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Jul 2014 Mary

Untitled

Jul 2014 Mary

PK Wakefield

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o open me quiet

–in–

more completely my
very closed.

that such
,of tightest whiteness,
spreads cooly

parts ethereally

the quirky mystery
of empty rooms
behind nice doors

(where every sleeping is awake
amongst such nothing so big
eats totally the quick figment of
a thought faster

than breath )

.So let's small?

Jul 2014 Mary

Pressure

Jul 2014 Mary

Wisp

Pressure

“Do it
Do it
Do it.”, the shadows say.
So bright
Yet eerie
Palms sweaty
Heart crashing
Leg shavers are my enemy
1
2
3
5
7
13
Handmade vents of pain
Sweet Release
Clean up the mess
Memory lost
Go to bed.
“Wake up.
Wake up.”
Is it time to start again?

#cutting

Jul 2014 Mary

It was.

Jul 2014 Mary

Lauren Sage

It was.

I love you and we've
Been together for a million seconds, two years, countless silent
Minutes but I
Don't think it will work I
Don't think it's written in the stars.

I know, at some point,
It was.

Jul 2014 Mary

perhaps

Jul 2014 Mary

jeffrey robin

perhaps

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We

We are gone from here

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Dream child your own dream

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The .....       ((?)         --- the WHAT ?

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So so tired of my silly poetry

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( if you could REALLY hear me talk ! )

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In the prison late tonight

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Under the stars !

The children of the garbage dumps

Dream of being a FOOTBOL  STAR

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We

We are gone from here

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Perhaps to a better place

Jul 2014 Mary

Without Hope

Jul 2014 Mary

Eddie Starr

Without Hope

Without hope, everyone would give up and die.
Without hope all would be lost so why try .
Without hope there would be no love at all.
Without hope all would be lost only despair.
Without hope your life would be empty.
But there is Hope, his name is Jesus Christ.
There is Hope, so all is not lost for he is good.
There is Hope in God the creator of the universe.
There is Hope so I shall get up and rejoice.

Jul 2014 Mary

Get The Skinny On Me

Jul 2014 Mary

Wisp

Get The Skinny On Me

I dropped more today.
From the gelatinous 180 last August
To my blubbery 156
I thought this would go faster.
She told me it would.

Emily is like this corpse, you see…
How they’re always on your mind, haunting.
Her ***** stained face, flashes, like a memory
“This is where you’ll end up. Just ******* wait.”

I’m not scared. I promise.
But I don’t trust her pretty.
Not completely.

UPDATE:

I tried to ignore the urge to throw up.
But now that I gained all of my weight back,
I'm throwing caution to the wind,
going to college and
starving this fat away.

I pledge 177 to plunge to 140 by Thanksgiving.

#skinny #fat #emily