Maybe I'm not as strong as they say I am
Maybe I'm not as strong as I say I am

Forgetting the past is the easiest thing in the world to preach about, until you're the one in question.

You don't know how to love
You just know how to take

Will it take your breath?
Will it make you burn?

"Leave if necessary. Just leave. If you stay and hang on, you never know what will  happen."

I thought the world of you.
How small my world was.

You want to say someone cheated you,
Find just one person to blame
But there are too many, including yourself
So you just say life cheated you instead

I refuse to accept the fact that my soul was made to endure nothing but sadness.

I refuse to accept the fact that the atoms and cells inside me were created to endure nothing but a feeling of hopelessness

I refuse to accept that fact that my plan here on earth was to become nothing out of everything

I refuse to accept the fact that I will feel nothing but emptiness, a feeling of nothing inside of nothing.

I refuse to accept the fact that I can only hope to act out of the need of hope

I refuse to accept the fact that I can only sit and wait to move

I refuse to accept the fact my body wants so much, but does nothing

I refuse to accept the fact I have no will power to change

I refuse to accept the fact that all I can do is refuse

I refuse to accept the fact that

I refuse to accept the fact

I refuse to accept the

I refuse to accept

I refuse to

I refuse

I