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8:28 pm
It was so ******* stupid to think I could mend you, fix you,
but you changed and i'm sick,
sick of you,
sick of your pathetic stories about ******* and smoking and ******* up a chance at a decent life,
manipulative, backstabbing, *******,
I cared for you, I cried for you,
but I'm saying goodbye now,
and 5 years from now in between your lonely 4 in the mornings when you're too wasted to think correctly and in bed with someone who doesn't even know your name,
I hope the early morning breeze against your ****** breath and burning cigarette reminds you of me
IC
 Apr 2014 Maman Screams
Jamiee Z
Do I want to know,
the things you think
and the things you say about me?

                do you ever miss me,
                            or do you not even care?

Do I want to know,
if you hate me
or if you even like me?

                have you ever wanted me,
                            or was I nothing to you?

Do I want to know,
the thoughts you think
in bed at night?

                are they dark and painful
                           or do you rest peacefully?

Do I want to know,
what is going on
in that mind of yours?

                that complicated,
                            beautiful,
                                mind of yours?
          

                                              ­          j.z.
 Apr 2014 Maman Screams
MST
I was with a friend in a bar in downtown Prague,
It was one of those nights where we only want a couple drinks,
But that doesn't happen.
For we meet a few nice lads who enjoyed their drink,
And the girl they were with seemed like a little fink,
So we indulged ourselves in idle chatter; about hometowns and travels which we soon forget..
But my eyes remain upon this assumed *****,
But her lack of interest is causing a bore,
So I separate to find a new friend,
One who can keep me warm in my conceited mind,
For I do not care for the physical action,
As long as she is stimulated by my interaction.
But as the drinks add up,
And the bill gets higher.
I begin to lose faith in my ingenuity,
And begin to scoff at my insecurity,
So I find the nearest *****,
Who couldn't quite cut it before,
And I discuss how it was a glitch,
I didn't approach her at the door.
And we begin to talk,
About something I don't remember now,
But I'm sure it was smart and obscure,
Maybe about a meaningless cure..
But the night soon ends,
And I don't have my credit,
So we ****.
And leave.
And I wonder if she thought the same thing.
when you're there i pine for you
like a stupid little intellectual
i theorize your face

make up stories about your eyelids
how they close like a hardcover book
sheltering your wisdom from the judge

you let it spill out to me
your ***** brine
tenderizing my leathery exterior
into broken down, cured meat
you freed me with your trust
i was savory, salty with your laughter on my tongue

you've been waiting for me
but i cannot come
if we are to ever be in the same room again, together
i would smother you and oppress you with
love, tainted by imaginary things
like the fable of us
like my contentment

like your hand in mine
                                         clasping surely,
                                                                ­     silently,
                                                                ­                                                    home
 Apr 2014 Maman Screams
RA
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 Apr 2014 Maman Screams
RA
Sunlight shines
through bare
trees, winter
air hanging
like the
last breath
you took.
How is
the world
still beautiful.
Majdanek, Poland
Wednesday, March 19, 2014
12:21 PM

From my collection, Poems from Poland
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