I live now only in his wake-
I breathe now only his breath.
Some would say
I'm weak;
Living for the sake of another-
For him.
I see myself now,
Without him
I could live.
I love not out of need
But out of want.
Do not tell me
I am weak
When you could never know
The strength of my heart.

I live with pain
Its breath-
Its burden.
I live in pain
Its whispers-
It's wicked.

I  break beneath
the weight
of my frame.
                      I'm tearing
                      at my seams.
I can barely contain

My eyes are your cell:
They  hold our empty memories.
There resides
Everything you could be.
And in our mother's womb,
Lies everything you are.

Did you run, or were we torn    
                                                            Apart?
Seperated by miles, our
                                                            Memories
tend to bind us together; we are
                                                            bound;
by lost tendencies and hope.
                                                            I
miss you. Please
                                                            remember
me. All the
                                                            thoughts
shared. Now though, we drift;
                                                            parting
ways. Distance has the best of
                                                            us.
I'm lost.

I want to be
The perfect waves
that settle along
the edges of the sea.


But I'm only the sand- on the beach-
being carried away by
the waves I so crave
to be.

Aside from the Feelings
of the contours
of the Earth,
It is the times we feel
Nothing
That hurt us
Most.