Just like that, I looked up.

Up in the sky to look for a sign.

The sun ray has penetrated the dark cloud ,

and gave me hope that life will refine.

What if i haven't been there that night?

Do you think it would change my life?

Are you happy the way things have turned out, since you were the one to cut me off?

I despise you now, trying to hard to win me back.

So now let us see how the joke has turned out, I don't think it is the best one you had,

but that's okay ...



You are a comedian,  so chin up,

you are used to being laughed at.

I have always been told,

not to overthink and let things slip out of control.

It always bothered me when people misunderstood me.

When all I did was hide and try to keep it low-key.

Oh god,  that is funny!

When you all think I do this just to seek attention.

From who?

People who don't love me?



Instead of being friends, you would rather critique my  life decisions, that don't affect your future plans.

I gave you a chance when I poured my heart out and genuinely thought this could work out.



Nevertheless it all has ended, and don't you think I resent it.

I appreciate you being my friend, however everything must come to an end

Many times before I've tried to reach the top.

As I passed the half, the storm clouds came to show me it is probably going to rain.

A voice obliged : " run down the hill as fast as you can! A storm is approaching, you don't want it all to end.

play it safe like you always have had. As you don't want to reach the top, to see nothing there."



Always have I listened to it, thinking I have avoided a storm, reclined, thinking how everything is fine.



One day a friend came whit me. Half way there, I have heard it again saying to escape wile I still can.

Couldn't leave my friend so I bared to the end. The rain was falling all the time but when we reached the top ...

everything was... fine?

Let me rephrase it, it wasn't just fine, the view at the top changed my mind.

It all has changed as i started listening to me, and stopped thinking what it could be.

As I comprehended it all I knew I was wrong and that was the day I became strong.