There is a certain misery bred
into children of the night,
most notably the 20,000 a month
born under a full moon,
a rare combination of being born
in the dark of night, yet under
bright white moonlight,
a mere 1/100th of the total born
each month.
If you are one of us you know it.
The moon is alive and effeminate,
pulls on us, pushes on us,
at least on us who call her mother,
and though she shines her sweet shine
her soul is as cold and indifferent as
the belly of a black hole,
and we will war with her influence
all the days of our life.
Chaos,
compulsions,
sorrows and sins
our constant companions.
For she alone
knows the effort it takes
for us to live ...
The anxious tide within my head
was put there by the moon,
the ocean too, its waves of blue,
respond to what she says
All our days a high wire act
where everyone looks on with
eyes wide and mouths agape,
and when the night comes
we are alone,
and in fear,
and the end of us is always near,
and our numbers will not cease,
her bright light will grant no peace.
she is a GRAND MULTIPARA
and INFINITUS GRAVIDA
while we are beggars and thieves,
tired as hell, asleep when awake
and awake when asleep,
swimming in brain matter
madness
and churning recollections
like a duck on a lake,
calm on the surface,
fast as hell underneath.
In the end
it’s the crazy debate
that brings us down,
To find ourselves we lose our souls,
to lose our pain we lose control
to find the norm there is no peace,
to lose it all she will not cease
The pendulum swings back and forth
and there is no rest,
The ***** is out for blood,
and she pulls on us
and she pushes on us
The push of truth, the pull of lies,
the pull of hell that push denies.
the push of God, the pull of sin,
the pull of what we push will win
unless of course we break
and bleed out,
but she does not care,
there are many more
to take our place
and they like us
will find no rest.
Of an estimated 11 million people born on Earth each month, a mere 20,000 of them are born under a full moon....
GRAND MULTIPARA, (a woman having birthed 5 or more children)
INFINITUS GRAVIDA (infinitely pregnant)