You will search for me,
In every person you are with.
But darling you know what?
I won’t be FOUND!!

I don't really work at 5pm

I don't work I just stare
I don't work I just watch

I watch the sun from a far
I stare at it until it finally goes down

It is perfect from afar!
Lovely to look at.

So distant, yet I still fall in love
Can't even feel its warmth

I don't really work at 5pm
Cause all I do is think of you..

Everytime I see you
with your new
My heart aches because of you
and now I no longer have a value

It is impossible to give what you do not have,
Therefore,if you do not have love. You can not love,
If you do not love yourself,you can not love another.

My thoughts' enough to get me drunk

what is one to do with a love that is outdated and dead?
because i don't know what to do with this love
the love of things that merely exist but cannot be created the same
they barely exist, only in the worlds that desire this
i don't believe me and my love for these things that barely exist
belong on this plane of existence
we don't belong but we work, we coexist in this reality of art
and it's a beautiful mingling of minds
i don't belong in this era and i should be where it was
but i'm not and i'm here and i'm desiring that world
the feelings and the reality of that world
so what do i do with this love of that place and not this one?