Feeling raw on my insides 
Looking for views while trying to hide 
No ma by my side 
Drownin in these cries 
All swolled in the eyes 
My pain given u a rise 
Dark skies 
Endless tries 
Backwards lies lows leading to dope highs 
Im tired 
Put that face inbetween these thighs. 
Knowing how when and why 
A ******* feeling u cant buy 
Getting me all messy 
When its ur body id ride 
My only purpose, .. . ******* you for life 
Shoulda been the wife 
Fight away our wrongs 
Make room for our rights 
Ill be the day 
You be the night 
Ur heart is like my ***** 
Why u keeping it so tight 
I wish i may 
I wish u might 
The harder we love 
The harder we fight 
(I been thinking to much) 
(I been thinking to much) 
Gotta act all dark 
Suffocate the light 
Its stolen my days 
Been killing my nights 
Ud rather **** up 
Stab backs with knives 
Stop being so selfish 
Change ur families lives 
Life ain't about hatin 
Its about love 
And love is life

Look at me.. U cant hear, can u **** well ******* see? 
Im the one been standing right there beside u with a heart youve felt beat 
After repeat of deceit, 
Kicking proudly using all 10 feet.. 
Where brokenness is a treat 
Making me stand while u take a seat 
Where u just weren't satisfied till agony took defeat! 
Acting blinded! Not once seeing what waz there for u to keep! 
Makin it look like this world has u beat! 
Where u ******* preferred the streets 
Leaving me to cry in our sheets 
Dreaming of the days we had of feats 
You being the lion 
Me being the sheep 
Should be staying right beside me 
Instead you creep! 
Your confidence becoming to steep 
Head all fillin with heat 
With this **** living on repeat! 
Just halfway u had to meet! 
Got me wearing heart on both sleeves 
Spend all ur time throwing out what i been trying to keep
**** 
Where without you is the opposite of how i wished us to be 
Where i love u 
Where feelings stay unleashed

Here it goes again
Can't fake another end
Them rotten vibes u send
Got me to playin pretend
My soul begging to mend
U were barely a friend!
I let u **** me
Livin in sin!
U fake it all??
Here it goes again
Ain't gonna stop
Till she's sure my heart, it dropped
Blipity blipity plop
**** is all u got
U been caught
******* 3 years I fought
Crying
Alot
Any love in u
Was rare was bought
Let another hang it on u
U couldn't be honest
******* hate wasting my words on u with ur ******* come thru's..                    That unexplained bruise!
My head u ******* inserted ugly
As ur smug *** enjoys me confused
The **** was I thinking
No I ain't drowning
I'm ******* sinking
While u get on ur infamous scheming
I was dreaming
Seeing the demon
In all these worthless feelings
All the used up *******
My insides ******* twistin
Waste my words on you!
******* grow up!
Not hard to be true!
Oh wait,,, it is for u..
To hard to be true
A million times we're thru
Keep me chasing the dreams of u
I was thrown aside
What the **** do I do
After 3 years of giving me all to u...

Got me twisted
The memo? I musta missed it!
She's so sure , lying in his bed
"Honey"done took me over
Got me twisted in the head
Promised to never leave one for dead
Got me all ****** in my head
Hangin by a thread
He said she said
Got my temper flaring red
The times I would dread
Twisted so badly that it cant be read!
All lies I was fed???!!!
Cheater cheater cheater
Is back on the get
She's ******* him ******* him
All my soul id been willing to bet
Cigarette after cigarette
The damage I dwell I feel
Twisted..
Had her all ******
She insisted
Cheater ******* cheater
I hate you hate you
Lying alone
In this stupid ******* bed!
Hey you?
Thank you.
Thank you for never acknowledging
Cheating is the worst
Rushed thru me like Morphine
She has control.
Makes me sick
**** u some that country
God. ****. I craved that ****
All thick
Can hear this ***** tick
Tock
Tick
Tock
Silently im screaming for her ****
I got
******* locked
Jaw
Aye
In my head can't keep writing about this ***** but it's her that's bringing out the me!
God I fantasized that love
Love is always on fire
Needed,,,,a steady for hire
Taking it higher
Bid high got a buyer
Blind *****
Can't see her own rider
All low in them tires
Where it's cold near the fire
Lovin her feel of higher
Think she ****** off Oscars meyer
Said only me
Ugly liar
Here..
Pass this thru ur wire!
Treat others kindly
Enter love blindly
******* loyalty
Mother **** *******
I mean! ****!