3 walls
I still can't get out
looking at her

I hear voices outside
inside
somewhere close by

flowers don't die
don't fade away and vanish

I see
We're so alike

I guess I should just
rip out my veins at night

drain my blood
in the bath

get a head transplant
we can't have the same mind

Who's the replica

My cold heart
Is melting

I wish you never met me

I wish you never touched me

I'm falling
For you

Show me the way
To the field
Filled with flowers

Show me the way

Dancing in the wind
Singing in the pouring rain

Show me the way
I've lost myself
I don't where I've been
Thought we were still in 2016

Heading towards 2018
It's seems over
Let's just skip one more year

I'm off to hibernate
All these teenagers
Look at me
Oh it's to late
Go away we won't make it

Vacation is over
We'll have no brains

Stomach filled with pain

I really don't want to see you again

As the year is ending
I remember
What happened
In the beginning
And last year

I want to believe
It gets better

But it's like
I'm lying to myself
Oh I know tomorrow's weather
It's going to rain

It'll be a sunny day

Why can't I repeat today

As december collapses
On my shoulders

I feel myself drain
Somewhere down

I tell myself
Next year will be a change
Everything will be okay

Yet it's like
I'm lying
Promising
Something
Unreachable

I can't get it
I won't make it

Depressed
Laughs
False hope
I carry

Tomorrow
I'll have a ****** nose
The tears I cry
Come from my soul
Background voices
Never go

As I lay awake
In my cold bed

Maybe next year
It'll be different

I just can't feel it

Its always too late to open my heart
Because it's into the night
I'm bleeding
You're no longer in sight

I live within ice walls
Hands cold
With a warm heart

It's always too late
To tell you
How I feel
So I say nothing
At all

Everyone is gone
fearful of the cold
stay home
where you're warm

I've been thinking about Us
but there isn't any us
It's you
and me
not combined
only separately

what do I have to do to get your attention
look I wish you listened to me
I've been trying to tell you
  you may be the one
for me
I've been thinking
the way you talk to me
the way I feel when I'm around you

you catch me
make me fall
all in one

I've been thinking about you
will you give it up

will you be my darling

could you give it up

the one you love

could you give it up

the day-star

I'm talking to you
spinning in circles

listen to me
because I might cry

can you give it up

I'm not asking for much

It might hurt

You make me feel normal
and every other feeling I always wanted to feel

so I'm waiting 22 hours
to see you

You make love feel warm
so soft
sleeping with someone
isn't too bad anymore

I didn't like when you looked at me
or touched me
so please look away
stay at a far distance

I hope to be around
that's what you make me feel
waiting 20 hours to see you again

I dream of the future
becoming myself
waiting around to see you for a while

I'm about to go off
hit all the walls
and the mirrors

It was a sunny afternoon
when I lost you
later I saw a supermoon
but there was no point
stuck in my room
where I didn't see the sun
for days

weeks and months
waste into lost time
I can never return
in the days
where we held hands

my love vanished
somewhere in the air
I hope to catch it
and give it back to you

On a sunny afternoon
I lost my love for you

At Dusk
I regained my love
for myself

most important of all

apply pressure
feel pain one more time

before it rains
maybe we should
let in the sun

watch around your neck
you look so lovely

hit the walls
till I break

running
till I fall

apply pressure
hurting makes me feel awake

he says
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you


why did you go and sleep with someone else

I'm grateful
to view the moon
and it's beauty
let its light touch my body

To see the sunset
the magical  
time of day
where the sun goes off
to shine other parts of the earth
see the sunrise
coming up again to
light up my day

I'm waiting for spring
to see the flowers bloom
the trees living
butterflies flying

I'm waiting to live again
be connected with everything around me

I held you tight in my arms
so warm
silently making me frozen

where will you go
I wish you didn't have to

I love holding you
making my hands dry
skins ripping apart

you're my best friend
I don't want to forget

I love you

I'll see you
next year

The memories floating in my head
breathing in my heart

I haven't felt real
for a long time

If there's a light
a laugh
a tear of joy

A feeling of hope

living is just waiting for the end

dying could be the beginning