I read their letters
over and over
everytime he yelled at me
I read how he speaks
to her
now trying to heal
I nearly fainted
as he announce
he is going back
Back to where
I caught them
I am not Kay
and I am not ok with him
returning to where
she is
I want to ****
my love
my wasted distasted
not enough
love
oh
not the thing to tell me on the first day
of many we sit together
that you rather
fancy going backwards
to distrust
if I must
bring up every letter to her
I SAVED