Partly Insane people called me
I fell for the guy who didn't care
Threw away my self respect to earn his
Completely sane for keeping those memories that were all fake
Dying everyday for his compliments
All he ever spoke was to make me disgrace
Insulted my body and my taste
Lost my respect and my heart to mend his
People call me partly insane
But I think my completely Dead

A broken heart is all that's left
thoughts are all so depressed
losing my mind at what u confessed
still cant believe u left
my heart is shattered
cant believe there is already a cleft
i wont come back lest
U WANT ME BACK

I kissed so many frogs,
But none of them changed into a prince,
With time I forgot what I was looking for,
And settled for something FILTHY.....
<NO OFFENCE....>

you said you wouldn't leave,
where were you when I needed you?
you said you would hold me,
where were you when I was fighting by myself ?
you said you would love me,
where were you when I was all alone?
you said you would keep your promise,
so what the f*ck happened that you forgot every thing?

People come and go
But u stayed....
People leave u broken
But u mended....
People hurt ur soul
But u loved.......
People don't care,
But u cared....
People break ur trust
But u maintained...
People faked their love
But u truly did....
It was my fault to not see that
I was the one wrong here....
Soo I am truly sorry....
From the bottom of my heart.

Walking along the sea shore
Twirling my hair
When a guy approaches me
His hair were so smooth
Just like silk....
I thought of him as an aquintance....
We ended up spending the entire noon toghether
He made me feel special.
We decided to meet up for dinner at my fav place
This made me feel special.
It was the perfect night under the moonlight, the perfect ambiance and the perfect man
This made me feel special.
The perfect food that made the night
It was special.
It was tym for goodbye,
The most difficult thing to do,
He hugged me.....
Our eyes met each other
I started to blush,
I think he felt it too,
It was strange,
Some vibe moving in my nerves,
I could not move,
He leaned ahead and kissed good night,
I knew that he was the one,
The special one......
It's been a month yet he is not changed,
This makes me feel special......

When I walk into the room,
My eyes search for you,
When they finally meet yours,
My mouth doesn't speak,
When my hands touch you,
Blood flows faster than ever,
When I finally gather up the courage to speak,
I stammer and make a fool out of my self,
Idk wat this is,
But it can't be love,
What it breaks me again,
The same way as before.....

11:11 he asked me to make a wish,
What do I say,
All that I ever wish,
Is here,
In front of me,
His eyes pierce in mine,
I can't control my instincts,
He kisses my head,
In a tender move,
Clutches me tight,
Against his muscles,
And said,
I WOULD NEVER EVER LEAVE YOU.....
YOU ARE THE BEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO ME.....

It has been ages now since we have talked,
I feel alone and broken,
I can't sleep cause your face flashes every time I close my eyes,
I don't think cause you are the only think that comes to my mind,
There ain't a place in this world where I cant relate you,
I gave you my heart,
But you shattered it in such a way,
that I cant fix it.....

When I first saw u it took every ounce of me to not kiss,

When I first saw u laugh it took every ounce of me to not fall in love with u,

When I first saw ur soul it took every ounce of me to forget you........

Life had been a mess...
Before the day I met u...I
thought that u were an acquaintance,
but u came to be much more.
I could not figure out the diff between love and hate
until I met u.
U changed my life over and over again.
Days spent by,
with u next to me,
were strange,
Were diff,
but real,
It is u and just u that makes me feel special.
If u ever leave,
Take me with u.

your eyes fixed at mine
I can't move
my body is paralyzed.
The smirk on your face,
makes my body shiver,
I have never felt this way.
I cannot believe that a man can have so much influence on me
he moved closer and I was sweating
His lips touched mine
and I felt goose bumps all over my body.
His touch with soft as cotton
but firm as wood
I could not act
my brain cells were dead
I just went with the flow
with my hands around his neck ......