Melancholy of Innocence

Melancholy of Innocence May 2019

My heart is broken in pieces
My being is shattered in shards
My spirit is imprisoned in shackles

Is there anyone here to ask me
"How are you...?"

The fate played a gimmick on me
Destiny's drama molded my fall
Humans who have made societal rulez
People who made religion and law
Escalated my brokenness
I'm fallen now... I'm falling now...

Awaiting rain after drought summer
But LOVE-rain was followed by calamities

When the flower bloomed of LOVE
Traditions broke the branch of my life

I often pinch myself
I still do not believe
The LOVE emitting from your SOUL
Was a TRUTH of my existence

So My Belovedz,
YOU are not at fault at all

I keep LOVING YOU to show
The LOVE you show me
Through your soulful eyes

I asked for YOUR LOVE
But life is cruel and
Granted me with your separation

At the very first step
In our relationship ring
I fell flat down on the rug
Defeated with worldly blows

I am young at heart
I am FREE beyond independence
But....
I did not have a clue that
For YOUR LOVE I carry within me
The world will give me
So much pain, despair and longings

I cry your name with every breath
With eyes filled with tears flowing out

I hope my cries finds
The way to your soul

My heart in broken pieces
My being shattered in shards
My spirit imprisoned in shackles

Is there anyone here to ask me
"How are you...?"
"How are you feeling...?

Melancholy of Innocence May 2019

A Peacock In LOVE

BELOVEDZ YOU are

The beauty of the trees
That takes my sorrow away

The scent of the air
That spreads within my being

The flame of my fire
That ignites desires within

The taste of nectar
That fills my hungry spirit

The path of sun
That guides my soul journey

The trail of moon
That takes me to your destination

The petals of flowers
The adores my soul - vase

The freshness of the dews
That falls out as my tears

The silence of the night
That grants solace to my being

The sparkle of the stars
The twinkles my eyes-shine

The waves of the sea
On which I sail the lifeZ difficulties

The fire of the volcano
Whose lava fertile my womb's earth

The thunder of the storm
That protects me as cautious armor

The apex of the mountains
That inspires me to climb purposes

The fragrance of the first rain
That draws me deep within your earth

YOU are the real oasis in the desert
The removes the illusion of life

YOU are
The LOVE that never goes away

That's why
When you remember me

My heart dances with joy
With spread out colorful feathers
Of a Peacock in LOVE

Melancholy of Innocence Apr 2019

A Belovedz Like YOU

I've search the entire universe
I have not met anyone
Like YOU my BELOVEDz

Even if all the angels come together
And put all their divinity into one

It may be one of the best
But that too is no match
To YOU my BELOVEDz

I keep on writing your name
With my fingers on the clouds
I find no learning
Equal to your LOVE

I am not even able to concentrate
On the verses of religious texts

In every book it is written that
No one is bigger than the All-mighty
But it is your LOVE that has taught me
That there is no knowledge
Bigger than your LOVE

In longing of YOURS
In pain of your LOVE
I'm beaten down and
Have taken a thousand scars
I've broken down and
Have shattered my heart into pieces

In front of the world
I plead guilty of LOVING YOU
But I can NEVER stop LOVING YOU

Whoever sees me says
They have never ever
Seen a LOVERz like me
And they add this too

They have never seen
A BELOVEDz like YOU

I've search the entire universe
I have not met anyone
Like YOU my BELOVEDz

Melancholy of Innocence Apr 2019

The Long And Short Of

This is the long and short of LOVE

The wait
The longing
The hope
The patience
The joys
The sadness
The delight
The mysticism
The mystery

As if from the shallows to the deep
From the earth to the skies
From clear blues to dark clouds
From sunrise to sunset
From sun to moon
From shore to sea
From river to ocean
From spring to autumn
From diamond to coal
From the peaks to the valleys
From across to under the bridges

From noise to silence
From crowd to solitude
From roses to thorns
From silk to cottons
From lion to the sheep
From nectar to poison

Our LOVE passes all along
Every nook and corner
Shadows and shades
Mirrors and reflections
Images and illusions
Luring and desiring

The way our heart reject life
And moves from your SOUL to mine

In our momentary compassion
Or was it our soul kindness?
Or was it our human care?
Or was it your living gentleness?
That made you connect
YOUR soul with mine?

YOUR inner soul let the ball rolling
It has been days, weeks,months and years
That weak in the knees, feeling
Those goosebumps
The trembling within the spine
The butterflies in my stomach
Nothing has stopped a while
The piercing scars LOVE make within us

What potion of LOVE you made me drink
That healing your LOVE balm uses

Still under the spell of
Your mysterious unknown YOUz
The nameless REAL awaits my touch

Thus we unite
ETERNALLY FOREVER
UNCONDITIONAL INFINITE

We wander in and around each other
We keep each other protected in our womb
OUR cure heals our spirits anew

LOVE is the longing mystery of delight
Like an distant oasis mirage
We walk in our UNION's thirst

We know our heart must beat on
To travel the distance of time
To meet our destiny and fate
Within OUR LOVE'z guide

That's the long and short of LOVING

Melancholy of Innocence Apr 2019

Taraxacum

BLOWBALL fluffs

Who has been able to change
These seeds of faith?

Scattered all over
Existing around
Blown in breeze
Those shining silver lines

Never-ending flights
Hopeful wishes of breath
Sounding wind chimes

Don't even try
To change these HONEYSUCKLES

The sadness that surrender
Of round joys that fall on souls

SWAMP MILKWEEDS are
Flowers under sunlit blues
Stars under moonlit skies

Hymns of solitude
Floating around

Always FREE flying
Outside personal prisons

Humans should not
Try to reform these JEWELWEEDS

Pride of LOVE
Carrying dreamZ
Of summer LOVE-Rz

Dandy-like...
Lioness with a mane
Adorning daisies within

Liberating caged passions
Beneath the blue skies

Into warm romances..
Sacred than God/dess

Rainbow colored
Burning LOVE of coolness

Blooming blossoming wishes
Frail in its vulnerability

Who nourishes these CANARY THISTLE?

Photosynthesis of two SOUL
Within core of it lives
A SOUL continent

Beyond day-dreamZ and
Borders of consciousness

Creating a paradise on earth
Of muses and creators

A born-BELOVEDz first wish
A dying-LOVERz last regret

Watch the garden grown
Of these STAGHORN SUMAC
Without presence of any seeds
Drifting in search of LOVE

So let's chase OXALIS
And harvest POKEWEEDS

We all are born with
The canticles of
TARAXACUM within

Make mine and yours sings
The SPIDERWORT Rhapsody

It always gets better
Riding a Dandelion puff

OUR MARSH MARIGOLD "LOVE"

Melancholy of Innocence Apr 2019

What happened?

What happened, it happened
It happened, what happened?

LOVE bit me like a piranha
Stabbed my heart with an arrow
And steamed me to a pale white

LOVE exposed me with dark and light
Now I don't understand life
The good or bad between dark & light

My whole world seems up-side-down
Or is it down-side-up?
I was walking the wrong path of life
Your LOVE showed me
The right path of LOVE

What happened, it happened
It happened, what happened?

No storm now touches our tree
Our roots of LOVE
Go deep below the ocean-sea

We're not confused anymore
Now our tree touches the sky
Sheltering birds nesting within
Providing shade to tired life-travelers

When I am thirsty of YOU -
I dry my leaves

There is a fall every spring
And your LOVE rains on me
To sprout shoots and leaves within me

I bloom to colors and bear fruits
Your creeper weaves its web around me
To sow seeds of LOVE within me

What happened, LOVE happened
It happened, LOVE happened

Melancholy of Innocence Apr 2019

There is no other for me

There is no one in this world
There is only ONE for me
I only have my BELOVEDz
There is no other for me

The one who is independent and FREE
The one who is confident and sure
The one who is beautiful - inside out
The one whose smile surrenders enemies
That BELOVEDz rules over
My heart, being, and soul

I don't have any other relationship to live for
Father, mother, spouse, brother, sister, friend,
None of them matter to me
My BELOVEDz is the only relationship I have

What will I do with silver, gold, diamond, pearls?
What will I do with sun, moon, stars, flowers?
I left everything - my religion, sect, work & life
Because nothing but my BELOVEDz matters to me

Even I left my own children for our LOVE
They say - are you not ashamed?
I say "NO", because only my BELOVEDz is mine

I remove all golden necklace of pearls
Now a days - I only like the scent
Of your wild flower garland embraces
Of YOU my BELOVEDz

Without the worldly pleasures to live for
Day and night, morning and evening
I sow and yield, needle and weave
My tears of sadness and longing
In wait of your LOVE

I taste & store sweet berries & fruits for YOU
I make delicious milk cheese sweets for you
I churn out yummy fruit juices & shakes for you

Those who dislike me and my LOVING BELOVEDZ
- hate my antics of LOVE
Those who like me and my LOVING BELOVEDZ
- cry tears of joy, seeing my LOVE

Why I should be jealous of my BELOVEDz?
Let my BELOVEDz choose whatever
And live a life, do whatever pleases

I'm just a LOVERz, thus a servant forever
My BELOVEDz, I follow you everywhere
Past Present (now) and future
Give a chance to serve you &
Let me be blessed
to show my LOVE for YOU

There is no one else for me
YOU are the only savior of mine -
Always...!

There is no one in this world
There is only ONE for me
I only have my BELOVEDz
There is no other for me