Melancholy of Innocence

Melancholy of Innocence Apr 2019

There is no one in this world
There is only ONE for me
I only have my BELOVEDz
There is no other for me

The one who is independent and FREE
The one who is confident and sure
The one who is beautiful - inside out
The one whose smile surrenders enemies
That BELOVEDz rules over
My heart, being, and soul

I don't have any other relationship to live for
Father, mother, spouse, brother, sister, friend,
None of them matter to me
My BELOVEDz is the only relationship I have

What will I do with silver, gold, diamond, pearls?
What will I do with sun, moon, stars, flowers?
I left everything - my religion, sect, work & life
Because nothing but my BELOVEDz matters to me

Even I left my own children for our LOVE
They say - are you not ashamed?
I say "NO", because only my BELOVEDz is mine

I remove all golden necklace of pearls
Now a days - I only like the scent
Of your wild flower garland embraces
Of YOU my BELOVEDz

Without the worldly pleasures to live for
Day and night, morning and evening
I sow and yield, needle and weave
My tears of sadness and longing
In wait of your LOVE

I taste & store sweet berries & fruits for YOU
I make delicious milk cheese sweets for you
I churn out yummy fruit juices & shakes for you

Those who dislike me and my LOVING BELOVEDZ
- hate my antics of LOVE
Those who like me and my LOVING BELOVEDZ
- cry tears of joy, seeing my LOVE

Why I should be jealous of my BELOVEDz?
Let my BELOVEDz choose whatever
And live a life, do whatever pleases

I'm just a LOVERz, thus a servant forever
My BELOVEDz, I follow you everywhere
Past Present (now) and future
Give a chance to serve you &
Let me be blessed
to show my LOVE for YOU

There is no one else for me
YOU are the only savior of mine -
Always...!

There is no one in this world
There is only ONE for me
I only have my BELOVEDz
There is no other for me

Melancholy of Innocence Apr 2019

Get Set Go

Numerics to Alphabets

Infinity, Minus 1, Minus 2
Three, Two, One.... zero...

We are fated
Destined.... to LOVE

We are not going to flee
We are going the loooong way
We are going to "LOVE"

Birth gave us a chance to LOVE
Life gave us a chance to meet

Now don't show us a rule book
Don't show us any tradition
Don't show us laws & practices
We are here to break it all

We are blessed with LOVE
We are going to
Make LOVE come true

So don't come in our way
Because we are doing it
"The REBEL Way"

The track is set
We are not turning back

We won't stop at trying anything

We did not hear - What did you say?
IMPOSSIBLE...!?

No one shall stop us now
We will LOVE beyond time now

So go - get set, on your marks

LOVE is a blessing we received
And we are going to make it

For YOU, for me and
For all those who
Deeply LOVE

Aye, Bae, See...
Zed, Ex, Why...Aar

Get Set Go

Melancholy of Innocence Apr 2019

Bouquet Of LOVE Flowers

My BELOVEDz came to soothe me

Placing a bouquet of LOVE flowers
Within my heart's vase

And rode away on my
Golden heart chariot

Even with a restless soul
Heart beats galloping fast
BELOVEDz trusted me

My BELOVEDz came to soothe me
To kiss me with pink petal lips

I listen to those jingling anklets
While LOVERz walk and run towards me

With a garland sewed out of her gazes
BELOVEDz adorned me with thousand desires

For sole LOVE's reason BELOVEDz unlocked
The gates of life's prisons for me

The haunting nights were over now and
The fantasy world of our dreamZ lives on...

BELOVEDz carved a name on my heart
With the sharp shards of broken pieces
Of her own heart and colored it
With her own blood red

With each inscription carved
On me by my BELOVEDz
LOVE & LOVING pained a lot but
Healed my broken heart's scars

BELOVEDz repaid with due interest
To the LOVERz LOVE & LOVEz debt

BELOVEDz came and provided me
A lap to sleep on
The bosoms to hide me in
The lips for me to drink her nectar
The breathe for me to LIVE forever
A womb for me to be born again

BELOVEDz surrendered the being to me
To fulfill all our wishes & desires

I placed my eyes on the path
And played the strings of music
With rhythm and melodies of LOVE

Now I live within the inner being
Making dark nightz within BELOVEDz hair
Making bright dayz within BELOVEDz gaze
Transforming me into a life-long ETERNAL LOVERz

Now I don't want to wake up
My heart filled with BELOVEDz desires
I live and die for every single word
Uttered by my BELOVEDz

BELOVEDz stays as
Visions in my eyes
Prayers on my lips
Chants of my worship
Music of my heart

BELOVEDZ came and deposited LOVE
Never to leave me again

My eyes, my heart, my being
My soul, my spirits are
Fixed only on my BELOVEDz path

My BELOVEDz came to soothe me

Placing a bouquet of LOVE flowers
Within my heart's vase

And never left me again...

Melancholy of Innocence Apr 2019

Beyond The Concept Of Time

My dear BELOVEDZ

We will give you all our LOVE
We will LOVE with all our devotion

If that is what life wants from us
We will be our armor
In the line of fire

We LOVE each other eternally
We know - we know that too

And we know we've the time
This life and thereafter

Our LOVE is beyond the concept of time
So we've much more to spare
Than this life-time and moments

So let us not pretend that:
- We only care for this moment
- We only care for this day
- We only care for this life

We LOVE beyond the concept of time

Let sunset and sunrise
Come and go
Let sadness and happiness
Come and go
Let darkness and light
Come and go

LOVE is beyond the concept of time

Our LOVE will grow
With each moment of the day and night

Our LOVE has every chance to go on because
Our LOVE is so wronged by the world
That it has every chance of becoming
ETERNALLY epic and legendary

Let us not think of fate and destiny
Let us LOVE each other UNCONDITIONALLY
We don't have doubt that we can
LOVE each other forever and ever

Beyond the concept of time

Melancholy of Innocence Mar 2019

Radha - Krishna

After planting a kiss on Krishna's lips
Radha slowly whispers

"Where is the playground
We will go and play?"

And Krishna replies
"YOU've already started
Playing on it now!"

Radha moves a step back
In the darkness of the night

Krishna:
"Where are you going?"
Radha runs a few steps away

Krishna:
"Do not go away my Radha
Stay with me for some more time
Let us play at least one game
The game you started on my lips"

Radha smiles and disappears
In the darkness of the night

Krishna:
"Where are you hiding now?
What is the hurry
To run away from me?
Wait for another hour..!
Be with me, my BELOVEDz..."

Krishna:
(singing)
"We did not even start
Playing the game of LOVE
We did not even
Explore each other
We did not even
Hide within each other
We did not even
Look into each other's eyes
My heart is thirsty of YOU
I felt your heart on my chest -
And I heard it beating so fast
The game of LOVE has just begun
Do not go away from me
Stay back with me tonight..
Just for one night - my BELOVEDz!"

Radha:
(sings back)
"I will stay back
If you promise me that
YOU will rain your LOVE
For the whole night
Within my ocean
You will strike lightning
Within my abyss
Please promise me that you will
wander over me,
And wonder over me
For the rest of the night"

The birds of the forest sing in a chorus:
"Even though it is night, we birds are awake
We will ask fireflies to light up the sky
We will build a house of
Branches and vines for both of you
We will tie you up in the spider's web
And we will play music of
LOVE for the whole night"

The animals of the forest join the chorus too:
"We have build a swing for such a day like this
YOU two LOVERz can come
And swing the whole night
While sleeping together on this cradle"

Radha:
(peeps out from behind a tree)
"While I am wearing my Krishna
Like a cloth on me
What if we are caught by the world?"

Krishna:
"I will hide you within me
So no one will see YOU separate from me"

Radha:
"Okay, if you say so
I will run and come right away
In your embrace and hugs"

Krishna:
"Oh Radha, be fast -
Surrender your LOVE to me
And sweeten my milk
with your honey.."

Radha: (hesitates)
"Please have some patience for a while
Why are you in so much hurry
To LOVE me - my LOVERz?"

Krishna:
"I promise on the billion stars of the dark night
I promise on every grass & leaves of this forest
If you promise to come to me once
I will LOVE you for a thousand lives"

Radha:
"I am mesmerized by your LOVE deeds
But I won't tell you how I feel"

Krishna:
"I know how you feel -
It must be the same as I feel
Such a salty and sweet feeling
Within the core of our hearts"

Radha-Krishna:
(sing together)

"And we have lost control
On our own heart in LOVE
Tonight we are filled with divine LOVE
That we pour out on each other
Let our touch ooze
LOVE fragrance on entire forest
Let us not utter a single more word now
Let our being & body play its parts
Let us listen our silences & sounds
And enjoy the deep cravings
Of our LOVE-NIGHT"

Melancholy of Innocence Mar 2019

Just LOOK...

Just look around YOU

Using euphemism of development
Humans are selfish & greedy
To exploit mother nature

In pursuit to succeed
In greed of job, work, money
Humans choose to
Live without "LOVE"

As in case of "Without food"
Humans starts dying

Similarly, without "LOVE"
Everything of/in Nature
Around humans is dying

Now, just look within YOU

"Are you LOVING?"

Melancholy of Innocence Mar 2019

A Robber and A Burglar

A robber slipped inside my heart's abode
And deposited a treasure trove of SOUL LOVE

A burglar slipped outside my soul's spirit
And took away the treasure trove of my SOUL LOVE

Both the things happened simultaneously
Without my knowing

By doing that - since that day
The robber and burglar have
Became integral part of my life & living

What has happened to me now?

Now I am responsible for
Robber's SOUL LOVE that's inside me

I also want back that SOUL LOVE
That is taken away by the burglar

I am in an unique state now
I think I am in LOVE now...

My eyes are running after
Cajoling the robber and the burglar
Who even though seems
Physically away from me
Are residing inside my being -
My Heart & SOUL

Thus I am attempting to search for
The same robber and burglar
Inside and outside my being

I was surprised and shocked
When the police came to arrest me
Mistaking me as a robber & a burglar

Interrogating me for
Days, weeks, months and years
For robbery and burglary of
"SOUL LOVEz"

I said:
"I am just a LOVERz who is
Safe guarding a SOUL LOVE of a robber"

I said:
"I am just a LOVERz who is searching
For the SOUL LOVE that's taken away by a burglar"

Need I say anything further?

I was made a LOVERz by fateful destiny
And I am suspected as a Robber and Burglar

Oh my BELOVEDz
The one who has
Deposited SOUL LOVE in me

Oh my BELOVEDz
The one who has
Taken away my SOUL LOVE

Can I say this to YOU?
"Let me keep your SOUL LOVE with me
Please keep my SOUL LOVE with YOU"

By the way if YOU do not mind

Let us deposit both of our SOUL LOVEz
Into "ONE" LOCKER of
"ETERNAL UNCONDITIONAL AGAPE LOVE"