One of the hardest things to do in life
is to learn how to let go
You learn to cry in private
and a fake smile is all that you show
To live your life with a broken heart
is not so easy to do
You keep going to ease the pain
you try to do what is best for you
Letting go is one of the bravest things I have ever done
When I let go I slowly start to see that a new chapter has begun
I do my best to go out, have fun
push my pain to the side
When I'm alone I hurt again
all I can do is cry
Loving someone who does not love you back
that takes a lot of guts
You think things, you say things
you do things other people think is nuts
But when you're with that special person
it doesn't matter what others think
You be yourself, you enjoy the moment
you forget about making mistakes
Love is so beautiful to me
it challenges you in many ways
You learn how to respect others
even when you're having bad days
Love is a gift that brings out the best in you
Sometimes love is letting go so others can be happy
even though it is the hardest thing to do

I believe in the term "Anything Is Possible"
I believe you can make something positive out of a situation that is terrible
I believe that with hope and prayer lives can be saved
I believe that miracles happen each and everyday
I believe true love lasts forever even if you're young
I believe you become stronger when you don't listen to everyone
I believe in the goodness of people even after a broken heart
I believe that greatness is born after something falls apart
I believe you can still be a kid even though you grow up
I believe in dreams coming true if you do your best not to give up
I believe God has your back even though you can't see his face
I believe everyone is special despite their religion and their race
I believe in going to heaven after a person dies
I believe it is 100% okay to cry and not know why
I believe I can change the world
I know I can't do it on my own
I believe in friendships
I know that I am never alone

A teardrop falls down my cheek
I do apologize for looking so weak
I'm just really stressed, I don't know where to turn
this week has been hell yet full of lessons I had to learn
There has been so much drama here lately
I can't concentrate on life
All I think about is cutting myself
whenever I see a knife
I am smoking cigarette after cigarette
just to stay calm
Reality hits me so I cry again
because everything is going so wrong
Everyone is breaking up
Everyone is freaking out
People are spreading rumors about situations
they know nothing about
Friendships are ruined
couples they fight
I do all that I can to keep my pain out of sight
I don't know what is happening
I can't control what goes on
I wish these conflicts were shorter
their taking too long
I want life to be good again
I want everyone to get along
I just want my best friend back...

Cut my wrists
Make me bleed
Tell me I'm worthless
Push me down onto my knees
Make me cry
Make me mad
Give me your pain
so you're not hurting as bad
Take my life
Spit on me
Tie me down
Beat the crap out of me
Say what you want
I won't care
Stab me in the back
who cares anyway because life is never fair
Lie to me
Cheat on me
Knock someone up
Tell me you love me then break up with me
I no longer give a ****
Leave me alone
Take my friends
Tell them a bunch of lies
Let me grow old and die alone
I give up on my life

He still won't talk to me
He won't even look at me
He got rid of everything that was mine
He won't text me
He won't call me
I miss him
I miss our friendship
I miss our song
I miss everything
I want it all back
I want it back so bad
There is nothing I can do
I can't cry
I have to be strong
I can't be negative
I have to be positive
I have to have faith that everything will be okay
All I can say is that I miss him
I think about him all the time
I don't hate him
I'm not mad at him
I won't feel better until he talks to me again
The day he talks to me is the day I will stop hurting
I don't want to lose him
I won't be the same without him
I really miss him

I woke up this morning with a lot of pressure on my chest
It was hard to get out of bed because I barely got any rest
I poured myself a cup of coffee and took a look in my bedroom mirror
I looked messy and horrible but I told my reflection "you look beautiful dear"
I went outside for a cigarette and let the cold air hit my skin
I tried my best to hold back tears from the pain I held within
I sang to myself a sad song to help get me by
but the song I chose didn't help
all it did was make me cry
I try my best to stay strong
but that is an impossible task
The more I see you the more I wish our relationship would have last
There is nothing to do but for me to move on even though that is hard to do
The only reason why it's hard is because I still really love you

I don't want him to go away
I don't want us to go away
I don't want our memories to go away
I don't want to lose him
I don't want all of the good times we have to disappear
I don't ever want to think about us splitting up
I like being with him
I like who I am around him
I like how nothing can hurt me when I am in his arms
I like hearing his voice when I am going to sleep
I like how he kisses me goodbye when I leave his house at night
I like the friendship we have
I like how close we are
I like how he makes me laugh
I like how he wipes my tears away
I like how the world looks so pretty when he is smiling at me
I like his encouragement
I like how he keeps me strong
I like how on really hot days we always find something to do
I like how he calls me "babe"
I like how I can get so crazy around him and he doesn't care
I like how he's pure of heart
I want him to stay
I want us to stay
I want the memories we have to never go away