My heart felt like you punched a hole in my chest
.                         the break up?
As I stood there looking at you while you walk/run away from me my world was crashing down
.                                                   Why the break up?
Why does it hurt so bad? Everytime I'm around you my heart starts to beat and I feel the tears I never thought I have run down my face
.                                           Why do I love you so freaking much?
We been together for 3 years and now that was the END of OUR chapter TOGETHER!!!

Today i feel like im king kong on the part when they shot him 50,0000 times
.                                                                             why?
.                  So WHY?  Do I feel that way? Why would u hurt me so bad?
.                                                                            why?
why can't I find someone to  love me? Nd not treat/**** me like an animal

why?
.                                  why is king kong so happy but I'm in the wrong side of the bed mood?
.                                                                 why?
.                                   why do you think king kong is happier than me?

Fake a smile, fake a feeling.
Pretend that this is over now.
Staying strong, like a soldier, with a convincing smile.
You know it's not real, you know you want to give up.
But you will not lose hope on yourself.

You keep reminding yourself that all the bad stuff, happened for a reason.
So you keep going, into the life again with a bright, fake smile on your face.

If you smile hard enough maybe one day you will believe its true.

The way you make me feel is an amazing feeling i never felt b4.
.                                                  why?
the way you make me feel is better than anything in this world
.                                               why?

the way I feel is the way king kong felt when he seen the women with the red dress
.                                               why?

sharp pains growing in my heart
.                                                         pains
.                                       that I can't control but I want to
.                                                       pains
.                                      the pains grow off of you from you
.                                                         pains
.                                       why do you do this to me?
.                              I love  you do much that I will run to the moon,
.                              the stars to prove how much I love you honey