skip the beat with robotic meat your turn with vapor power;
lift high the American banner is that your worth after
shattered crystal clear illusion solvent as per a solution

They are still our friends
it's just there on the wrong tracks
There the renegade of are society
whatever feels good do it

Follow after idols of vice
this is purely their choice
Life is filled with kings and queens
a noble price to pay

Many walk with tombstones for eyes
does this come at any big surprise
We each have been given a choice
Live, laugh & cry

A soft reply
the twilight sun has tainted my inner vision
Set forth on a mission
long lines in search of love

Forget the night in comes from above
we can't help to accept the way we feel
Perhaps a love embrace will seal the deal
long lines formed in the sand

When will we ever understand
we can't keep sticking it to the man
The truth will set you free
what is my last humble plea

Humble yourself before the one we have to do
perhaps we have bitten off more then we could chew
Behold he makes all things new

All Is A Will For Power Nothing More

*******
hallucination in philosphical explanation
politicians drink my wine come and smoke my tea
we all tend to disagree from all the demonic mockery
painted fences with reckless advances
no second chances have to be perfect
whom do you seek or willingly agree
cats with blue hats
working so hard can give you a heart attack
put out some slack
stubborn liberal hot headed mess
feminist
equate logic for fear

existentialism at its best
I must clearly confess
we are in quite a mess
everyone's worshipping something
got a bun in the oven
kissing your second cousin
headed for destruction
inhillation in its soul vexation
Trump in his ivory tower can't even take a cold shower
North Korea's little boy porker
where the **** is this wall ?
do we have to hear it from the voice of a no it all

barbed wire fences
extremeties to watch suckers bleed
****** on the rise
abortion on demand
when will we ever live to understand
Elder Bush try's to get some bush
the corporate greed what a ******* sleeze
busy as a bee in your society
blinded leaders of the blind
some will fall into a great ditch
then most marry a *****
yet lust isn't pure love
we sweep things under the rug
Satan laughing spreads his wings
all in all by its evil twisted means

can't help you
cause they can't even help themselves
extortioners & real liars
no one has a voice today
no one gives a ****
worried abouth Hugh Hefner ******* on his final ***
zombie creatures with viscous fangs that bite dripping blood of side
you all want to just run away & hide
its the actual day of the walking dead face full of lead
for I exist as if a vapor then I am no more
a challenge to be free is a question of time

The temptress on her noon day smiles
with cadence fought back a tear from her eyes
the longing and belonging
the days are coming to hear a song
to set you on flight with wings to help you get along
whoever eats Summer's grapes shall be unharmed
stretch forth your hands to a traffic stop along the emblems far too sent

The temptress laid waste in her proxy bit unpolished
to bask in the vast expanse of the tropics
take you away to a beautiful place
whinding down the ladder
beg for mercy nor mere chatter
she dipped her pen in the ink well again
cold hearts etched in its timeless frenzy exposed

It's quiet now on the edge of town
food is scarce on the land
There's a turbulence something stirring
How can you even face it
no rest for the wicked
they travel in packs as a wolf
every corner they will follow
hearts are filled with bitter sorrow
they hide behind a squeeky wheel
others insist as no big deal
they can't help you cause they can't help themselves
searching through the garbage for truth
fall under the hiden garb of compromise
can't we see through those lies
they stay up all night with fright
in search of blood dripping blood off of side
the evil run away to hide
when they see the light
falling on deaf ears
they falls with bitter tears.

outside on the patio
sat an old cat
timid creature with a vibrant imagination
dusted off an old book
studied until the late hours of the night
a candle light
each of us is given a gift
romance is in the air
we all love to be loved

in the base of the room
stood a candle lit in vast duration
we all must embrace these days

the good I wish I could do I do the very evil that I hate this I do
have I bitten off far more then I could ever chew
what a mess we made of this life I must confess
we have constructed pyramids to honor are dead

don't get me wrong we want to do right but something tears us apart...
choose to be selfless in such a selfless world you see
we hear things but it goes in one ear out the other
why do we even bother

quick conclusions will often lead the best of us astray
the wisest move in life is but to wait
otherwise are galloping emotions run away like horses at the gate
getting stuck in the mix call it a quick fix

the people of society can't help you cause they can't help themselves
maybe I should put that book right back on the shelf
these are desolate times yet we settle for ill but faded rhymes
got one foot in heaven while the other is in hell

yet we all have a good story in which to tell
the ordeal within with one you can depend
come help me my friend
life goes by to fast no one gets by on any free pass

Questions of Destiny

Listening to bass out my window
Wanting my heart to console
Waiting for Mr. Wonderful,
Yet feeling so sorrowful

Destiny has reigned my life
Always remembering all my strife
Always asking that question
What is your intention ?

Feeling almost remote
Trying to handle as much as I can tote
My life is sleeping in his room
Scared for him, he will consume

Consume all the fear and hate
That I have been doomed with by fate
As I look out my window, I see
Light and day, I do decree

Watching and waiting for my heart to unfold,
Who will be that person
That my heart beholds ?

learn to dance
a chance at romance
without a glance
years ago let the truth be told
got to put things in perspective
some are very often left captive
we all must know the truth for ourselves
put that book right back on the shelf
lift up your senses
bask in the vast expanse
may have to change my residence
searching through loop holes we will get *** holes
many years ago
let the truth be told
that's how I roll
through the duration of time
we have created a rhyme
all must stand in line
patience is a virtue
therefore gain wisdom
light & love
rich words from above
we each must never go under

Lord, tonight there is a lot of hurting people inside. Show them Lord your presence in there lives. Father God, to the women who is deciding whether or not to abort their child. God show her the truth in your holy word that abortion is clearly ******. Father, to the street walker in the City of Waterbury give peace to her dear soul . Jesus...Jesus your the lover of our soul you come take control. Help us father to be ready for your appearing in all of your fullness. Dear Lord Jesus, egnite the fire & flame of your desire to be full & pure. Lord, many are having affairs as they are married God we ask you Lord for healing. In the area of our finances Lord please provide a clear way dear Jesus. As we wait on you & trust you as savior. Amen

inside we so often wander aimlessly through the vortex of spirituality
we dig still deep then ever before to reach the pinnacle of are being
soft sandal feet with a pitter patter noise of a peace that passes understanding
gravity takes a hold of me yet again I wander aimlessly onto another place
the cadence of columns with pillars nestled in the tiny fragments of my skull
love has a name I am that I am may you all understand
love came to the woman at the well with a great faith to tell
love was drawing with his finger in the sand in front of the ******* accused
love was there from the very beginning & continues freely
to bask in the vast expanse of all known duration of inner sanctity
love needs to get apart from societal mainstream cause
living in todays mindset can be very mean
people are wandering as if nomadic herdsmen in desolation
falling apart at the seams in a pool of seeking self to please
shadows block the tug of the heart to light the inner spark of what I need to know
vast numbers are coming to an ultimate decision for there lives
does it come at any big enough surprise that Jesus is living in us
let us not enter into the forces that beckon a resistance
out of ever circumstance learn to take part in the dance
most of the world is living in a trance locked away in their own little tomb
we are forever his child in twilight through the turmoil & pain
join hands to start spreading the true meaning of why we are here
let me make this quite clear not everyone is free
they will call him Lord in the final day but he will not hear you
come to the small still voice who beckons your heart to draw near
let love be the anchor that holds the soul don't lose your control
people generally live for sin, self & Satan
wearing your Sunday best while frying the bacon
come to a greater knowledge then self
maybe you want to put that book right back on the shelf
only one life will soon be passed only what's done out of love will last
yet no one gets by on any free pass
We are forever his child gripped by the masters hand
hopefully someday you will all live to understand ?

hit a tender nerve
as if you haven't heard
what a disturbing word
time is on our side by in time
we all want to run away & hide
from the notion of love
springs from help from above
tend to push things under the rug
hearing voices with tender choices
can't even cope with hope
like having a fight with the soap on the rope
yet I'm doing my thing in the evil swing
nothing but a plate of glass
right out on the patio
the weaker you get inflates your ego

a song in silence
a hymn in private
words expressed words unheard
life is but a contest
it's filled with tests I must confess
some are left behind an eight ball
from that of a know it all
but you will know when your number is up
now at a good angle the plate glimmers in the light
never give up on the fight

Got My Game On

got my game on playing basketball in the back lot down at Sandy Dr.
watermelon, chicken with grits not to mention those delicous ****
call me on my cell uptown when I'm in trouble make my Martini strong like on the double
relaxing smoking fat blunts on the side thank you Jesus I'm still alive
flirting with fire is no way my bed for desire but sometimes it can take you hire
the streets are now empty the crib is just fine sipping on my cherry wine
later on i'll take a cruise if i'm in the mood ringing those bells knocking them boots
***** ain't nothing but meat on the bone I'll **** it I'll **** it i'll leave it alone
every dog needs its brand new bone as I'm along way from my home
Naw, my girl is a queen in her own little making always in the kitchen frying up the bacon
there she sits in the middle of the room in her robe with no clothes underneath
I take a peak and she falls apart then I make my start to wander through her body
Marvin Gaye was right get up let's make love tonight without a fight
Cause i need a lady who is ready for *** lest i confess its a big test we sweat

Arm me with harmony got these dope rhyme in me falling apart at the seams
Each new day I pray to rock the hip hop while I eat my pop rocks boogy down to the socks
Dreams of better times thoughts of blowing it up with a nursery rhyme get much deeper
Follow me I got big dreams eating my nice ice cream ******* scream
There can be no other brother who will want another blast from the past tend to over react
Comedy is the creation of a genius but this much I dismiss its the battle for you mind
Staying up late working on my rhyme getting it in check and in line everythings fine
Praying for a miracle as i go to the next level taking the ball to dribble down the middle
Inside we hide behind four walls of steel claiming its no big deal you know the drill
Used to be customary to hold open the door for your neighbor but today its not favor
Used to pray but today you insist it ought not be that way
Rap can either make you or break you be on top or stop you but there's no curfew
Someday soon I'm going to see my name up in lights cause I'm a ruler not the follower
Big mansion with fast cash advances often second glances in its romances

Think of L.L. Cool J and the way he has a humble display bruh is always charming
Look to the likes of Nas, Akon & Fetty Wap homeboys do think a lot
Create in me a great rhyme so i'm on time blowin up the charts playing darts
Light em up if you got them cause its moving too fast with these hot tracks such a blast
Sooner or later we need to take time out to talk with the creator hoping for a Christmas miracle cause I got new material
Unction  junction what's your function you got one bun in the oven
going to be preaching to the streets like M.C. Hammer & Reverand Run having some fun
Life is what you make it while living the dream streets can be very mean
Trump trying to take away old peeps Medicare like he cares doesn't ever tear
while he sits in his ivory tower working on his wall that no it all
but I like to look at positive things where people seem to be getting ahead not some face filled with lead...
I'm a freak in sheet going taking you down tonight why resist and fight its out of sight
Got my game on when things go wrong so nows a good enough time to end this song (Word)

somebody's going to hurt someone
before the night is through
solemn papal pew
fought back the pain with vice

another chance to roll the dice
pillow, cigar, change & wallet
a barricade of lust in a rush
Satan's laughing spreads his wings

shaped the inner heart with a fury
a chance at romance with a twist
you have come so far
not to turn back now

relationship in trouble
make my Martini strong like on the double
the gravitational pull may bring some down
don't ever wear your head down in a frown

sadness can be turned to gladness amidst the madness
she will take your heart if you let her
just forget her
better to have loved and lost

we must go before the toss
love is gained it also has lost
humanities heaviest of cost
lipstick, radio, make up, gum & loose change

there is a fountain hidden with peace in our society to set mens hearts free
folks its time we came together no matter what the weather & smile
for we know all the great while that its hip to be square no matter what you wear
its an anything goes no holds bars mentality given out to you & me
teachers tend to teach while preachers reach out to preach
each of of us is responsible you see for holding their own mentality inside of you & me
some say its all make believe living in a land of kings and queens
very few have a clue in what to do biting off more then they could ever chew
some even hide it all inside because of their pride

a challenge to be free is a question of time
bust up the hip hop beats and a great rhyme
going to a new jack swing where people often sing
freedom isn't necessarily free so that's the reality inside of you & me
as we graduate we tend to meditate on all that false bias and hate
folks need to come together no matter what the weather all the better
the closer we get to the summit then we can take a peak
rationalize with all that flys in the neighborhood hustlers getting busted
in God we trusted may have gotten rusted but the message still stand you all understand

just like Magilla Gorilla you got my caught in the middle playing second fiddle
with hoops dreams i deliver sipping on my forty for recovery so don't you even try to bother me...
sipping on something nice will make you think about things twice
but I'm still around with the sound getting down
its a rage in the cage so watch your freakin age and behave
always with the fast money but you don't bother checking on your honey
she acting a little bit crazy pushing up daisies getting a little lazy
need to come together as one as such was Big Pun having fun
ashes to ashes dust to dust put your main hope in the one you trust
Motel, Hotel, Holiday Inn we are all here to win the game you understand my friend

Superman was out of sight even earning his wings at the edge of night with such a fight
Course you got the likes of Shaggy with ****** rolling up a fat doobie
ain't nothing to it just got to go through it each step i took with a different look
shape dreams with your hair my pretty child choose the day you might want to pray
together forever we shall shine all you critics can just kiss my fat behind
in time we shall shine if we don't let go with the beat attached to the tempo we go
Come together peeps as you get busy in your sheets bust a nut in a rut please
Crazy lady driving a blue Nova just a roll over the shoulder bolder holder
Peeps are just jealous when they have to take notice

Journey To The Center Of The Earth
Why do we even care ?
the notion of the left at ease
Shadows in the brazen eyes
Journey to the center of the earth...
A breach to put
love is for certain
got to wait for surgery
Why don't people let me be ?

Thoughts of living in the make believe
love is gifted along with laughter
Gather round my friend on some mother hen
lover's left from the count of ten
shouts of grace spread about the fan
lover's left to race upon our Peyton Place

Left to ever release
Given a solemn peace;
Journey to the center of the earth
perched beneath the timber & squeeze
Shouts of joy
A brand new toy
filled up with a noted ploy

A pierced love in tender means
through the trees
the honey nor a mere breeze
shadows for ego taste
from my head down to my toe

try me if you please as you are out spreading the disease
plagued by thoughts of granduer with affectionate melancholy
sparkling array of blissful care through the air
my very soul permeates a reason for being amidst the changing of the seasons
with daffodils and common ivy hue
come with me as we frolic in a land of make believe
away from the bustling crowd can make you think out loud
there is a land with kings and queens with twisted heated evil schemes
nestled near the dungeon there lies a little baby dragon caught in his humble abode
a nearby court jester merry and wise enticing to the villagers in the square
juggling and spinning around like the present day clown
a fare maiden timid with red dress alone in her castle looking into the mirror
there is a beautiful butterfly that leaps through the cobblestone onto the greenn grass with moss
the lovely maiden begins to sip on a cup of tea with a bisquit crumbs are left behind
faces, spaces & traces
filter through the duration of time in a menagerie of sorts in the quaint kings court
there in the center is the jewel of the Nile running rampant &  wild
personifications of colors mark the cobblestones leading to a garden with beautiful flowers
it's Spring time and the court is filled with wine & spice galore
a black cat dazzles in the sunlight next to the baby dragon alone
the court jester begins his sonnet with not a dry eye in the parlor
"Love is the essence of my inner existence shun its resistance"...
outside at night the moon was still and there fell a quaint bellowing noise coming from the baby dragon as if a gasp.
nestled below there was small dwarfs scratching there heads trying to go to bed

perched on the maiden's window was a beautiful white dove with a reed in its beek
in solace the warm brevity permeates throughout the duration of this quaint land
let the reader understand the fullest extent of the kingdom in your thoughts
into letting it dazzle the very fabrication of your mind then in time
dreams would ensue of decorative doorways with covered wagons & parchment boards exposed
inside you will see the visualization of a walkway a given chance to get away
behind pillars then trophies of long ago in this vast domain
beautiful illustration of the unseen land let it bask in the vast expanse of your mind
a place to find love for nature and the beauty it helps to represent
the maiden has a significant purpose to bridge the gap between heaven & hell
with a great story in which to tell from the heart of her soul
her mind tingles her body aches with the pleasure she was afforded
when she is done she will feel the ****** of her restored heart with that of sullen brevity
she cares for the baby dragon with equated logic and fervor and will forever honor her
the green moss surrounds the land and even infects the nostrils of the palace guard
for this is a land we used to have been given to us out of vested reason of being
the intuned harmony to the hidden beasts menagerie cause all of life is but a mystery you see

hanging chads
cigar
*******
nerves of steel
confronting the Korean little boy
brand new toy
olives for dinner
we got a winner
Al Gore almost won
city in ivory tower
the wall
threats in Syria
hysteria

pray tell the Winter slobber on its cold
delight yourself in Spring where freedom rings abode
for tomorrow is a splash of elegance waiting to be fashioned
Autumn has an errie way to display your inner passions

one by one we trek through the opened field taking time to yield
one by one though government our own chief aim & ploy
riding high in Autumn's spring with words to call
suffer the little children in parts unknown

bellow there are pialls of thought of communication
impressed by their atmosphere
we are each a stepping stone based in the capitivating mind

through a variance in a dream voices scream
when I dream of a virtual reality minus the cavity
most of us are stuck in its gravity causing calamity
society has the notion of whispers in there veins
I chance at which to rearrange inside
another page has been turned and a bridge burned
that's what make us a human being
she stands alone through her inner pain
not having her in my arms is driving me insane
loneliness sets in my heart again
where to even begin the emptiness sets in


the ocean has a way to tame the average human soul
to search in the corridor of love's devine
yet I have a tender tooth cause your sweet like candy baby
the impulse of the heart will light the tender spark to what I need to know
shadows block the midnight smile still to know all the great while
there are forces that will not let me go
sugar is sweet like sweet as honey
I'm going be the one who brings home the money
there are inner pearls of nuggets in which to explore
in the days of my youth I was told how to be a man
how do I know when its love
does it come from heaven above
should it be swept under the rug

whispers
eyes, hands, feet
longing for the intense longing
a challenge to be free is a quest of time
searching for that kind of love
its a matter of time & we shall shine

the violin was playing out in the corridor then a faint drawn out sound
in walks in a passing fare maiden skin pale and fainting from the heat
an exquisite bar was serving drinks down at the Prior Square experience
a glance to the left you can see the scenic view of the ocean with seagulls

remember me in times like these the pressing heart to a sweet homily
there's power in a song as it hit the strings
elps one get along sought after cadence
do not be afraid of a vision for it will teach you of what is to become
silently at night in my bed I dream of a demonic presence taking me away and dropping me

Breath deep through each attempt of extravagance yet at a glance it fades in the sunlight
Brandished through the ivy dressed with a taste of salt pete sipping tea alone
we stand erected to embrace its logical persuasion through the village gate
best to comtemplate the given addage of brevity along with a glimpse of cadence

At night the villagers get together for a dance to celebrate the order of the day
pier long in the deep manifestation of an audience plagued with vast new ideals
decor of decorated lavish attendees in the Prior Square holing hands
times like these are but far in few between

Look Out My Window

what do I see a belly looking back at me
traffic in catastrophe live in longevity
make music with my mind casting from behind
noise pollution to be found with a yawn
just to make believe in your heart;
loose to pull some teeth ****** with a sheet
look out my window with a smile
just to know a great while
burning bridges across the river Nile;
charmed to cope in the ivory scope
thin minds rob the roof so blind
charm to harm

just suppose;
a bit far fetched
Tumble **** on traverse spence
he came to me amidst a breeze
he sought me when I was down on my knees
he loved me unconditionally
nestled through the leaves

time well spent in thought
the tide comes in it also rises
further into the quantum pulse
the memory sullen with velvet leaves

the price he had to pay for all our yesterdays
chosen from off the vine
crafted in by his great design
he seeks us early he sought us when we were down

through every valley and stream
Satan would buffet
the trials would come
but by his word we are free

caress the silver embrace the gold
as waiting heart to implode
onto a different episode
lay up your silver forfeit your gold

lines to be drawn in the sand
the embrace tender of her hand
lavender dew fresh on the morning sod
togetherness

a tender ear to reflect
Jesus we must confess
we shall meet at the love fest
in God we trust

although nails in his hand
we shall understand
the masters ultimate plan

two will be playing in the field
one will be taken the other left
no one knows the hour when Jesus will return
To know this if the good man knew

don't you think he would have his house in order
many will cry Lord ! Lord !
then he will proclaim I never knew you
one must have a heart saturated with truth

in order to withstand the true test of time
In the book of revelations it speaks of his coming
the book of Daniel has references
yet are we prepared for what is to become

those who are left will have to receive a mark
666
in a twinkling of an eye we shall behold him
with all the fullness of his glory

the world just wants to change the story
the time now to get saved my friend
Jesus is a friend with whom you can depend
he's not about steeples or a salesman giving you something to hear

no his love was such that he suffered so much
just to cause some of us to follow
it maybe tomorrow the hour is still unknown
people will be in planes then disappeared

there will be the biggest traffic jam known to man
accidents galore where people will be no more
safely into the hands of almighty God
please don't be left behind having your heart in a cloud

When you fall asleep at night
your mind goes into an eerie flight
You can open the gate with they key of thought,
and don't have to do what you've been taught

You sing, and dance, and prance all day,
and you act so happy and also gay.
You run in circles and run into trees,
and cut your elbows and scrape your knees.

But sometimes you open the wrong gate,
and find yourself facing a terrible fate.
There are monsters, ghouls, and also grouches,
and then you wish you were on comfortable couches

And when you're done and almost through,
your mind knows exactly what to do.
You go back through the eerie flight,
it maybe day it maybe night

And when your mind comes back to you,
you may wake up and have a flu.
You could leave for school very late,
and find out that it's the wrong date.

And you could play outside in the streams,
but you will know that you entered,
"The Land of Dreams ".

Love Is All We Need

you can hear it in the alley in back of the street
you can face it with a dear for a meet & greet
we have created a true rich calling
love is the essence of mankind's existence
hold off to ever join the resistance
this is are chance to spread it to the masses
some words have fallen on deaf words as if you haven't heard
but a true heart needs to be saturated with the truth
in order to withstand the true test of time
John Lennon sang it with Yoko
it is words for the hopeful
love has gained & never lost
humanities heaviest of cost
filter through the noise pollution with a much needed solution
love is a you need
many hearts are torn & bleed
but for the hopeful believer the willing achiever
you will see the bright manifestation of its call
lines are being formed in the sand
when will we ever live to understand
quick conclusions often lead the best of us astray
the wisest move in life is but to wait
otherwise are galloping emotions run away like horses at the gate
just call it fate a reason to believe
we all need to come together no matter what the weather
use your voices send out noises
the poets are calling for this order
we can all make a difference if we only try

Sinatra

field of dreams sought after disease
Now there end is near
triumphant lead,
door bell rings

Sinatra sings...
left to laughter in his knee...
New York..New York
handsome man;
leader of their band

Prince

Oh lets see if I can remember
My memory deceives me...the past has been long forgotten
The present at ends-deadly
Oh but the future !

Bright as the orange star falling from the silent sky
Yes, the breath taking, conscious waking midnight blue
It's the year 1999
When the impossible dreams come true

The presidents war games have taken the best of all mankind
And no ruler left to rule-what's left
of God's creation- only mans destructions
But what comes from up above as true as the white dove

or ornery as the black moon He or is it He ?
Takes the figure of a mortal, but the soul of a devil
It's the prince of revelation and his bride
to be enduring in a celebration of his victory

in the land of red seas and purple rain nothing less
The lion has lost his crown and thrown to the sterling white horse
with the magical horn and the Almighty sky ruler has done
the same to a thundering pitch mammal, the Pegasus-His name.

The tree of life is everlasting with great beauty to behold
Seeds may fall to the sea of green
Sheltered by the tender blades
forever reproducing life

Others fall but never rise
Falling on the shady side
On earth refusing to produce a bud
Unable to see the light

The tree of life is torn
Between the darkness and the light
Unable to conclude or choose
Which is morally right

And in all the fury
The tree of life is struck
By a bolt of indecision
And it withers to the ground

The darkness did not flourish
Nor was it enlightened with hope
And the light side lives in denial
That the dark side even exists

Leaves Of Life

My life has been just like a book
The first pages unsoiled, clean and slow
Then gradually quickening as henceforth I grow
My ravenous mind was greedy for life;

Always eager to reach the next page
Now reluctant to proceed in my old age
I have lived through countless chapters
Seen love and hate come and go

But what comes at the end, I do not yet know
The beginning pages of my book
are now worn and thin,
So many times have I read them all,

things my memory could recall
But what of me when the last page is in place ?
Will another volume be my restitution,
My gift, payment, or restitution ?

My enthusiastic view of life has dimmed
I once felt young, and radiantly free,
Now that's just a part of my memory
At least I saw the words "the end" before they came

I cheerfully lived my life in full,
And although it has neared it's end, I loved it all !

against the immense triumph there is freedom
shaped by the mire of fencing at its best
most of life is but a test
tragedy in its commodity
we travels so far not to turn back now
can't turn around when your hands to the plough
I cry out for magic in the instant of your success
crafted by the memory of your dear mainstream
letting go of all noise we search for words

the fighting is the hardest part
with words apart
we dig deeper then ever before
so you shop at the diamond store
with words to explore awe so much more

why do some people get away with things and others don't
people are people so why should it be you and I appear awfully

no one questions anymore no one has a voice
it's the blind leading the blind soon will fall into a ditch

all the hero's and legends I knew as a child turned into idols of clay
don't you believe in what t.v. or the radio says about you

many seek for solace amidst the inner plight of silence
death is there doormat they squeeze all the love out of you

some seek to drawn there sorrows in a bottle like no tomorrow
the impulse of a hug takes a back seat with cheap lust

why does one equate logic for fear ?
I sit again in the silence alone,

minds that plug for bitter destruction in their brain washed minds
how it rains on the just & unjust...

a tug at the heart will light the inner spark to what I've been waiting for....
man has constructed living pyramids to honor their dead,

the notion of no atheists in fox holes
I don't debate them anymore only choose to love them instead

the walking dead having viscous hanging fangs that bite...
dot the i's and cross the t's

we resign as living socialites in our miniature soldier war
a toast of friends only to discover there is no love in their hearts

there are heads in the street for a burning cause but for what ?
they all claim its a banner of love but its hate in disguise

a lover in life is not the sinner
weak willed tyrants feeling a funeral in their brain

Why is love cheap lust these days get back to the basics
we choose to hide behind the false garb of compromise

Can't we see through all those twisted Satanic lies ?

My heart cries out;
Pain, encaged within my soul
All my images; shattered,
One touch from you tears inside,

Yet nothing can open the cage
Secured
Please,
Bearer of my key, unlock me

Unlock my cage
My war within, deep in the clefts,
No other knows
Shadows of hope I give

To those without the need
The Rose; Elegantly beautiful
Beware
Thorns that tear,

Tearing at the soul inside,
Bleeding, left to die, Please,
Bearer of my key, unleash me
Unleash my pain

Life, is it really worth living for ?
I did not know until God opened the door

And there he was in the shape of a big, bright, spiritual light,
He said, Son, believeth in me and everything shall be alright

So every morning I get down on my knees and pray:
God, please let me have another clean and sober day !

Though I often have thoughts of suicide
And tell the Lord: oh, how hard I've tried

Then I asked him for a way out of this bind;
With a silent voice, he answered: my son, one day at a time

Before I called upon him I had one foot in the grave;
but like he told me, believeth in him an thou shalt be saved

When my mind and nerves become idle,
I become secluded and read the bible

So now I am saved and will always wear his sign
And will never forget the blessing he placed in mind !

Now that I've found myself and my goal
With dignity and pride I can shout out, no !

No one wants to be a drug or suicidal fanatic;
So remember, that's life through the eyes of an addict !

mockery in the vines
homicide
viscous fangs that bite
suicide

please lend me your ear with the thought I might disappear
falling apart at the seams in some twisted evil means
violation of the innocent
Ozzy Osbourne's solution

the brigade of helpless souls plunged in their fatal dimise
can't stop listening to Satans twisted lies
does this come at any big enough surprise
always in the middle playing a game of second fiddle

Kurt Cobain sought its end
let us not pretend cause we are only human
darkened portals of deranged ****** manifestation
blackened stench on the nations youth

no one helps you anymore no one has a voice
a sad choice to end it all in such a devastation
free us now before its far too late

through the duration of time to think sublime
heroes are made through like hellos
the wrestling with the window
one to embark on its solstace
throughout the duration of time so fine
with love to climb upon
long lines formed in desolation
burst inside with appreciation
live long &  prosper
keep your mind in heavenlies
illusively through a dream
meadows are plain in view
horizons of beautiful personifications
each door we close there's always one opened
search your heart to help impart the meaning
believe in hope
so far to cope
down to your last thin rope
love has hope we can share
let's look above to the heavenly love
sare with others a brand new you

Once each week at visiting hour
To me he comes past prison tower
feeling his way with guard in lead
To fulfill with love our mutual need

My breath does pant, my heart does race
at the gruesome sight of his ruined face
And I recall with pain the very day
I took the gun, shot his face away

Mostly gone the sight, the smell, the taste
Leaving ugly, disfigurement in handsome place
but my act to him alters not his goal
He cares for me with impassioned soul

Though surgical skill could restore the looks
he spends his money on attorney's books
To give me pardon as he has done
for he is my father and I his son

Van Halen
a young kid running the streets of California
Brother Alex playing on the pots & pans
In time young Eddie bought a guitar
hoping in his heart he'll go far

Although from that scene many years had passed
still having every reason to grasp,
A deep aura of musical talent intact
Soon a band was formed with Diamond Dave, Alex, Michael & Ed

what was going on inside his head
flirting with drugs along his path
Working so hard anyone else would have a heart attack
Eruption on stage with the wailing of his guitar 1984

Still time had passed and the parting of the ways with Diamond Dave
Out of sadness there was new gladness with Sammy singing lead
A break up with Valerie Bertenelli yet out came son Wolfie
Hitting the streets again a brief excursion

A band with a talent unmatched still another parting of ways
Then it was Mr. Cherona that fell apart at the seems to extreme
Looking back today the band went all the way
Shooting to the stars a reunited band with Diamond Dave again

Perhaps it's best to hold our breath and count to the number ten ?
Eddie was and still is my biggest inspiration
Now is a good time for the band to take a break on a long vacation.

why should you worry when the world is in such a hurry eyes are blurry
there's something in me that wants to get next to me try and forget thee
pen to the vision that you have been wishing to be my faithful friend you understand
each passing day gives wings to pray perhaps another way sit out in the shade

come to me among treasured vespered leaves the triumphant swing of self to please
hearts that come together through an argument come to tempt its coincidence

we so often will quiver
underneath the covers
why do we even bother
in a world in so much trouble
perhaps you'll make my Martini stron like on the double
To grasp at straws
in obeying all those laws
some may claim we are a lost cause

a clearing near a forest
it is their a path we need to tread
walking by tall Willow trees
in the distance squirrels look for acorns
a road turns darke
we shiver in the cold
connlestone walkway along its path
grasping each others hand
let me be the first to help you understand

the just moments after the walk
a sound of silence permeates a flow
there are some things you ought to know
life is filled up with moments such as these
shadows break to the fullness of love
coming from a hand from up above
a mere notion of a mystery soon to discover
again under the covers
Why do we even bother ?

she was my own at last just her & I
feelings of love filled up my soul
when I looked deep into her eyes
it is then I could see a future together
only anothe phone call rings at every Thursday morn
this was my other girl sending quite a thrill
got to be careful so no one will know
they feelings are awe so real

yet I know the deal life is but a spinning wheel
we both can't let go in how we feel
secret lover she holds the key to one of my lifes destiny
come to fully agree can't have my cake and eat it to
so now that we are through i want you back
not having you in my arms is giving me a heart attack
so tell me how come you over react what the heck
our truest fate is sealed behind the squeeky wheel

another chance to play at game of let's make a deal
how should i feel its eating me up inside
I want to run away & hide
something inside of me blinds me from getting inside of thee
take baby steps and we both will agree
a secret lover was never meant to be

each of us is faced with a decision
a heart that burns and is ever giving
some go through deep moments alone
others ponder a new way of escape
perhaps you may call it fate
it helps to get away
beyond the brisk hustle & bustle
getting away from all the trouble
to a place of reasom from within
a new way to begin again
we clap our hands in peril of our assortment

heavy hearts are out stirring tonight
yet no one questions anymore
instead we settle for anything goes
the bullet holes
a braided fixture to expose
yet the impulse of the drama brings us near
I shed a tear to numb the inner pain
not having her in my arms is driving me insane
yet we do nothing but complain
as the world outside goes totally insane
for you are the magnet and I am the steal
only get one chance at life's spinning wheel
yet you say its no big deal

something inside hurts you the most
like a lost seagull outside on the coast
spread your wings as in the holy ghost
a challenge to be free is a question of time

the close of the day
out on the patio
we stare at the wall
covered from the mere notion of regret
there is a deeper meaning in this place
to equate logic for fear
for I shed a single tear to help numb its inner pain
harken onto the moment in my thoughts
crumb cakes with granola bars left for snacks
the garden you had pulled the weeds back
the fertile soil permeates the fragment of its land fertlization
we humbly tred upon solace the thoughts will last
shelter lies dormant amidst its beckoning plow
still I need a shoulder to cry on
the Martini that you drank last night at the bar
sdt pitter patter of glasses clasping together
snap shot moments in my head

golden nuggets of wisdom that come from a higher source
the scope of the sun has tainted my inner vision
a soul vexed in its derision
we may never pass this way
time goes by so very fast
all those good moments you hope that they would last
no other better way then to bow the knee to pray
others might insist it ought not be that way
yet for today send a chill down the spine
heads today are in the walking blind
make sure you don't ever be left behind

When What You Believe Infiltrates Your Behavior The Process Builds The Foundation !
A challenge to be free is a question of time.
My soul permeates the very fabric of my existence
A beacon of light to a hurting world in need of love
look deeper again my sweet friend
therefore gain wisdom with all thy getting gain understanding
one has remained lax from what's spiritual
relying on the temporal
hiding behind the squeaky wheel

a vortex of a surreal memory in thought
one must first perceive it then to achieve it
columns of sand pillars wasting away
with a time well spent in thought
shadows block the view from a far
out of reliance to a master plan
does death hurt you the most or is it fear
we can become blinded by vice and facades

yet our heart is an opened door willing to be explored
all for so much more yet what ?
for love is  the very essence or fabric of my existence
never to join in it's resistance
out of every circumstance we can take part of the  dance
there is a deeper way to reach heaven's door lest I implore another way
bow the knee to pray everyday
with what we do with are time today
will become evident then echoed throughout eternity
bask in the vast expanse between time & space
as if golden nuggets coming down from outer space

"Step Off by Mario William Vitale" Poetry.net. STANDS4 LLC, 2019. <http://www.poetry.net/poem/46256>.



in the dark...
below the huskie wee wee..the doggy wee wee,
use me above the known see the humble
buckle up to the word of the wise best to reflect on life
sugar cane and spice..

host a canary to a new box swing
chase across the patio nor porch box swing
realize the amount of f requenzy
tresure beneath the trees
bending the miracle need

love is for winners falling short to a losser
medoicre branded fixture all as in element fixture
money back to recieve
faces of laughter hardest to bleed

love the pusher refelect upon God
in the dark we can see through the light hardened peak of ghetto hype
swing pillows to accustom a tease eager seat as a donut in need of a cop
radiate lest forth you contemplate gee how you radiates

jealosy with a host of Charmin as you please
in the dark one can chase what is right
check the radio hear the needle sratch
over and over

built in the cover melted *** with a inch of butter
in the dark the chance to an ordeal
waiting for my very next meal,
police chase a coward in the face with mace

love is so tender and polite pay no atteintion to its blight

who do you think you are
we had it made in our sin
until the day you came in
you came to us as a little baby in the manger
leading others out of danger
rap through the rhyme for the rhyme with the reason
we see you in the changing of the season
Godly man I am
happiness is my pursuit
so cross this godly man
i'll have blades at both shoulders
im knighting you.
like a great lord i sit on a throne
they crossed the godly man
they were all in the wrong
they did anything just to please us
then just explained to you about the death of
Jesus.
got to take even higher as you follow him
no reason to pretend he is your best friend man
we see him in the city getting pretty busy
watching going fishing seeing what he's catching
go and tell all your friends Jesus is for us come join the chorus
so arm me with harmony and come join the Gospel army
Jesus was a cool dude forty days without food,
devil tried to tempt him but that's okay,
He's got love on his face,
no disgrace,
He's spreading his love all over the face,
saying, "We will, We will do right"
saying, "We will, We will do right"
Satan got a little frustrated, couldn't believe he couldn't take him down,
With his lies of promises and prosperity,
Jesus said, " Satan get behind me, devil you're beneath me!"
Because of Jesus we can stand proud and say,
"we will, we will do right!" (like Jesus in the Bible days)
"we will, we will do right!"

Satan took him to a mountain high, said Jesus you can fly,
You are the king, surely the angels would not let you die,
Jesus said, "Tempt me no mo', Satan you've got to go!"
We're following Jesus Christ our Savior,
and now we flow,
"we will, we will do right (like Jesus in the Bible days)
"we will, we will do right, do right!"

Again I wake in this wretched place
Where the devil glares with grimaced face
Reading my heart, stripping it bare
Savoring the scent of the secrets there
I'm slipping and sliding, the ice too thin
Carefully creeping, lest I fall in
I'm holding on tight with a white knuckle grip
Knowing he waits, for the moment I slip

And just as before, the first time I fell
He stood at the ready, casting a spell
Quick as a wink, he swiftly swooped in
Leading me down his pathway of sin

Dashing and daring, he's handsome and strong
He tied me in strings; then led me along
His clutch was so quick, I had nowhere to run
From the cold calculation, he fancies as fun
He baits a fine trap, with flattery and fawn
Seeking the weak to use as his pawn
Once I was trapped, caught in his snare
I was twisting and turning, gasping for air

He's a devil disguised, with eyes of deep blue
But nothing he says is faithful or true
So ladies beware, he's cold as a snake
And the treasure he offers, is gaudy and fake

But this time I stand strong, I'm adept to his game
Won't be fooled by his charms or bullied by shame
I'm squaring my shoulders, I'm calling his bluff
A lesson hard learned, and enough is enough
I say…bring it on you sly devil, this time you'll be beat
I'm wise to the tricks of a liar, a cheat
You can't take my heart, I've locked it away
Now…I am the slayer and you are the prey

So stare if you must, you'll have no affect
The passion in me, you can't resurrect
Your whispers fall dead, like leaves on a grave
You'll have none of me, or the homage you crave

May you lie there twisting, kicking up dust
With your mind full of soot and your heart full of rust
I've broken the chains that have long held me down
I picked up the mirror and turned it around
So, just look at yourself, you're sordid, unclean
There's nothing to you, behind the smokescreen
Smoke and mirrors together is a dangerous pair
They'll make you believe in what's really not there

The laugh is on you, cause I've learned your game
And the favor you seek, you'll never reclaim
I'm no more the victim, of your wretched deceit
And the armor I wear, you'll never defeat

angels among us
soft delicious chocolate cookies
books, diary, pen & paper
the morning news just sings the blues

through a variation of a dream people scream
a new foundation of faith
to apply the message of grace to your heart
then you will light the spark to what were waiting for

A chance to soar
although for now it's the blind leading the blind
soon they will both fall into a ditch
a whole host of angelic foot steps

the signs of the time
revelation
it has been spoken by the prophets
love is the essence of one's existence

love has gained it also has lost
humanities heaviest of cost
a smile is contagious so pass yours on
we are given one chance to make a first impression

fly as his as the eagle soar's
lest I implore another destination
may need a break on a long awaited vacation
there are lines being driven in the sand

When will we ever understand ?

Suffering is a part of life, and I say
But sometimes I just wish the suffering would go away
Pain seems so useless, its purpose is so hard to find
When I'm in pain I'm often abrupt, rude & unkind

But Jesus had much more pain than I ever will;
His suffering was the way he chose my sins to ****
He died of lack of blood and lack of enough air
Into his lungs, and to me it seems unfair,

To die for my sins on his cross up there
It wasn't the nails that held Christ to the cross;
It was his love for us that put him at a loss;
For air to breathe and blood to flow

And in the end, for his life to go
My pain has purpose when I unite my pain,
With Christ's pain on the cross which was for my gain;
Gain of forgiveness of my sins on my soul

And for other's sins, too, to make us all whole
So I'll offer up my pain for others, and not complain
For my suffering may help them repent and not sin again
Suffering is a part of life, I know, and I say