The LOVE
That flostered the sentimental ties
of good hearted people
Like You and ME

When those enligtened soul
Kneeled down
To surrender
in front of their BELOVED

Where heart-beats
The lover filched
To hold their romance
In one piece

Where, while probing
For emotions in intelligence
The snake from the garden of Eden
Entangled on the arms of
Adam and EVE

And frantically offered
The apple of LOVE to eat

None of us scuttled away
And we ate the apple
Longing for the pride
of LOVE to preside on us.

Yes this is the same LOVE
That was born out of Adam & Eve
In the garden of Eden
Between YOU and ME...

Since you illuminated my SOUL
Since your light pierced my being
Since our LOVE happened...

I am not eager for a journey
I do not desire a caravan
I do not yearn for a convoy
I do not belong here
I do not belong there
I do not fit in a family
I do not jell with friends

The only thing that excites me is "YOU"
BELOVEDZ, Belovedz, belovedz...

The blessing of LOVE within me
Desires "me" living in "YOU"

The reward of seeking inner soul
I desire to live in your being

If there is ever any cure
Of the good longing of my LOVE
It is nothing but merging within YOU
It is nothing but dying for YOU

That's how and why "Nature"
Presented YOU to my soul
The divine healer for my devil LOVE

Your eyes are medicine I drink
The same medicine poisons my heart

Becoming one with you is the only desire left
It is my honor - our LOVE HAPPENED
It will be a BIGGER honor
I annihilate in YOU and YOUR LOVE

I give my breathe in your LOVE
I give my heart, my body, my life in your LOVE

Though I've not decided to hold-on to your LOVE
There is no way I can let go of your LOVE
It's YOUR LOVE that beholds me and my being
YOUR LOVE is the final destination of my LIFE
YOUR LOVE was the thing Buddhists sought NIRVANA

Yes, this is what your LOVE is all about
Only those who LOVE
Will understand the plight of my LOVE
The sorrow, grief and misery of a LOVERz
The one who stands tormented
Without flinching in the "live-fire"
Will understand what it is to be in "LOVE"

My poem is for the flame - BELOVEDZ
My poem is for the moth - LOVERZ

No one else can even understand
The depth of these poetic words in LOVE
"The LOVE story of flame and moth"

Every human has a destined LOVE
Same way as every galaxies has a milky way
As every star is a sun
And every sun has its planets

Can we nudge this LOVE
Closer to human interactions?

Or can we train ourselves
To be open to LOVE?

Or is it that humans just need procreation?

Get to some other place folks
Where LOVE doesn't exist
Because it's within your choice
And power to be open to LOVE

You even created GOD...
Is it impossible for you
To live with naturalism of LOVE?

Again your poignant melancholy
Kept me awake the whole night
My BELOVED...
How much ever the world tries
I'll never forget you,
God promise

How should I write to you
How my heart feels in your longing
I'm unable to utter a word in my LOVE
How can I narrate my sorrows to you
My BELOVED...
I'll never forget you,
Jesus promise

You live in my heart
You live in my eyes
You live in my dreams
You live in my sighs
Even living thousand miles away
I won't be away from your soul
For a single minute
I'll never forget you,
Allah promise

Since I have seen BELOVED's face
I've forgotten to see the SUN
I've forgotten to enjoy the moonlight
I've forgotten to burn the holy candle
The way your beauty blooms in your smiles
The way your beauty blooms in your eyes
I've forgotten to watch the blooming of flowers
I'll never forget you,
Ram promise

This is our love-story - a very short one
Once BELOVED glanced at me,
Once BELOVED smiled at me,
Once BELOVED passed fragrance on me
Since that day I'm living unconsciously
You forgot to blow breeze of fresh air on me
And I forgot to get conscious from your LOVE
How lovely is this punishment of LOVE
My BELOVED
I'll never forget you,
Buddha promise

The joy of this longing is incredible
BELOVED is in me, yet so far away
YOU watch me, YOU watch my LOVE
Yet you hide your LOVE from me
My BELOVED

How beautiful is your portrait
That I've drawn with my blood

My BELOVED
I'll never forget you,
GOD promise

What type of love is that?
I LOVE YOU
And feel for you like this...

You are my daughter
I am your mother
I am your father
You are my friend
I am your brother
I am your sister
I am your colleague
I am your nephew
I am your aunt
You are my niece
I am your boss
I am your servant
You are my sister
You are my niece
You are my everything
I am your lover

But I am not your husband

What type of love is that?


AGAPE LOVE:
"Agape love is the foundation for
the best and noblest relationships
that humans are capable of.
It is deliberate and unconditional love
that is the result of choices and behaviors
rather than feelings and emotions.'

My BELOVEDz is hiding
Behind LOVE's veil
For how long you will play
The game of LOVE's hide and seek?

We are each other's LOVERS & BELOVEDz
Now there is no hiding behind LOVE veils

You sparkle me with your moon-shine
Now YOU hide behind clouds of LOVE-veil

Sometimes, I can only see silver-linings
Let me see YOUR full LOVE moon bright

After lighting my SOUL with your LOVE
why you are wearing this LOVE-veil?

Is it shyness or fear of the world
That you are imprisoned behind this veil?

Do not hide the beauty of your SOUL
Behind the fortress of life's work

It is not enough to watch me from
Behind your LOVE - veil
Be fearless and FREE
Let LOVE flow without your LIFE's veil

Come forth to my eyes my BELOVEDz
By lifting my LOVE-veil from your heart
Now, let your SOUL illuminate my being

But for God/dess's sake
Do not lift your LOVE-veil
In front of the moon and stars
Otherwise seeing your beauty
They will die with jealousy & envy

So wait for my salute & surrender
Before you lift your LOVE-veil

Till then let our LOVE be a secret
Under your mystical LOVE - veil

And when you will lift your LOVE-veil
We will ask each other's eyes the secrets
And mysteries of OUR ONE-SOUL

But we won't reveal our
Pain and sufferings
To the people of the world

Let us wait for opportune time
Before we will reveal our
LOVE-SOUL-CONNECT

Till then - behind the LOVE veil
Let our hearts burn with desires
Don't let the world see our tears
Let us not complain about pains of longing

Let us not
Reveal the name of BELOVEDz / LOVERz
And betray the Nature's LAW of LOVE

Let us remain
DOGS of loyalty in LOVE

Everyone has their weak spot
The one thing that
Despite my best efforts
Will always bring me
To my knees
Regardless of how strong
I'm otherwise
Is YOU

Your Eyes
Your voice
Your face
Your smile
Your thought
Your memory
Your existence
Your being
Your soul
My weak spot
Is my strong
LOVE for YOU

*

LOVERZ whole world collapsed
Into a small GOLDEN speckle dust of BELOVEDz

**

My fall in the BLACK HOLE OF YOUR LOVE
Gave you Golden wings in flight to rise

YOU rose from within LOVE's UNION
To create the milky way of our galaxy
The fusion nuclear energy with
The Golden speckle of LOVE dust

The world illuminated and
Every human heart enlightened
By your sun-shine silver rays of
The Golden speckle dust of LOVE

All the milky ways in many galaxies
Are witness to your LOVE energy
Dazed, surrendering to YOU in AWE

Time withers under LOVE
Pendulum stands still....

Colliding of two energies
The crash become a necessity
For creating the new world of LOVE

****** within that black-hole
We Fall in LOVE

LOVE - a process of revelation
Through pain, frustration, suffering
Longing, grief and agony are necessary
For the molten to undergo the fire
To brighten and purify the into
The Golden speckle of LOVE dust

Now the same Gold dust flies & floats
Around all of us
To spread the message of LOVE
To FREE us from life's delusions
To fix the broken hearts
To heal the wounds and despairs
To form new connections
Between stranger seeking LOVE

The Golden speckle of LOVE dust
Lives in a ZERO gravity world
Without prisons of morals/ ethics
Traditions, scriptures, laws & religions

Thus enabling its own vectors of
Drivers of LOVE - push and pulls
To save the dying humanity
By experiencing and realizing
Inert lessons on core SOUL LOVE

There are billion faces
But just two blink and click

The LOVERZ AND BELOVEDZ

They unite amidst the barriers of
Walls, castles, and fake masks
The world builds to imprison them

That UNION of LOVE -
The meeting of
The LOVERz and BELOVEDz
will produce a fresh Fusion
A NEW BLACK HOLE OF LOVE
To create another
GOLDEN SPECKLE OF LOVE DUST
To fly & float around
In search of
PURE, True, Innocent
LOVERZ AND BELOVEDZ

That's how
The Golden Speckle of Dust
Keeps on creating LOVE around us
Through its SOUL's illumination

One understands
The fairness of
"Everything is FAIR in LOVE & War..."

Just introspecting that extra dimension
I'm living besides my BELOVED
From morning till night

Wake up with such an uneasy feeling
Of being besides my beloved
Take bath and feel
As if you are pouring water
On my Beloved's body
Look into the mirror
And you see the reflection of your BELOVED
Dress up and try multiple combinations of styles
Hoping it will be liked by BELOVED
On the way, lost in dream of your BELOVED
Whether you are in public transport
Walking or driving
Your eyes are transfixed
During tea-breaks & snacks
Try to be as close and near
In vicinity of your BELOVED's vision
Even an exchange of
Hi-Hello gives so much cheers...
And how about
Taking every opportunity of
Being of some help to the BELOVED
I can lay down my eyes, heart
And even life on BELOVED's path
And when I come back home
And plant so many kisses
On my invisible BELOVED
I carry along with my BLOVED
I talk alone, pamper my BELOVED
Sometimes even scold for no reason
And then apologize and say sorry

During nights, hug to a pillow
Feeling BELOVED is sleeping besides
I become a puppy and curl up
To my BELOVED's body
And I talk of stars and moon
TEll my BELOVED stories
Till we fall asleep
Getting up in the middle of the night
Thinking of BELOVED
Seeing everything in darkness
Searching and realizing
I am still alone

And whatever I'm doing is due to LOVE
"Everything is fair in LOVE and whatever..."

MY head wants me to live
My heart wants me to LOVE
Such are the inner conflict of TIME

Ultimately I let go - such is your POWER of LOVE
And I let myself float in YOUR inner-SOUL
I am a feather in your breeze
Flying, soaring, twisting, twirling
Within your inner COSMIC womb

I let go and let myself tumble
I am a child - YOUR child of LOVE
Somersault, tumble, get up & smile

I let go and let myself wander
I am a wanderer, in your wanderlust
I am lost in your -  deep ocean & forest...

I let go and let myself dissolve
I am drowned, dissolved in YOUR being
Soaked, drenched, disappeared within YOU

I let go and let YOUR LOVE evoke
My insatiable desires of LOVE

There is a thunder-storm within me
YOU have successfully ignited
With your illuminating eyes of LOVE-soul

Your LOVE catches the edges of my eyes
And drops down like dew on your flower petals
What else I need in life than YOU?

Only if YOU are with me
I will be completely fine
WE WILL BE "COMPLETE"

What else I want in life?
YOU- your existence besides me
That is what I was born to seek - !

YOU always share only little bit of YOU
With your cryptic notes
To keep me engaged in a guessing game

YOU enjoy my plight in your LOVE-longing pain
YOUR naughtiness is going to **** me one day

Do not let our time of LOVE run out
I am trying my best
I am spinning the whole galaxy
With the power of your LOVE

Yesterday night, you came,
And did not let go of me
Everyday YOU leave your whispers
And scent around me

But when I open my eyes - you are gone
LOVE without YOU is no life to live at all

How will the rainbow breathe LOVE colors
Without our eternal LOVE?

How will the flowers adorn LOVE colors
Without our TRUE PURE LOVE?

How will anyone live without colors?

Oh...has anyone seen DEAD colors?
Life without LOVE is just like
Seeing dead colors around us

The colors we see everyday
Without LOVE in our heart
Those colors do not carry
The ONE SOUL we share
with OUR LOVE colors

Come away to me, my LOVE
Run and come to me my LOVE

Your bloods runs through me
Your breathe flows through me
You are the soul of my being

Like a bee buzzing on my flower
I am YOUR flower waiting for my YOU-bee

Come away to me, my LOVE
Run and come to me my LOVE

I often ask myself
Am I being myself?
And the answer is always NO
I am being YOU
What was me - is now YOU

With the innovative artistic stroke
YOU created my LOVE from your soul
My life-vessel is colored by YOU
On top of that you sprinkled your scent
Your Jasmine perfume fragrance my life
Your smile on my face glitters a sunshine

You groom me new & adorn me with YOU
As if I am your bride or groom on honeymoon
I desire your Jasmine flower scented nights

I saw in YOU honey dancing in the rain
Like a wet deer I long, withering in pain
In my heart - your blood pumps
In my veins - your spirit runs
In my pulse - your heart beats
In my dreams - I lean on YOU
For every moment, time and again
Making LOVE to YOU

If you ever see me without YOU
YOU will see me like a fish out of water

How is it fair if you rent your eyes to the Cosmic BLUE?
Who pays the rents - I do, with the LOVE of my heart
How is it fair when you stray in every moment of my life
Touching, talking, whispering, smiling, sleeping with me
Every moment of morning, afternoon, evening and night

When you rain on me, I forget myself and flow in YOU
Like red earth - my blood melts in your being

Come away to me, my LOVE
Run and come to me my LOVE

Your bloods runs through me
Your breathe flows through me
You are the soul of my being

Like a bee buzzing on my flower
I am YOUR flower waiting for my YOU-bee

Come away to me, my LOVE
Run and come to me my LOVE

We will fulfill LOVE's promises
The sun, the moon, the stars, the night
We will fulfill LOVE's vows
The flowers, the clouds, the breeze, the birds
Our LOVE will remain like this nature's bounty

When fate made us meet
We met at the horizon
Where the sky meets the earth

When LOVE happened between us
The BLUE became red, yellow and orange

We've experienced a blissful heaven
Where all inner-flowers bloom
And our heart-bees hum
As if we have found our SOUL
Made for each other

We became each other's
Candle and light
Moon and stars
Clouds and rain
Sun and sunshine
Sadness and tears
Joys and happiness

Our souls-connect awakened
All colors of dormant LOVE
Like a single rainbow of VIBGYOR

Come and let us become ONE forever
Let us fulfill our LOVE's promises
Let us fulfill our LOVE's vows

Even as strangers -
Our LOVE recognized each other
Our happiness and sadness merged
Into LOVE's joyful tears

Our LOVE story shows the world
True LOVE never dies
True LOVE lives forever
Such mad and true LOVERS
Like Romeo-Zuliet, Layla Majnun -
Our LOVE re-creates LOVE's essentials

How much ever the mind tries to reason out
"Oh heart, please do not LOVE"
But...
Like the moon glowing
In dark sky of the night
Like the sun shining
In the blue skies of the day
Our LOVE could not be hidden
By any human practicality prisons

The heart where LOVE flames are ignited
The coals catches the ember glow
Is the sanctum of LOVE's idol
The molten lava of LOVE
Melts the life's hardened stone-rocks

Let our life take us any where
Unaware of the journey
And/or the destination
Let it not change our LOVE a bit
In attempt to live life
Seeking "Spiritual enlightenment"
Let us worship with devotion
Our LOVE's divine blessings
Because...
LOVE is our NIRVANA

Our bond of LOVE is strong
As strong as nature's permanence

We will unite in ONE-LOVE within our core
Like two galaxies merging into ONE Black-Hole

I love you so much that
I love you hundred times in a moment
If you go leaving me
I'll be waiting for death

I left the world for you
My breath comes and stops only on you
How much I love you
You will never be able to imagine that

This world is nothing
If you're here then there's a life in it (world)
Where should I go now
Because you're my last destination

Surviving without you is impossible now
You never give me any distances
(Never go leaving me)
How much do I love you
You will never be able to imagine that

I left the world for you
My breath comes and stops only on you
How much I love you
You will never be able to imagine that

I wrote so many poems
And LOVE quotes
Thinking of YOU on a
Virtual paper of laptop

What should have happened was
I should be writing
The same poems and quotes
On your bare skin
Behind your shoulder
In those cold nights
And under the candle light

I never wanted anyone
To read my poems except YOU
I do not want to store them
Anywhere, except
In between your chest and shoulder
Within the inner layers of
Your gentle heart - forever!

Instead what happened
That nor my fingers reached
Your skin of your back
Nor I touched your breast
Your heart palpitated inside
Waiting for my touch
And I kept on writing
Poems on the virtual
Paper of the laptop

My dear BELOVED

You are YOU
It be not because I think of you
That is why you are the best
It is because you are the BEST
That is why I think of you

And it is because you are the BEST-EST
That is why I LOVE you

I'm proud of your success
Your success is my success

Our Relationship is
Support plus inter-exchangeable
Celebration, Delighting
In what you choose to do
Thoughtfulness towards your work
Honor and dignity towards each other
Making mutual choices of
What you really want
I am Subservient
Nothing bad when you are my leader
Losing power is the key for me

Losing masculinity & femininity, gender roles
Adds that respect and
Develops material & Paternal feelings
For each other's needs

I ask:
Does your privilege position
Maintain our relationship?
Absolutely NOT!

We value professional and
Personal submission to each other

We have decided to throw out
Defining labels, being judgmental
of any type towards each other
We accept each other as we are

With existing self-contentedness,
Self-egoism in individuals and society
Such relationship Wont survive selfishness

Respect, trust, communication
Drives our relationship
We invest in future together
NO NO to money when in
Comes to our relationship

Our last words:
Keep up with LOVE
Interdependence, Equality,
Fulfill LOVE

I wait for the breeze song from your ocean
Will it cool down my desert sleep?

To praise my attempt to sing
Will you tap me to gentle rest
Will I get your lap to sleep?
Will I feel your soft gentleness?

Never be sad my baby
The sky never shows wrinkles
Don't you yearn dear,
You are LOVE, you can't be indifferent...
Otherwise the sun will turn purple

I can buy everything
A pillow, a mattress
But I can't buy sleep
What agony, not to have
Your baby lap to sleep
I can still sing a song

For YOU I sing
To show you all my LOVE
How funny it may be
Though it expresses a little sadness
I hope my song makes you smile

Is it not true...
The song of LOVE has
A little bit of sadness?

You pass by my windows everyday
While I sleep I hear you
Singing in every breathe
But why can't you reveal yourself
As you do in my dreams?

While singing I seem to smile
But can you feel the pauses of tears?
I hide my pain behind the song's lyrics
I sing for the best of YOU to smile

I move to your direction
Slowly, one step at a time
Can you hear my song's echo?
Will you cover my face for once?
Under your black hair
So I can sleep there forever

Now I feel the fresh breeze
Into my heart
I fly above you and sing
Forgetting my sleep

See,
Through my singing
I give you
A fresh smile for the day
A joy to live LIFE
A purpose to LOVE
And I dream a sleep
On your soft lap of tenderness

ROMEO:
Won't you be here with me
For some more time?
ZULIET:
For what you hurry my LOVE
Why so much hurry?
Tell me my
BELOVEDz

ROMEO:
We haven't even started talking
Our heart isn't harvested with LOVE
ZULIET:
Please don't leave me
Till seeds of your LOVE
Are planted within me

ROMEO:
Then pour some of your water
On my seeds of LOVE
ZULIET:
If you come in me like torrential rains
Then I'll smell like your deep sea ocean

ZULIET:
I searched for FREEDOM
I was a seeker
I wandered alone
ROMEO:
Your LOVE makes me WONDER more

ZULIET:
When I expected least
YOUR LOVE casted a net for me
ROMEO:
But it was you who
Fished out a LOVER in me

ROMEO:
LOVE's ebbs and tides
Come and go like YOU
ZULIET:
All of those tides and ebbs
Are just part of your deep ocean
Where I belong in you

ZULIET:
I keep you like a blink within my eyes
ROMEO
That only beautifies your eyes my LOVE

ZULIET:
Where are you lost?
ROMEO:
I was just lost in your eyes my LOVE

ZULIET:
On the boat of LOVE
I hesitate to tell YOU "I LOVE YOU
ROMEO:
This salt laden air of my ocean
Tastes so sweet as words on your lips

ZULIET:
Pull me towards you and
Let me also eat some sweetness of YOU
ROMEO:
If I pull and kiss you...
Will that gratify your desires?

ZULIET:
My body smells of sweetness
But will become salty like your ocean
With your tender touches on me
ROMEO:
You keep talking like this all night
I will keep touching you all night

ZULIET:
Won't you make LOVE to me
For some more time?
For one more time?
ROMEO:
For what you hurry my LOVE
Why so much hurry?
Tell me my
BELOVEDz

What all things I've endured
For the sake of your LOVE
One day like this
I will slowly give away my life
For the sake of your LOVE

I've been in complete agony & despair
Pain and miseries, since YOU left me
Your promise...
I am going to die like this
Longing for you
For the sake of your LOVE

If I can be with you
My life will be divine
If I can see you once
I'll reside in heaven
If I can touch you & hold your hand
The Nature will shower blessings on me
I am facing and will continue to face
All the tortures and atrocities
The world throws at me
For the sake of your LOVE

I've hidden your breathe within me
I've hidden your smiles within me
I've hidden your twinkle of eyes within me
I've hidden your LOVE within me
I've hidden your soul within me
That's why I cry so much
That's why I weep so much
That is why I wallow so much
That is why I long so much
For the sake of your LOVE

The whole world calls me Juliet
The whole world calls me Majnu
The whole world calls me Meera
The whole world calls me Heer
The whole world calls me Romeo

Like this, no characters of LOVER
Are left out without my name
Associated with them
Like this, the world kept on
Making fun of me
Like this, the world stood
Laughing at me
Like this, the world even
Insulted and humiliated me
Like this, the world even
Threw stones at me...
Like this, the world will even
**** me one day

All this, I'm going through
For the sake of your LOVE

Heer, I'm your Rajhna

Who am I?

I am your mother
I am your father
I am your sister
I am your brother
I am your daughter
I am your son
I am your aunt
I am your uncle
I am your niece
I am your nephew
I am your friend
I am your colleague
I am your mentor
I am your teacher
i am your disciple
I am your devotee

But I am NOT your husband

Then, Who am I?

I am "YOU" who became YOU
I am "I" who is YOU

Who am I?

I am your LOVER
Your AGAPE LOVER

It is so true
That everything we LOVE
We carry with us
From this birth to next birth
LOVERS never leave each other
They are alive inside the soul
From this birth to next birth

It does not matter
When LOVE happens
Whether the meeting of LOVE
Was for a single second
Or for 65 days
Or for several years
What defines TRUE LOVE
Is the lingering memory of BELOVED
Beyond birth,
Centuries to millennium

In a fraction of a second too
BELOVED becomes everything to a LOVER
At least we had a chance encounter
That's why I do not suffer
I'm grateful that our LOVE happened

What if we simply didn't meet?
If I was dead before you were born?
What if I lived whole life in Zakarta?
And you never left your birth place Rome?

Thus, I cry for those LOVERS
Who may never meet
Who have never met
I was fortunate
You were fortunate
We met this life

I understand my longing for YOU
Yet I consider myself fortunate
I was blessed, We were blessed
LOVE happened with YOU

I became LOVER, YOU - my BELOVED
Next birth let us see
You become LOVER, I - your BELOVED

This life...
How I cherish your memories..
Full with poignant melancholy

A robber slipped inside my heart's abode
And deposited a treasure trove of SOUL LOVE

A burglar slipped outside my soul's spirit
And took away the treasure trove of my SOUL LOVE

Both the things happened simultaneously
Without my knowing

By doing that - since that day
The robber and burglar have
Became integral part of my life & living

What has happened to me now?

Now I am responsible for
Robber's SOUL LOVE that's inside me

I also want back that SOUL LOVE
That is taken away by the burglar

I am in an unique state now
I think I am in LOVE now...

My eyes are running after
Cajoling the robber and the burglar
Who even though seems
Physically away from me
Are residing inside my being -
My Heart & SOUL

Thus I am attempting to search for
The same robber and burglar
Inside and outside my being

I was surprised and shocked
When the police came to arrest me
Mistaking me as a robber & a burglar

Interrogating me for
Days, weeks, months and years
For robbery and burglary of
"SOUL LOVEz"

I said:
"I am just a LOVERz who is
Safe guarding a SOUL LOVE of a robber"

I said:
"I am just a LOVERz who is searching
For the SOUL LOVE that's taken away by a burglar"

Need I say anything further?

I was made a LOVERz by fateful destiny
And I am suspected as a Robber and Burglar

Oh my BELOVEDz
The one who has
Deposited SOUL LOVE in me

Oh my BELOVEDz
The one who has
Taken away my SOUL LOVE

Can I say this to YOU?
"Let me keep your SOUL LOVE with me
Please keep my SOUL LOVE with YOU"

By the way if YOU do not mind

Let us deposit both of our SOUL LOVEz
Into "ONE" LOCKER of
"ETERNAL UNCONDITIONAL AGAPE LOVE"

My beloved
The only One I LOVE
My epitome of divine
My embodiment of heaven
For me: You are omnipresent
Truly Truly Truly
I LOVE YOU
"So be it"

My Beloved
At your altar
Humbly I surrender my LOVE
May I, may my LOVE
Forever remain in YOU
Your heart and soul

My Beloved
You are my archetype of
TRUE LOVE
You give me strength
To continue LOVING YOU
With the same zeal & passion
Give me Compassion
On my eternal LOVE for YOU

Truly Truly Truly
I LOVE YOU
"So be it"


Inspired by Sufi tradition of LOVE

Oh My BELOVEDz
When I remember YOU
I recite a song
I write a poem
I pen down lyrics
I pour out quotes
I dance my heart out
In my LOVE of YOU

Seeing myself doing
All sort of antics in LOVE
With tears in my eyes
I too laughed at myself

That is the fate of a LOVERz
My tears are bringing
Happiness on people's faces
So be it...!

~~~~

Only when the sun blazes
Evaporating moisture from earth
For the dark clouds to form

Only when the clouds rain
The earth is soaked in tears
Those tears nourish the
Bud to become flower of LOVE
And the world smiles

That is the fate of a LOVERz
My tears are bringing
Happiness on people's faces
So be it

~~~~

When bird of LOVE came
And sat on my heart's branch
We were "wings in flight"
But when the bird flew away
My leaves & fruits withered

It was destined - without our knowledged
We exchanged a SOUL-LOVE-connect
And nourished the
Dream of LOVE for my BELOVEDz

That is the fate of a LOVERz
My tears are bringing
Happiness on people's faces
So be it

~~~~

I hold salt of LOVE in my hand
While standing in lashing rain

I try to grab the golden dust
When there is a strong blizzard

I flowed with the mountain spring
Galloping down the gushing stream
Towards my BELOVEDz ocean
Without realizing that
Humans have built dams all along
To stagnate my LOVE desires

It was then I realized
These are mere "TESTS" of being a LOVERz

Those who see me and
See my LOVE hopes -
Laugh...!

That is the fate of a LOVERz
My tears are bringing
Happiness on people's faces
So be it

~~~~

I kept on building sand castles
Near the oceanic waves
Near my BELOVEDz home

I tried building a palace
With a pack of cards
When the gush of wind was strong

I keep planting the seeds of LOVE
Knowing my prayers are yielding fruits
Those fruits are plucked, sold and
Eaten in the world markets
As materialistic goods

That is the fate of a LOVERz
My tears are bringing
Happiness on people's faces
So be it

~~~~

I am still busy cleaning
My birth's "conditioning"
On the path of my life

Hoping that,
One day my BELOVEDZ will
Walk on the same path
That I beautifully decorated for her

She will appreciate my devotion
And my unconditional LOVE
While I will stand waiting
Wagging my tail...

That is the fate of a LOVERz
My tears are bringing
Happiness on people's faces
So be it

~~~~

The world likes my LOVE play
And keeps on laughing at my antics

That is the fate of a LOVERz
My tears are bringing
Happiness and smile on people's faces
So be it

There is everyone around me
But there is no peace within me
YOU remain the same
Inside, outside & around me
But I do not remain
In my own being...

I'm wearing a robe of Romeo
And walking the footsteps of Majnun
I roam like Ranzjhanaa
And I sing love-songs like Meera

It's none of your fault my LOVE
YOU are the most beautiful SOUL

I'm laughed at by everyone
Humiliated for talking to myself
Chanting only your name

I devote my body & soul to YOU
And I'm called " Y O U "

You are heaven on earth
Even your thought
Is a divine intervention
I've every second of my existence
You are the most gorgeous soul
Never seen anyone as
Beautiful as YOU

My thirst of adoring you
Will never quench ever
I can keep on thinking about you
Watching your images
Talking with you -
Alone in my solitude

Your eyes,& those dark eyebrows
Your ears & that elusive ear-ring
Your fingers & that gold ring
Your wrist & the white dial wrist-watch
Your feet & those trimmed nails
Your lips & that disarming smile
Your teeth like pearls
Your breathe of fresh flowers
And your body aura with angelic fragrance
I waited everyday for you
To walk in my LIFE

Only those
unlucky & unfortunate
Wretched souls
Will walk & talk with you
Normally
As if nothing has affected them

Not ME...
NOT ONE WITH HEART...

Once in touch of your mystique
How can one forget you ever?

LOVING you is
The starting point
Of rendezvous
DYING in your LOVE
Is the annihilation
One prays to happen
In your LOVE

You are in front of my eyes
Blooming endlessly
I dive into you
Your face, Your eyes
your every bit of being
What makes YOU... YOU
I adore the naturalness
The infinite eternal beauty
YOU shower & bless us with

When I Miss YOU
I write like this
In praise of YOU
Respecting, adoring, caring &
LOVING YOU...

Missing You like Hell

I remember you
Always
As the MOST Beautiful
Inside Out

That vision of yours
Is so vivid
In front of my eyes
And within my heart & soul

I see you
And it is within you
I see myself
I see the whole universe
I see happiness
I see solace
I see peace
I see my LOVE

It is within You
I find myself
I love your touch
I enjoy your company
I love your deep eyes
Thousand things it speaks

It is within you
Your smell
Your breathe
Your fingers
Your neck
That I feel your being

It is within you
That I sit besides you
To secure myself
To be born again

It is within you
I see passion
I see spirit
I see LIFE

It is within you
I see nature
I see sunshine
I see moon
I see rainbows

The one whom you choose
Either will be GOD
Or a super-human
Nobody can match
Your beauty
Your intelligence
Your potential

YOU ARE MY IDEAL...

But it is you- within you.
It is me- within you.
It is you- within me

This is the beginning
This is the end
This is our new beginning
Of our LOVE-story

I see you every moment
Within and around me
Still why my eyes are
Searching for YOU?

Oh kind blessed BELOVED of mine
My soul is seeking your touch

I wish an auspicious 2017
Greetings for my BELOVED

May be it was not our destiny
To cross roads last year 2016
Let us hope for change in 2017

I've sent my Greetings to my BELOVED
I am waiting for the miracle to happen

Even the heart of the earth
Even the spirit of the ocean
Even the soul of the sky
Are cracking listening to
My plight of LOVE
I pray my LOVE
Touches your soul

If it was not in our fate in 2016
Let LOVE be our destiny in 2017

I know that for my BELOVED
There is no in-equality
There is always rights - human rights
A fight for empowerment of LOVE
Everyone who shows LOVE
Is tendered with grace, kindness & care

To whoever my BELOVED touches
Will live thereafter in peaceful calm

I know I am very far from my BELOVED
From the aura of BELOVED'z magic

Someone come, tell & show my LOVE
To my BELOVED and
Grant me a relief from my despairs
I live compelled by sadness of
Time cycle of days & nights
Everyone is allowed to see BELOVED'z
Flowers except me,
Why I've been given thorns to walk on?

BELOVED, you know it all, so
What else I should say to YOU?

Just give me a sign from there
My stars sparkle due to your benevolence
Like a mother-baby,
It is not good to keep
Us separated for long

You know I am ready to exchange
Even my life for your sake

I wish an auspicious year of 2017
To everyone

Oh my BELOVED
May be it was not our destiny
To cross roads last year 2016
Let us hope for better in 2017

The burden of Your LOVE

Is so sweet within/on me

My swollen/bitten lips

Your teeth mark on

My chest and thighs

The sweet itching

Of sensual pleasures

At places I can't even say

And...

I know it's not

Engraved within/ on me forever

Like a permanent tattoo

So I ask YOU for the same

Come to LOVE me

Everyday, every night

To engrave me with

Your sweet LOVE marks

Of your natural pleasures

You leave behind

On me, my body

And on my helpless soul

Thank YOU LOVEz

One who feared LOVE
Called it unattainable

One who pondered LOVE
Pressed a rose in their books

One who ruminates LOVE
wraps it around a wick and calls it a lamp

And there is one who contemplates
Puts fire of LOVE
Burns heart to inequable use

LOVE
Serves many purposes
Warmth, care,
Compassion, touch
Companionship, feelings
And above all
LOVE loves...

But humans sold LOVE
In the bazaars of wealth & age
Education & gender
What an exorbitant cost to humankind?
Oh.. divesting LOVE to stupidity!

Fortuitously,
You told me
"Wander not far & wide
In quest of LOVE anywhere
So here I stand
Within YOU- my LOVE"

Since I've drank "LOVE"
From your eyes
This has been my state of LIFE
I'll live like this until I see YOU again

Once I see those eyes
I may die in your embrace

YOU are my beauty, my LOVE
YOU are my identity
YOU are my soul & my EGO

I won't be able to live
If you look down on me
What's the use of that life anyways?

Beloved only with YOU
I can see my life
That is my fate I seek
You are my mirror
You are my prayer
You are my worship
I'm your devotee
YOU are my Nature

On the fabric of my heart
I weave your name
I know about my LOVE for YOU
Let God know about your LOVE

I am LIVING by your name
I will DIE by your name
If this is YOUR will
If this is what you want
Everyone to remember me as
Let this be everyone's will too

Have you realized
What have you done to me?
I am in your LOVE
And I am already dead
I am already destroyed
I am already annihilated
And in your name...

I want to LOVE YOU more
I want more deaths
I want more annihilations
Birth after birth
This life and every life and life after

Till the sun, moon & stars last...

In the name of LOVE
Keep singing
The song of FREEDOM

A life is only worthy if
One realizes honoring LOVE

Oh BELOVEDz... Oh BELOVEDz..
This is the promise I take
On the path YOU've shown
I will even give my life for YOUR LOVE

Let people scatter flowers
On your path of glory, success and fame
I will gift you with my blood and tears
I won't even hesitate to
Serve you my head - (my EGO "I")

You will find LOVERz
In Russia, In Africa
In Europe, In Asia
In America, In Australia
In Oceania, In Middle-East
In Arctic & In Antarctic

LOVERz may speak different languages
They may be white, yellow, black & brown
They may be called by different names
Romeo, Layla, Zuliet, Majnun
Rabia, Rumi, Kabir, Meera

All those who LOVE -
Surrender to the beautiful SOUL of BELOVEDz

- Illuminated by BELOVEDz inner LOVE
Their hearts are ignited with fire
Breathing only one chant - "BELOVEDz"
LOVERz sings -
The Song of FREEDOM...

Though our galaxy is
tinier than the eye of a smallest ant
Yet while loving you
I had a perforation is my heart
So big to swallow millions of such galaxies

Since birth this hole
Was occluded by
learnings and knowledge
And remained unopened
Till I saw YOU - my LOVE!

Rare it is
To unclose this hole
But just a glimpse of yours
Did the trick...!

Where, O Beloved
Where, O Beloved
You acquired this MAGIC
To open this hole in my heart
That can **** in the entire universe
In an instant
Just by a single thought
of LOVING YOU?

I am waiting for that touch
I am waiting for that embrace
I am waiting for that glance
I am waiting for that smile

Where human dignity of LOVE
Will not be measured by
The value of education, prestige
Position, power or money

I am waiting for the moment when
Lover's self-respect won't be auctioned

I am waiting for the moment when
LOVER's emotions won't be suppressed

I am waiting for the moment when
LOVER's humility won't be challenged

I am waiting for the moment when
All masks will be discarded

I am waiting for the moment when
Each person is presented as a LOVER

I am waiting for the moment when
We won't see those
Lost tearful eyes of a LOVER

I am waiting for the moment when
We won't see the
LOVERS grow old waiting for a hug
And hold each other's hand

I am waiting for the moment when
We won't see each human
Choosing the path of work-life over LOVE

I am waiting for the moment when
We wont'see anyone
Doing any oppressive wrong to LOVERz

Let us pledge to bring
A morning like that

LET us show the world
What real TRUE LOVE is...

That is the day
Peace, Equality, Rights, Harmony
Will be born

A new wonderful world of LOVE

The day we are born
We are at LOVE's shore
The LOVE within us
Is at shore

Nothing leaves LOVE's shore

It is the learnings
That is stuff in us
That we unknowingly absorb
That make our EGO BIG
To sail our thoughts
Deep outside at seas
While our good being still
Stands at the shore
At LOVE's shore

The thoughts have their
Own ways of intelligence

Thoughts reason out
Big tides and smaller tides
Big ebbs and smaller ebbs
And worries about plans
Of their journey to sail
Back to the shore

The shore...
They have not left at all
In the first place
The LOVE's shore...
That is already within them

It is just an illusion
Or call it a delusion of LIFE
That perceives and imagine things
That may not even exists

We seem to enjoy all these worries
Thanks to the horrid life we live
In pursue of materialistic success
That beats us black and blue with
Doubts, fears, prejudices
Judgments, mistrusts
suspicion and defiance

YOU are at shore
LOVE is at shore
BELOVED is at shore
LOVER is at shore
I am at shore
YOU are at shore
We all are at shore

What has drifted along with
Our EGOIC thought is:
- Our humanity
- Our trust
- Our belief
- Our faith
- Our LOVE

True LOVE will never
Dispose, remove or eliminate

True LOVE will give you FREEDOM
True LOVE will set you FREE, liberated...
To bear, give birth, create
To establish, uphold and build
The stronger bays for
Our Souls at the shore
To give and receive LOVE
At the LOVE's shore

When stars, sun, moon could not light me up
Living was when I could not find my rays

Like the herd following the shepherd
I was one of the lost human tribe

There was darkness on the path
No light far away or near
Walking the path to a destination
Which was not there to be my arrival

Nothing was better those days I lived
Much money, many friends, but no light within

The clouds seemed darker than black
The rain felt harsher than whips
The sun brazenly hot and humid
The breathe was shallow and stale
Nor were my steps falling right in proper place

Living was a journey of lost eyes & aching bones
I smiled with an emptiness only a LOVER could see
My hands seemed cold and I had a pessimistic hold
**** sure I knew, my path was to the death of my soul

And then, I met you...

And everything changed...
BELOVEDz, you became my sun-shine
You became my moon-light
You became my star-sparkle
And my wings in flight
There was a ***** in my steps
A glow on my face

Each moment is your thought
That lights my eyes from within
And a merry smile & smirk I carry

You make me alive, and
"YOU" become my Living and Life
These times, I realize
You are what people call "LOVE"

I feel light with your soul-connect
Being with You is
Like a cold dip into the
Origins of a fresh water streams
And emerging out enlightened in the
Warm water of seas and oceans...

You are the apple of my "LOVE"
That gives me the wisdom of my "soul"
The revelation into our
Inner beauty of togetherness

Everyday I write pages and pages of

LOVE letters, poems, quotes for you

I pour out my heart to you

I start my day by seeing your photo

Wishing you good morning

Talking with you,

Scolding you for not being with me

Asking you to be with me

I lose you with every thought

That's why such longing for you

I play your song list again and again

So much that my family calls me insane

EGO is biggest road block
On the path of LOVE
Wisdom of LOVE never comes from
Reading books or listening lectures
Hearing music or reading poems

LOVE comes from somewhere else
Mind is the greatest veil blocking LOVE
It never allows you to see
TRUE PURE LOVE without blemishes

Whereas intellect makes you believe
YOU understand and know everything
But you never do so in case of LOVE
LOVE enters your life in mysterious ways

Do not try to understand LOVE
With your limited six senses
Wait for your experience of LOVE
When someone LOVES you
Indulge in it
That is the experience & wisdom of LOVE

If LOVE is for satisfying your
Physical, intellectual, emotional desires,
Its not LOVE. Beware of that!

LOVE is a rising above
Your limited sense of LIFE

Controlling anything within your realm
For LOVE isn't LOVE
By seeking a Guru/ mentor
YOU'll go away from the true
Experience of LOVE

When you are face to face with LOVE
Free all your thoughts, senses
Then what remains with you
Is the experience of LOVE

LOVE is a  near void experience
YOU not being YOU,
But being your BELOVED
Only LOVE can give you that
Out of the world experience
"You inside  YOU" experience
"You outside"YOU" experience

The First  YOU is your BELOVED
The second YOU is you.

To dispute our LOVE is not my desire
No art or knowledge will suffice
The sufferings of our TRUE LOVE

Because I (YOU/WE) know you LOVE me too
We've friends abound, & foes are not desired
What I seek is a LOVERz who LOVES me
O seeker BELOVEDz, please do not leave me....!

Oh... Poor LOVERz,
Oh... Poor BELOVEDz.
No friends can give one a lip to kiss
That a LOVERz-BELOVEDz desires

No pearl of wealth empowers me
Nor a spiritual guru heals me
Those days are gone when
Anyone other than my BELOVED LOVERz
Can help me sail through this sorrow

Every helping hands tells me
The advises I do not desire in LOVE

If you want to break FREE from life
Do not moralize- ethics and integrity
Just plunder on to LOVE till your desires

Humans are masters of yearnings
Receiving is a human trait of desire

LOVERz-BELOVEDz are slaves of insights
Giving a blessing for the one who LOVES

Oh.. my giver of LOVE
You rose my grief's flame
At least ask  LOVERz-BELOVEDz
What does LOVE-CONNECT desires

Do not ****** out God/dess of LOVE
Stop for a moment, ask what SOUL seeks

Do not desert journeys of LOVE
Do not silence the heart's speak
The ups and downs nurtures our TRUST
That forms the bond of TRUE LOVE
The sufferings of our TRUE LOVE

I am writing our Amour saga
Of longing of my heart
For YOU my BELOVED

Painting the colors of sky
On my soul,
My eyes seeks only your image my BELOVED

When you are not around me
There is absolutely nothing in my LIFE
When you are not with me
There is nothing in the nature & its beauty
There is nothing in this universe
Nothing in the flowers, moon and sun
Nor a sparkle in the stars
Not even the soaring of the wings

Do you wish that
Like this - YOU should deny me
Even the right of watching the beauty of nature?
Will you also deny me
Even feeling your breathe within mine?

Without YOU
I wish I should not even open my eyes
Nor I should feel anything inside my heart
Nor I should be alive...

Rendering the colors of your sky
On my soul,
My words only sing your Iliad of LOVE

In one way, I've everything
One requires to live LIFE:
With all the wealth & luxuries

But see where my fate
Has brought me
I'm like a mendicant
Waiting everyday for you
On the path you walk
Your path of LOVE

Painting the colors of sky
On my soul,
My heart feels only your emotions of LOVE

Please come back to me
My soul-mate
See the tears rolling my eyes
All the emotions are
Over-flowing your shores of LOVE
Can't you see the oceanic waves of my tears
Touching the feet of your heart?

Painting the colors of sky
On my soul,
My BLOOD paints only your portrait of LOVE

I am writing our Amour saga
Of longing of my heart
For YOU my BELOVEDz

We as LOVERS realize that
Our values of LOVE
Are not recognized
By this cruel world

There is no worth for
The words & acts of LOVE nor
There is any kindness
Shown by the world
For our eyes full of tears

The world values murk
Pays a billion for garbage
But not for our
True emotions of LOVE

The human life of LOVERS
Is one of the most woes

Yet we as LOVERS
Celebrate our LOVE
In the way we know best
By LOVING each other

By promising each other
We will LOVE till we live
We will LOVE until death

I cry silent tears
In the stillness of the night
My room is dark,
And the stars lit the sky
That mirrors your face
In every tear-drops of mine

I cry silent murmurs
In the isolation of my self
That no one can listen
My heart has songs to sing
But I am dumbed
I hear birds chirping
The Ocean waves roaring
LOVE transcends my blues
In every word I pen
In your melancholic memory
In every poem I recite
It's only " Y O U "

What do you hate?
LOVE?
Or is it...
Someone LOVING YOU?

Then you should also hate...

The ocean
The rains
The clouds
The flowers
The sun
The stars
The moon
The birds
The breeze
The rose
(the list goes on...)

And most probably
Your beauty too...!

What should I say to you
The struggles I have endured
LOVING you
Not even a diseased dog
Not even a person sent to HELL
Has suffered!

To see you once
I have to live a life-time

To talk with you
I have to get educated

To touch you
I have to upbring myself to be the best

To shake hands with you
I've to pray with folded hands

I worship you
With so much devotion
I came to LOVE you
But my temple of LOVE
Was demolished in a whim
My heart was ripped apart
My wretched soul
Cut into pieces
I cried unending tears

I - an unbeliever
Now sing and beg
Come to my rescue
To crush this hellish fate of mine

Come like a wind
To dry my tears
Come like a storm
To blow my sorrow
Come like a flood
To flow my fears away

So that the chapter of my fate
Would take a turn

And I would again dream
of being with you

Beloved, for me...
YOU are there, at sea -
My ocean of LOVE
I'm thirsty in this desert
For a drop of your salty sweetness

If you don't embrace me
Still I'll fly over YOU
Days after days
Years after years
Birth after birth

Our existence was mired by our mind
It delusion ed us

Intelligence has
Wounded my wings of LOVE
I'm restless to fly
I've to overcome mind
And soar high - as high as
Rainbow clouds of LOVE

I know
I need strength
To fly across YOUR blue deep ocean
Your path of sea in front of me
An ocean of LOVE-fire
Deep within YOU

I'm not worried of crossing YOU
MY beloved...
Your vastness
YOU are enormous, unending
I'm prepared to fly over you
Adore your beauty,
Those waves, your aqua-marines
Your islands
Your ups and downs
And Your abyss depths

And when I'm tired
I will simply "LET GO"
Of my flapping wings
Of my stupid 'mind'
And fall smilingly into YOUR
Ocean beds of soft waves
To be devoured by your wavering flames

The whole world is stopping me
My mind is not letting me fall
Trying to make me understand
What a fool I am
To LOVE you unconditionally

A part of me understands but
Who will explain 'living'
To my heart and soul?

My heart says -
Why has the world & people
Forgotten the path of LOVE?

While I fly above - I see
The whole world is merry
Dancing and rejoicing
Blindly in the vulgarity of
Wealth & success

And I am at peace
In YOUR LOVE
Flying high, soaring great heights
Viewing the horizon of your ocean
Where the sun sets & moon rises

I fly on that bright side of LOVE
Below there is ocean and
Below that within YOU
Is the fire of your LOVE
The flames calling me to dive in

NOW, I'm not confused
I will dip myself in your ocean
And burn my EGO in your volcanic fire

While I 'Let Go' & dive in YOU
Tired and restful
Do hug me tightly within,
Embrace me in your fire of LOVE

Let us both extinguish
Our LOVE-fire within each other
And show the world
The way to LIVE, LOVE and DIE

Oh, come "AGAPE LOVE"
Take me on the wings in flight
On the magic fairy dreams of life
Through the skies - away, away...
Far off from this maddening LIFE

Though I did carry a smile on my face
But throughout my life - within me
I was filled with sorrows and pain
Till the day I met you & LOVE happened
I was blessed with ultimate happiness
The life could ever bestow on a LOVER

Instantly,
YOU made me your AGAPE LOVER
Now, for your sake now
I can drink poison a thousand times and
I can sacrifice for YOU a thousand lives

You are the illumination of my eyes
Through YOU I see the world around me

Now it is absolutely true
That through my AGAPE LOVE
I try my best to
Give YOU happiness and joys
I will never ever leave Praying for YOU

Just understand and realize dear...
Where can I ever GO leaving YOU now?

If you are not existing here and now
I won't be alive anymore...
I won't be able to breathe
Because my heart beats only YOU

Now tell me...
That you understand my
TRUE PURE AGAPE LOVE
And please promise me
YOU will never leave
And go away from me...

Oh, come "AGAPE LOVE"
YOU have already taken me
On the wings in flight
On the magic fairy dreams of life
Through the skies - away, away...
Far off from this maddening LIFE
Living within the SOUL of my BELOVEDz