GrowlingMs
Wanting Hot Ahhhhs
We are Heat
we are calm
exciting exciting calm
endless breath with endless expansion
the MMMMMMs growl
they are deep wanting growls and that sound of oh my god you drive me wild
I cannot wait til your in my ears again
Mmmmm
My shoulders quake
momentarily my heart races
peace will come again as that is where we live
as I wait for you my body just growls mmmm

Yes, so slowly comes out of the mouth is is almost sentence length.  Yes, he says as I snarl and bare my teeth. "Yes,yes!" he says as my mouth gets very hard looking.  My eyes sharpen and I greowl and hiss.  YES yes he says.  Gee encourage me ?  Now I feel like my eye teeth are the biggest in the wolf pack.  I take my claws and rip across my ribs so hard the skin remains under my nails as I type now. GGGmmmm heated breath, vibrating lips up and down.  Gives you a ***** look.  You reading my *** life I see you, you aint no angel..far from it GGGGGGGrrrrrr
My dress is ripped to shreds and it feels as good as it looks.  I teased him for an hour before I gave into the skype calls.  I have to keep him hungry..he must want me so bad it screams in his veins.
We are heat, very very wet heat.  My skin sizzles, little rough patches all over.  Inner thighs burning, burning for more.
I told you i was going to go *** one more time while you rested.  It was so hard and long and loud.  Makes me greowl..I feel my teeth..and they want to rip your ******* clothes off..come get me

Exotica is back in the drive
This is my second night in my new room.  My husband has no idea I moved out from below him.  I know he feels the power shift and has spoken directly to the fact that men no longer stare at me everywhere we go.  I have never looked better but the power factor has men scared.  "They know they do not have the power" he says.  Oh really you completely understand this fact but not for your own situation?  I get furious as I recall the cruel day.  
I have had about 3 hours sleep.  That is a generous estimate.  I have laid down here and there trying to sleep with no mercy shown.  I do not think I have ever curled up in the corner so small.  I cannot remember what happened, all a fog.  I cannot sleep without my Odd.  I know he is within but today has just been mean as hell itself.
"Do you even like the pink outfit or purple hair?"  I ask as we are going into town.  I have been ignored all day unless cussed at.  "NO" he responds.
What the hell is wrong with this man I am a hot ***** you dumb *******.  I shake my head and think this is your last trip to town with a **** lady.  I pity you fool.  So ignorant to everything outside your routine.
I will say once more this is my second night in my new room and he has no idea I have even left.  I serve his routine and then lay quiet like a dog in the corner.

Exotica is back in the drive.  The beat of the music is changing.
I sit here on my bed in a room almost twice the size.  I have HEAT now.  So nice to be warm.  Yes I will miss my pink bedroom.  If I really miss it I can go play in it at any time.  It will now be the sewing center and main area of crafting objects.  I do sit here among millions of beads and strands of natural gemstones flowing down the walls and racks and racks of color..mmm color.  Gentle sway with the music.  Await the positive one.  The one who takes away all the pain.
The mood of the room is changing....know that the music is changing.  Close my eyes and sway.  I await your awake.  Come play

fly across the floor once more once more
clocks fast and slow I beat you..your scheme is a bore
I beat I beat you stop without your batteries
I a flow with poetic flattery
You know what Mr Smith..you get a video ?
after I attend to this musing
as my alarm is about to go off
I AM NOW FUSING
**** thats not the poem I started..but **** man lol

Gold miners daughter found herself a river man.
Unselfish he seemed to be.  Very kind hands
She was taken by his hands, so unique
Printed like cow skin you see.
His colors erode with the sun
He is always outside by the river banks, roaming alone
Always outside all alone, walking with no place to call home
They met one day and he had stories galore
About fancy cars and bank accounts and more!
She told him money did not matter, not anymore
JUST BE HONEST WITH ME..she pleaded with him
That is all I require..is that you not be a liar
Tell me lies NEVERMORE
She took a chance on a liar and now she sits too close to the fire
She casts a spell upon his head..
Lie to me and puke, steal from me and your dead....
THIS IS DAY # 3 OF PUKING
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE????
Your lies will be your undoing and it has begun...
RETURN what is mine or you will DIE
SACRED seals of protection rule over this homestead
YOU made the mistake of stealing from me...
It comes back to you according to rules times 3

Depression lies to you.
If I had only knew years ago
what I now know
I would surely tell all those around me-
Depression lies to keep the ties that bound me.
If I break free into myself blissfully
And surround myself with those with joy around me-
That little voice has no choice-
But sit in the back of my mind,
Silent at times-
While I enjoy things about me.
So please my dear
Let me make it clear-
Depression lies
And constantly tries to bind thee.
I sometimes tell that voice to go to hell,
And smile profoundly ; )

Phone Fantasies
Wanting Whimpers
Thrill bending Will
Waiting for your wants
Teasing and taunts
Making me weak
Every word you speak
Every sound unique
A movement my body makes
Quivering madly
Listening gladly
Good girls listen
His voice makes her glisten
His voice - her hand
She **** at his command
All give and all take
What a phone call the 2 would make.
I'd bend at your will
Your every wish mine to fulfill
Karen
*copyright

Let me go shoot some Nuns
I know where they walk after lunch
White habits on the side of the road
Smiling innocent while the wind blows
Skirts up, yes I know...
so I want to shoot that Nun show
I will mount my steed, ride with speed
Up to where the Nuns live on the mountain side
Park my bike and try to hide
And secretly shoot their skirts in the wind..
because none of this is lust or sin
it is just photography
70 degrees below the skin
They feel it I KNOW

I pick up the two kicked clocks off the floor
The time keeper will soon walk through my door
Questions of my time he will try to explore
But anything I say would simply be ignored
Control of time is his key
That is why he will never dance with me
Hours fly as he clicks stumble..why
real life is what time is about
You never spend it wise
You cannot get your time back..wasted
So while you are gone I pick up your clocks and I place them on the planks I find myself pacing
I gave up your nervousness and found my own beat
So I swipe your clocks across the floor with my feet
I dance around them in a figure 8
I spend all day just dancing and exploring intimate
Your time will never dive into an emotion that is not anger or hate
Your life is almost over yet your children you have never explored
You waste your time..watching the clock, clicking the stumble
Missing this amazing dancing lady right in front of you
The time is over, your time is up
But still I will cook your dinner and fill your coffee cup
We will never kick it together..that time has past
But til I kick your *** out..kicking your clocks is a ******* blast!

I am being baited-heavily baited.
I have so long awaited
Hard to resist bait.
I said no, we are a no go
I wish to be in my own private Idaho
He flashes twinkling eyes
I find that shocking, sad
I empathize
Here comes the big show
I realize
It is sad because I wish it was real
Heart felt wishes
Intent with feel?
I already left you
Half baked efforts wasted
I won't fall for your spiel
I know better now
Hard to do but I chill
I walk no more on eggshells
I have a new deal

I finally have a reason to charge my phone

Love getting all those messages
I enjoy every word
Kindness stitches it all together
Enjoying the very beep of my phone

How can I miss the sound of your voice already
I laugh, what fool am I
My dinner was great  ;  )

I read their letters
over and over
everytime he yelled at me
I read how he speaks
to her
now trying to heal
I nearly fainted
as he announce
he is going back
Back to where
I caught them
I am not Kay
and I am not ok with him
returning to where
she is
I want to ****
my love
my wasted distasted
not enough
love
oh
not the thing to tell me on the first day
of many we sit together
that you rather
fancy going backwards
to distrust
if I must
bring up every letter to her
I SAVED

Shoulders bold
Strong pushing away anything old
Shoulder shimmies shoulder checks
Attitude -behold
Toe tops scrape the planks,
flesh warm with drawn out wanks
Dragging toe tops with swag in the hips
Like a cat walk back and forth I dance
Toe tips getting worn
Burn burn begin the trance
Cha
Chants, heel stomps and continue..prance
Cha
Hair flips and wet lips
War paints on face found in a moment of warrior grace within my bliss
Shoulder reach forward with attitude
There is nothing burdening them OWHH OWHH
LUNGE yell HEY!
I dance around all day and you know it cause I sent proof your way ; )
I laugh now..and stick out my tongue..then turn my *** around and run
..want..wait..

I do not want to see you full sail!
Do not drop your **** in my mail!
I have no interest in your member
I said that to begin with remember??
I do not accept **** mail!
I might come stab you or slap you
Too much effort with nothing to gain
This transaction is now a pain
I find it easier just to block you
Had to show your **** didn't you?

Stomp it Out
Chant Deep
Shoulder Shimmy
Reach to the Sky
Pull down a High
Flick off Negatives
Water Water Water
EARTH
Lay in a Cocoon
HUM
Rock the Body
Frankincense & Myrrh
DRUM DRUM
Sing
Shout
Dance Dance
Breath Breath
Inhale Pant
Feel that Buzz
Smile at Will
It is Most Natural
Laughs

Packing again
This time with planning and care
When I unpack I want it to be happy and fun
Not boxes full of things left undone
Each box will be a joy to open
Nothing found in pieces or broken
On the move again
Summer vacation home rental lease is over'
Time to find a new home to explore
Somewhere to settle down and enjoy galore
I know moving is stressful
But I am excited so
Because now it is time to find a yearly
I found a farm house
I can raise chickens
We will have apples walnuts and rose hips for the pickins
On the move again
See you soon..I am happy..smiling big as  the moon

A dozen years pass by twice
many more I keep rolling the dice
Fitting basement living in the dark
Empty bank within my heart
Ever loved never felt
conditional cards always dealt
That search for what has means
What is real treasure true
11 years invested didn't feel that with you
This your second chance
you did not even invest
No feelings given to fill me up
My bank robbed blown to hell
I find myself left empty
A shell, waiting to be filled

My desire for you to hear the scratches from my ankles to my hip drive me to scrape the dips.
I want the sound rippling through your ears and down your spine. . I want to swell in you-deeply
As deeply as your voice is part of my skin.  As deep as every scratch added together has been.  
I have never ripped through my skin such as I did.  My greatest desire is to be bound and placed in your lap.  The most peaceful desire that has ever been.  No trap, no fight.  Surrender-pure surrender-all of me.  As I sit here with my entire body electrified with sizzling skin and flaky flesh falling off my thighs all I want is more.  Those sounds you heard drew blood.  My flesh lives and breaths you.  It opens and flows with life for you.  I bow my head and offer every ripple on my skin to you, for you to sooth or make sting.  I await the next sweet set of sensation taking me out of my mind, into my body and back out of myself all together and back again..sweet surrender..yours til the end~

Say it
I wish you would say it!
Those 3 little words I long to hear
Said loud or whispered in my ear
Words with power, making me weak
And helpless to do anything other than surrender.
I want to hear you say them
Even text them in a letter to me now
I will listen and respond
and How
Say them to me
Help me out
I want to surrender to you now
I do not want "I love you"
Too soon for that right now
All I want is 3 little words from you
To help me out
3 little powerful words

*** for me...now!

Still throbbing and sweaty
I lay back body in check
I quiver with joy
I breath hard and smile with achievement
I made it to my happy place
Now as I lay back I have a thirst to quench
a thick golden tube in my mouth
I laugh as a delayed reaction
sticky liquid slips from between my lips
neck now sticky
so are hips
I refresh and wait for round two
but now my neck and **** are sticky with goo
Oh Bolis Rompope I love you

How lucky am I?
The question just fell out of the sky
My mouth opened and I smiled and asked
Can I kiss girls?
Yes Yes his eyes wide
Anything your heart desires My Girl
She is pretty, she is sweet
Someday I hope we meet!
Yes Yes He says
I know the perfect ONE
funny that..he picked her..
He picked the one that had me asking the question
Can I kiss Girls?
yes yes

Such a Surge
Running round the room
Spouting with the N9ne
I am part of their crew ; )
My heat is racing
I continue the chasing
I should slow down
Wait til your back in town
I feel that draw and I am at a loss
I just can't find a flaw in your energy
You feel so **** good
I want to draw you into me
Being with you relaxes me
I am surging high and wild
Yet relaxed as a playful child
You bring me joy, I hope you know
The energy is what it is and it knows where to go
You, yourself told me so
I feel you out there
Where ever you are
Our connection is alive
Contentment with joy dew
Hello my BB
I surge with you
smooch
; )

He just needs someone
It does not seem to matter WHO
As long as Someone is there for him to talk to
It used to be me, that someone he spoke to everyday
I thought our conversations were special, our time unique
But in the end he just needed just ANYBODY to hear him speak
He has filled the void my leaving has left
He no longer calls because he feels the world is deaf
He found another to take his grief off his chest
In the end I know this is right, my leaving was best
I ended my disillusion that I could make everything alright
He never heard a word I said
He never showed me he understood, just played dead
I know that right now he is talking to her
Some stranger that in reality is a blur
Just someone, anybody to hear his voice
Without much thought he picked her, his choice
She is someone who listens to him
But does he ever hear her?

I am a Flower
I am an iris
I bloomed last night
My arms like petals opening
Giving up my protective shell
Opening to reveal a delicate center
A delightfully fresh piece of my soul
Full of splendor and vivid color
My center is beautiful to behold
Fragile and unique to me alone
I give it to you freely
Because you made me bloom

Karen

To see how long I will stand here naked?
You know **** well I am waiting to go shake it
My shower is waiting but still you type
I thought you were tired now whats all this hype?
I think your just teasing me and holding me hostage
cause you ain't never gonna share your sausage ; )
I am cold, wanting to get wet and warm
But the words in the box just keep flowing in form
Questions are great but your avoiding my shower
I have to go now and water my flower!!

Little river how you flow
Buzzing between and into my toes
Humming and purring
With such flow
Always around me
watering me
helping me grow
Little bee how you buzz me
As the river
As you are both
Buzzing flowing
making yourself known
Lucky me lucky me
buzzy bee buzzy bee
I feel your flow

I fume, I bare wolf teeth
I snarl and I ******* growl
I hate what you did to me
But look at me now

I shake inside ****** at you
It really bugs me
I am not over being ******* at you
Block party continues

I hate what you did to me
I remember all the promises you made to me
I hate that you lied to me
But look at me now

I am going on, becoming new
I do not wilt in a corner due some lack of you
I hate the hole you left in me
But look at me now..stronger..than thee

Heart beating on my finger tip
Covered in new dew
Body thrusts Moans of lust
Laying here feeling you
Words held, silent in a spell
Suspended energy yells
My body quakes anew
Body slams quick thrusts quake
All it takes is thoughts of you
I come alive through and though
Emotional body unit partake
Here comes our next quake ; )

I have no shock value
Nothing to dance behind
My sleeves hold no new tricks
What am I going to do!
This is a new treat
With no tricks
I am baffled, stunned
by the wonder of you
I have nothing to hide behind
I do not know what to do!
So I laugh, invite you in
We have some fat to chew
Come here, just come here
so we can smile for a few
I will stop running
You will stop running
and WE can relax
just us two
; )
cause obviously I am nothing shocking
oh but you..yes you are..more shock factor than a vintage car ; )