do you ever wish
you could take a hiatus
from life
not suicide
not disappearing
just invisible, obversing
fulfilling the curiosity
Of what it'd be like in your circles without you
Maybe it'd be selfish
but when you're just so tired
a tired that sleep cannot fix
you just wish you were something else
But you can't be
and you can't be nothing either
at the very least
a memory~
getting worse