I’ll buy my own house and paint it pink.
I ‘ll have a small Christmas tree
and a huge family table
and as many friends as the house will hold until they spill out onto the lawn.

I will sew and read and bake and smile.

I will have women for lunches, families for parties,
and students for all the meals they can eat.
I’ll serve grits and eggs,
sausage and biscuits,
tea and hot chocolate
and popcorn.

I will celebrate my children’s lives,
and welcome their friends into my home.

And when I am through with the past,
I will walk into the future.

I longed to be the mug you clutched
as your mouth glanced its lip, shivers crept down my spine
I wished so much to curl up in the warm spaces between your fingers
your tea soaked smile held me captive, while my own barely stops nervous fluff from escaping

Imma closed book you aren’t going to get anything out of me
Unless I want to share with you and Yeah I share some stuff with you
But that doesn’t make you special.
You think you are clever but in honesty …try again
You walked in to her life and acted liked you cared for her
But truth is she was just some chick you place beside you to take some other girls place
Look She wont fall for you or your crap
You thought you were smart and you played behind her back
But listen she got people
All she wants is revenge but she wont or maybe she will
Maybe even with your best friend
Don’t play a girl especially girls like me
You should have known what she would do
She came past you and it was like a smack to your face
You sort of kind of cared for her but just wouldn’t show her it again
She cared for you but what she heard broke her in to a thousand tiny little pieces
And then you turned and acted like a **** to her
She just really wanted you to understand her pain and struggles
And that secret she couldn’t tell you cause while it was happening the only thing that was on her mind was you and she stopped the guy cause of you.
You really did have a special place with her
But now is all over
She is done with you
And She likes someone else
Maybe even your best friend ☺

SO she did come and go
And punched your lights out
She said her final good-bye to you

Dear Darling,
Where ever you might be,
I want to make things right,
I just don’t know how too,
I feel this is for the best,
But the thought of leaving is cutting me wide open,
When I told you I love you I meant it,
I’m trying to save you from the pain,
Because I’m no good for you,
I’m not even good for myself,
I’m one foot in the grave, the other foot's out the door,
I don’t have the power anymore,
I can’t do this to you,
I love you to much,
This is your rescue letter,
Don’t wonder where I am,
Where you are I’ll be,
In the whispers of the wind,
Through the shaking of trees,
When you look up at the stars,
I’m always where you are,
I love you to much to hurt you,
So please don’t wonder where I am,
I’m always right where you stand,
Don't hurt.