I wrote so many poems
And LOVE quotes
Thinking of YOU on a
Virtual paper of laptop

What should have happened was
I should be writing
The same poems and quotes
On your bare skin
Behind your shoulder
In those cold nights
And under the candle light

I never wanted anyone
To read my poems except YOU
I do not want to store them
Anywhere, except
In between your chest and shoulder
Within the inner layers of
Your gentle heart - forever!

Instead what happened
That nor my fingers reached
Your skin of your back
Nor I touched your breast
Your heart palpitated inside
Waiting for my touch
And I kept on writing
Poems on the virtual
Paper of the laptop

I feel happy
That I blossomed in your LOVE
I broke free from the past
That was caging my LOVE-buds
Now no learning of childhood
Is prying and prodding me...
My childhood innocence is intact
YOUR existence heals
My crippling & unraveling soul
Now I do not chase or choose life
Nor I am not part of the herd
Now I care more, & don't allow
LOVE petals to crumble ever
I see Angels of LOVE everyday
In every person I meet
Now I senses and sensually appreciate
Everything about YOU, nature, existence
I can peer through a feel of YOU
And become your fragrance myself
My roots of soul are watered by your being
And my LOVE blooms
Under the shade of your SOUL

You are simply mind blowing amazing
You extracted all the good in me
The kind of good that
We humans almost forget we possess in us
The kind of good that makes us
LOVE someone like YOU till we die
And remind us that nothing else in this
World compares to the good we have
For being in LOVE with someone like YOU

The kind of good that reminds us forever
Every single day, every single minute
Every single second, all the time,
That without that goodness you discovered in me
Everything around me was just plain boring
Until I saw the LOVE hidden in YOU

Through your hidden LOVE
You showed me what I have
That most people do not have
The ability to LOVE YOU
The ability to see your PURE soul
That most people have forgotten
Even to recognize
I thank you for bringing out
That goodness in me
Of witnessing your TRUE soul

The goodness that will make us remember
To cherish every second
For leaving a mark of LOVE
To learn that there is no other thing
To do except LOVE...

Because you make me realize
If I do not LOVE you now
One day my life might end
Just like that..

And I won't be that good again
To LOVE you with my goodness
The goodness I LOVE you so much with

Who cast this magic
that doesn't let me get wet
even when it rains

Who cast this magic
That doesn't **** me
Even after I have died

Who will be able to tell why
I am not moving
Even though I am walking

Who will be able to tell why
I am not living
Even though I am alive

Is it a lightning or is it a breeze
Is it the sun or the moon
Or is it the flowers and the birds
I am being tormented
without understanding
What's happening to me

Is it a beautiful color of LOVE or
A cruelty of fate
That is playing in my life

Sometimes it is a thing of kindness
Sometimes it is a thing of cruelty

Sometimes it is a thing of tears
Sometimes it is a thing of joy

My eyes refuse to close and
want to announce the entire world,
The silence feels like a lullaby
During day LOVE is caring like a mother
During night it harasses like a monster

During day LOVE is seeking you like a DOTING father
During night it caresses me like peacock feather

This situation of losing my way
with out losing never stops

This situation of losing my mind
Without going mad never ends

LOVE follows you with out ever
letting you go,
but you won't be able to see it

This thing that kills
without killing must be TRUE LOVE
It is a ANGEL that lives within me
without giving any warning
I feel something drilling
inside me that must surely be PURE LOVE

Now I see my soul being shattered
That must be ETERNAL LOVE

Who cast this magic
that doesn't let me get wet
even when it rains

Who cast this magic
That doesn't **** me
Even after I have died

It must be TRUE LOVE

Who am I?

I am your mother
I am your father
I am your sister
I am your brother
I am your daughter
I am your son
I am your aunt
I am your uncle
I am your niece
I am your nephew
I am your friend
I am your colleague
I am your mentor
I am your teacher
i am your disciple
I am your devotee

But I am NOT your husband

Then, Who am I?

I am "YOU" who became YOU
I am "I" who is YOU

Who am I?

I am your LOVER
Your AGAPE LOVER

I see you every moment
Within and around me
Still why my eyes are
Searching for YOU?

Oh kind blessed BELOVED of mine
My soul is seeking your touch

I wish an auspicious 2017
Greetings for my BELOVED

May be it was not our destiny
To cross roads last year 2016
Let us hope for change in 2017

I've sent my Greetings to my BELOVED
I am waiting for the miracle to happen

Even the heart of the earth
Even the spirit of the ocean
Even the soul of the sky
Are cracking listening to
My plight of LOVE
I pray my LOVE
Touches your soul

If it was not in our fate in 2016
Let LOVE be our destiny in 2017

I know that for my BELOVED
There is no in-equality
There is always rights - human rights
A fight for empowerment of LOVE
Everyone who shows LOVE
Is tendered with grace, kindness & care

To whoever my BELOVED touches
Will live thereafter in peaceful calm

I know I am very far from my BELOVED
From the aura of BELOVED'z magic

Someone come, tell & show my LOVE
To my BELOVED and
Grant me a relief from my despairs
I live compelled by sadness of
Time cycle of days & nights
Everyone is allowed to see BELOVED'z
Flowers except me,
Why I've been given thorns to walk on?

BELOVED, you know it all, so
What else I should say to YOU?

Just give me a sign from there
My stars sparkle due to your benevolence
Like a mother-baby,
It is not good to keep
Us separated for long

You know I am ready to exchange
Even my life for your sake

I wish an auspicious year of 2017
To everyone

Oh my BELOVED
May be it was not our destiny
To cross roads last year 2016
Let us hope for better in 2017

Do not fight with LOVE
It is futile!
Because no victory is ever achieved
By fighting LOVE
Fighting with LOVE is nothing
But a gradual defeat

Accept LOVE
Joyfully, gratefully, gracefully
All that is LOVE, is good
Because LOVE comes from 'being'
LOVE comes from existence
Accept LOVE, accept yourself
Seek out your liberation
And unravel the mystery of LOVE
The possibility of FREEDOM
Grow the wings to FLY

LOVE is a seed of Godliness
It is also door to your inner-self
YOUR SOUL

Don't worry dear
Your not LOVING is not so bad
Simply understand this & realize that
"NOT LOVING" is simply blocking LOVE
Caging YOU, Walling YOU
Be aware of this fact and
Arm yourself with LOVE