Maddii Lloyd

Maddii Lloyd Jun 2016

FAILURE

Dear Diary,
I failed. yet again
but this time was different
I tried and tried
my hardest to actually succeed
at something in
my pathetic life.

I don't know why im
so upset.
like really get it through
you thick skull
YOU ARE A FAILURE
get over it
you knew you were going
to fail.
no use crying over it

ha. I remember now
im a failure
im a failure
now say it again and don't
forget it this time
YOU ARE A ****** FAILURE.

Maddii Lloyd Jun 2016

Freakshow

if you buy a ticket,
theres no turning back.
welcome to the
Freakshow.

Maddii Lloyd Jun 2016

Secrets.

i was your ***** little
secret.
but it was my body that
kept you coming
back for more.

Jun 2016

Nathan Wischropp

Curves

Her bone structure screams touch her, touch her!

Quote from a band I listened to sophomore year.

#of #curse #curves

Maddii Lloyd Jun 2016

Suicide Options

i've imagined my death
a million times.

suicide,
drowning,
jumping,
bleeding,
walking in front
of a train,
tying a rope around
my neck,
taking pills.

but i dont know
what one to choose
how to leave
when to go
where to do it.

these are all questions
i beg the
answer too
but when i leave
it wont be a surprise
you will all see
it coming
and if you dont
well sorry to say

its too late to
save me now.

Maddii Lloyd Jun 2016

Entry #63

I screamed
I cried
I cut

no one seemed to care

I bleed
and bleed
and ran out of breath

now im news on everyones
lips.

Maddii Lloyd Jun 2016

The Girl

I should of kept my mouth shut.
I should of stayed away.
because now im down here.
in the basement.
in the cause of the dreaded tapping.
and the smell was the curious girl before me.