I watched as you rolled
Your fingers to tuck your hair
Those purple nails gliding through.
soft brown strands ever so radient
Oh how i thought ive never seen anything more pleasing
I pity the day when you last smile
For it doesn't know it will ever be beautiful again.
How you light up everything when you smile
And how it will always be your name
And not your lips on mine
And when i see your eyes
How i wish i could die staring at them
How it holds me captive everytime
And how i wonder if i might be so lucky
To wake up to the sight of them forever
I hate how i have to remind myself to breathe
Everytime i hear your name
how you will never know all this
And how i tell myself its never meant to be
how you will always be someone else's
And NEVER mine.....